"What the fuck, Rayner!?" Cindy exclaimed as the closet door swung open. "This isn't..." She was about to tell the obvious lie but then switched gears midway. "What the fuck are you doing in there!? Are you a closet perv or something!?"
"Hey! What the fuck are you doing hiding in the closet? I don't like being spied on! Did you both set this up? Like some freaky fetish play or some shit? I won't be a part of your sick games! I'm out!" The big fellow said, backing away and attempting to grab his clothes on the way out.
"No! Wait! Don't..." Cindy gave me a hateful look of all things as if she blamed me for her cheating and then my driving off her man meat. She continued to glare daggers at me before finally asking. "What the fuck were you doing in the closet? Do you really have a sexual fantasy?" Her hand made an all-encompassing gesture to me, the closet and my hand still in my pants.
Shit! I forgot about my hand.
Pulling it out I squared my shoulders and attempted to get to her cheating when she had the audacity to cut me off. "I feel so violated right now!"
What!!!? She felt violated? Did she really just say that? "Umm...I feel like I just caught you cheating on me." I whispered.
In my head, I could hear my inner voice screaming obscenities at me.
Weakling! Loser!
Just an echo of what Cindy had already said about me to that guy.
"What did you say to me? How dare you accuse me of anything after I just caught you jerking off to me from the closet like a pervert! I should call the police! I should have you arrested! You know what!!? If you don't get out of MY house in the next 30 seconds I will call them!"
I am embarrassed to say that despite her berating and screaming and threatening...she was still naked, super hot and wet from her recent activities...her pheromones were driving me crazy.
"Are you seriously still hard after I threatened to call the cops? Fuck you are just proving how much of a perv you really are!" She kicked at me but thankfully her foot fell short and hit the carpet under her feet instead.
"I'm sorry!" What the fuck, why am I apologising for this situation, she cheated on me damnit! Arghhh! I hate my weakness! I hate it so much! "I will leave, you can calm down a bit and then I will come back."
"Don't you dare! I don't want to see your face ever again! You hear me!?" She screeched.
How can I not hear you? You are screaming at me from five feet away!
I sigh and nod, suddenly numb to the whole situation and my part in it. I can't deal with conflict and I can't deal with this woman that has just single-handedly destroyed my life. I walked out of the front door. She would calm down...eventually.
Maybe for a few hours and I can go home again.
My thoughts are whirling and I have no idea what I would do next, my parents? Died in a car accident a couple of years ago and the only other person I ever connected with was Cindy....no sibling and no other family to speak of so I didn't have anywhere to go.
And now, thanks to my stupid idea to put our place in her name I had no claim over the property.
I should have listened to my parents.
They had told me something was up with Cindy then but my dick had done a lot of thinking until six months ago.
What the fuck....I had been putting as much of my paycheck as I could manage into paying the mortgage so that we could live debt-free and Cindy had hinted at wanting to get a place of our own for so long I had thought it a great idea to gift this to her at the time....maybe this had always been her plan.
No, the more I thought about it the more I realised that this is exactly what she had wanted to do. She might have kept stringing me along for a few more years if she could have to pay off more of the debt but I caught her cheating and she went for broke.