To say my mind was a whirl most of the rest of the day was an understatement. I couldn't stop re-living what had happened, focusing on my favourite moments and elaborating on what might have happened if I or the boys had done things differently. I did go through a few phases of embarrassment, spending five minutes or so wondering what I could have been thinking, but I always returned to just how exciting I found it. Being naked for them was like a compulsion or a drug, I thought seriously about just heading next door several times during the day. I wondered if the appeal was like riding a roller coaster, it was scary whilst it was happening but the feeling of exhilaration was more than worth it.
But it wasn't just an adrenaline thrill there was certainly something sexual about it too, about making my body a source of lust for Tom and Jim and being able to see their reactions. I was getting off on the power my body had to make them want to do things, but I was also getting off on the way it made them objectify and control me. They had literally stripped me for their pleasure a few times. When Jim was lifting up my top or Tom was yanking down my thong they had no interest in anything other than my ass and tits, and were prepared, or had been pushed, to just take them. It was perhaps being treated like a sex object on my terms that got to me, but then I hadn't always been in full control and I think I liked that too.
In any case it was perfectly clear I would be doing it again. The only questions were when and how.
The easiest thing to do would be to get in touch with the boys and arrange something, but I did worry about seeming too eager. If I so quickly arranged to "try on some outfits" for them again I'm sure they would expect more from me than last time and I didn't know if I was quite willing to provide it. I decided I probably shouldn't be the one to get in touch, at least not for a little while, and that I'd let them try and persuade me to do something more for them. I wasn't about to refuse but if they thought I was maybe a little reluctant it would probably make things more exciting next time anyway.
I resolved to follow the plan, but I also knew there was no way I could go back to the usual routine of a summer day - hanging about at home or a friends house doing nothing much and wearing my normal clothes. I had discovered I was something of an exhibitionist if I got myself in the right situation, and like anyone who discovers a new obsession I didn't have much patience for doing anything else. Reflecting on the situation the next morning a trip to a local mall seemed the obvious first step. Even if I wasn't sure how or to whom I'd exhibit myself I had no wearable in public clothes that would show my body off.
I had set off to the mall in slight trepidation, worrying about someone who knew me seeing me buy the sort of clothes I wanted, but I soon realised the mall is a fairly anonymous place and the day passed without real incident. I had a great time trying on the clothes, but all in the privacy of changing rooms. On the way there I had had some fantasies about showing off, but no opportunities arose, no cute sales guys strayed into the women's fitting rooms for some reason.
Firstly I bought a couple of bikinis. Neither as revealing as the one I'd worn the day before but both with tie-strings and one in particular pretty small, especially at the back. I figured I could wear them to go next door, but I could also possibly head down to some of the places in local parks that people sunbathed. Then I bought some of the kinds of clothes I'd seen the hotter girls at school wearing this summer, tops and skirts that covered everything up but let you know what was underneath. I made sure to get a few tighter, smaller tops as thoughts had come to me about wearing something close fitting and thin with no bra in public. I had no idea if I could follow through - and it would have to be somewhere people wouldn't recognise me - but if I didn't even have the clothes there was no chance it could be anything other than fantasy.
That day at the Mall was a Friday, and it wasn't until the following Tuesday that Tom and Jim got in touch. The weekend had been normal and busy, doing stuff with my parents and visiting family. Monday had been a little slow, I'd seen some friends for lunch and was slightly tempted to tell them something but I decided they probably just wouldn't understand. That afternoon was the first time I'd really had chance to do anything and was very tempted to see if anyone was in next door but I'd stayed strong.
On Tuesday, however, something definitely had to give as I couldn't help myself and dressed in some of my new clothes. I chose a tight, string top with no bra and a short, loose skirt with some fairly revealing knickers. I'd then not done much, just imagined a few scenarios, when, excitingly, the doorbell rang around 11am. I hoped it was the boys from next door and I wasn't disappointed.
I greeted them brightly and was happy to see the two of them give me a once over with their eyes. Even though they'd already seen a lot more of me than was currently on show it seemed like they still enjoyed it.
"Hi Claire" began Tom.
"Nice top" said Jim.
"Oh, thanks, it's new actually, just wearing it for the first time today. Do you think it suits me?"
They had a closer look. I think they were more interested in my nipples which were starting to become prominent than any fashion concerns.
"Yeah, definitely!"
"Thank you. Now, what can I do for you?"
"We just wondered if you'd fancy coming round to maybe do a bit of sunbathing today?" Tom ventured.
"Oh, really? I don't know, I was maybe going to see some friends later.."
"Well, you could just come for a few hours."
"I guess."
"You said you would." Added Jim.
"I suppose I could head round for a little while. I'm not sure I should do much more than that, though, I was a little embarrassed after you both left last week."
"Oh, it was fine! Nothing to be embarrassed about."
"Well, I'm sure you thought that. Just, you know.."
"Just a little while in the garden, that's all we were thinking of." Tom took up the persuasion once again.
"Fine. I guess I should put on a bikini or something. I got a few last week so no need to lend me your sisters again." The boys didn't seem massively thrilled at that news.
"I guess that's OK." Jim still thought he should be in charge of my wardrobe, it seemed.
"Yeah, come round when you're ready." Tom was a bit more diplomatic.
They headed off and I went up to my room to change. I chose the more revealing bikini, obviously, it was black and tied behind my neck and back up top and on each hip below. It had more coverage of my boobs than Jim's sister's barely there bikini and was actually intended for someone with my size. There was also more material for the front down below, covering everything nicely, but the back was once again largely string. My bum was on show but at least it was obvious I was wearing something this time, it was basically the most I could be showing off whilst still wearing something that felt like it wasn't obscene.
Once I was ready I looked at myself in the mirror, it still gave me a thrill to see my body, my large breasts and bum bulging out and barely covered by the small amount of material. Just the idea I was about to go in public in the sort of tiny bikini I'd only seen before on airheads on TV was thrilling.