Cici
Cici is my best friend and always has been through grade school and high school and now college. I've always idolized her and wanted to be like her. She is a tall girl, 6'1" and has long dark hair that falls to the middle of her back which makes her look even taller. She wears her hair differently each day. I'm so jealous of her hair. I have very curly blond hair and wear it fairly short. If I let it grow more than a few inches, I start looking like Bozo the clown. So my hair pretty much looks the same all the time.
Cici is very attractive with brown eyes topped with sexy thick eyebrows. She has a friendly, inviting face, and has the smallest mole just below and to the right of her full lips. She also has a splendid body. I'm guessing 36" breasts, long legs, and a tight ass from jumping. She is a high jumper on the college track team and can almost high jump six feet. I'm on the tack team too. I run the 220. I'm 5' 4" and have an average build. I don't know why Cici likes me. I don't have much to offer her.
She is very confident, makes goals, and keeps lists. Her I-phone is packed with appointments, reminders, and her contact list has almost the entire student body on it plus most professors. She is amazing! I just kind of float through life. I'm pretty much a C student. I'm shy and I guess I'm insecure. I'm the exact opposite of Cici.
Yesterday, four of us on the track team were sitting on benches waiting for a private shower. Cici had been taking extra jumps to reach her goal of six feet. She came into the locker room, paced around and said, " The men's team is out of town at meets for the next ten days, let's go in there and check it out." She unlocked the door separating the two locker rooms and stuck her head in to look around. The rest of us followed her to look. There were no private showers just shower heads sticking out of the wall. Eight of them. Four on one wall and four on the other. Why do men feel fine showing their bodies in a group shower and women require private showers, I wondered.
"Nobody is here," Cici said. "We can shower in here instead of waiting around for individual showers." The rest of the girls, including me, were hesitant to jump at the offer and we headed back to the women's locker room. I was the last one to leave the men's shower room and when I looked back Cici had already jumped out of her gym outfit and had the water running and was soaping up. I couldn't believe how bold she was! And I couldn't believe how lovely she was naked. Her long hair was full of suds and the water was flowing over her breasts and down her stomach. Her dark brown bush was a perfect vertical form not all shaggy and irregular like mine.
I went back and sat on a bench to wait my turn in a private shower. Cici came out a few minutes later scrubbing her hair with a towel. She came over and whispered," Claire, What's the matter? Don't you want to get out of here and head back to the dorm?" She was leaning over me as I sat on the bench. She smelled so clean and her breasts were inches from my eyes. So beautiful with her nipples hard from the chill.
"I'm next in the private shower," I said. I was embarrassed and felt stupid that I was afraid to shower in the men's locker room. It was just like Cici to be confident and bold. I told myself that I would also shower in the men's shower room the next day. But when the time came, I chickened out. I hated myself as I watched Cici emerge from the men's area, again scrubbing her hair dry. She passed me but didn't say anything to me. I felt like crying. It was eating at me that I was so insecure.