Nothing was said at all during the rest of the day after Diane spanked me in front of Mr. Wilson, stripping me while she did it. I ended up with a red ass, a red face and naked except for my heels and stockings in front of the two of them. Diane had me bend over one of her chairs so that my ass was pretty much all you could see, except that my pussy was in plain sight. I got that warm feeling deep inside and my nipples got so hard they almost hurt. I was very turned on when she was finished even though I felt really embarrassed and humiliated. The worst part was that I couldn't or couldn't make myself masturbate afterwards. I couldn't do it at my desk and doing it in the women's bathroom seemed so tacky. I found it kind of hard to believe that I got so turned on by having Diane tug my skirt down in front of him so my ass was bare and then spanking me. I was confused. I really could not be enjoying this, could I?
But the cold, hard facts were that I sort of manipulated her into doing it to me, even though she was very willing. I had to want her to do it to me and didn't really understand why I wanted it to happen. I was so confused it wasn't funny. I was acting like someone totally different than what I had been before she caught me naked the first time. I would never have taken my clothes off in front of Mr. Wilson or even Diane for that matter. They were supervisors at work and you just didn't do things like that.
The absolute worst part was when I got home that night after work and closed my apartment door I set my purse on the kitchen counter and stripped naked right there. Everything, jacket, skirt, stockings and heels came off. My glass door drapes were still open and I didn't close them. I stayed naked all night. My lights were on, my drapes open and my clothes nonexistent.
I kept looking out my glass door at the building next to mine. It couldn't have been more than 100 feet away. There were balconies and windows all along facing my apartment and if anyone looked out their window or was on the balcony to their apartment and looked at mine it was very likely that they could see me. And it seemed to me that I didn't really care if they did. If I did care I wouldn't have taken off all my clothes and pranced around my apartment like that all night.
My horniness had toned down while I was at work for the rest of the day but being naked all night brought it back and when it was time for bed, I opened my bedroom curtains too. I didn't have the light on but I lay on my bed and masturbated again. After I exploded in orgasm and when I finally stopped quivering I went into the bathroom, cleaned up and put on a t-shirt and sweats and went to bed for good.
I had dreams again. I dreamt that I was naked at work and acted like it was nothing and the funny part was that the people I worked with acted like it was nothing too. I mean they looked at me and smiled, but no one said a word, not even stuffy Mr. Prescott. I didn't spend my day sucking cock or fucking or licking pussy, but it was like who cared. I was just the girl who worked there who was naked. It was like the bosses had a meeting with all of us and it was required that one girl be naked at work and either I was chosen to be the one or I volunteered to be the one. I mean I still blushed and got embarrassed and everything, but I acted like I wasn't. It was just a job requirement. But the worst part was even as I was acting like it was no big deal, my nipples got erect and my pussy got really warm and tingling, especially when someone looked at me. I found excuses to bend over in front of people so they could see my lightly furred pussy peeking out between my thighs. There wasn't one part of me that was private.
And the biggest part that really confused me was that Diane spanked me for any mistakes that I made at work. Sometimes it was just her and I in her office, sometimes Mr. Wilson was there watching and sometimes, if I made a really big error, she spanked me in the conference room with the entire office there to watch. They saw me start to blubber and bawl and kick my legs and squirm on her lap. They watched my ass turn bright red along with my face. I got really horny when that happened.
When I'd wake up after one of these dreams I'd sort of be in disbelief that I, Sabine, could do what I had done. Yes, it was a dream and subconsciously I knew that, but my dreams were so vivid that it really felt as though I had done those things. It was so unlike me. And I was confused by my feelings about everything. I didn't know who to talk to about how I felt. And there were also the actual things that I had done or had done to me. And how I felt after them, how aroused I felt and how afterwards that I had masturbated. I kept my silence about everything on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, but finally on Friday I had to talk to someone. I was driving myself crazy worrying and wondering about myself. So, late in the day I knocked on Diane's door.
"Diane, may I please talk to you about something."
"Sure, come on in, Sabine. What is it?"
"Well, I don't know how to start."
"Just pick a spot and start talking. It'll work itself out."
"Well, the times that you, ah, had me take off my clothes in front of people, well, I get, oh God, this is embarrassing."
"Just say it Sabine. I won't judge you."
"Well Diane, I get turned on and I don't understand why. I should just be ashamed and embarrassed and humiliated. But I get turned on. And I, ah, I, ah, masturbated. I couldn't help myself, Diane, I had to, but I shouldn't feel that way." My face was beet red when I admitted this to Diane. Diane just looked at me and then she smiled.
"I would guess that you subconsciously enjoyed it, Sabine. It's not the usual thing for any woman, but for some women it just does something for them. I would guess that even if you don't want to admit that you enjoy being naked in front of someone, you do enjoy it. Your mind is just saying that because of your upbringing and life to this point you shouldn't want to get naked or enjoy it. But way down inside you do want to and you do enjoy it."
"It's not right Diane. No woman in their right mind would do that."
Sabine, this is a bad example, because you feel embarrassment and humiliation but there are people who walk around naked in front of others. You know about nudists, right?"
"Well, yes, but I have never wanted to be one."
"I didn't say that you wanted to be a nudist. It was a bad example. Subconsciously you want to be made to take off your clothes. When you do you feel embarrassed and humiliated, but it also turns you on. So even if you don't necessarily feel that it is right, it does something for you. Because it does something for you, you want to do it. This is simplistic but I am pretty sure I am right. If you really think about it, I think you'll agree."
Diane looked at me and didn't say anymore. I looked at her and thought about what she had said. I was pretty conservative and the things that Diane had made me do because of that stupid dare, well, they had been arousing me. And I couldn't explain to myself why I was now taking off my clothes as soon as I was inside my apartment and running around naked all night. But even if I couldn't explain it, I was still doing it. I was still confused. And none of this explained why when Diane spanked me it got even worse or better depending on how you looked at it.
"All right, let's say you are right. How am I going to stop this? I mean I don't want to keep doing it."
"You don't? I'm not so sure. If it could be in a safe situation for you I'd think you would want to continue."
I thought about that for a bit.
"What would be a safe situation?"
"Well, Sabine, I could help you there."
I thought about that too.
"Diane, I don't want to, ah, I don't want people at work to know about this, about me. Mr. Wilson already knows and Kate too."
"Wouldn't you like to know that almost everyone here has seen you naked? Wouldn't that be a real turn on for you? Wouldn't you like it when you walked past the guys here, that they all knew exactly what you look like without clothes on?"
"I don't think that that is such a good idea, Diane."
"Maybe not at first, but I would think that you could get to enjoy that a lot. But let's say I could help you away from work first. Why don't you come to my place tonight at 8 o'clock? You go along with me then and later you can tell me if it worked for you. It won't be at work and anyway with the cd I have, it isn't like you have a lot of options."
I frowned at that. With all that had been going on in mind, I had put the cd out of my mind.
"Well, what about it? My place at 8 o'clock?
I sighed.
"I suppose."
"Just wear what you normally do at night. And be on time."
"All right Diane. Thank you."
I got up and finished my day. This time Diane didn't make me undress, she just handed my coat to me.
"I'll see you at 8."
I nodded my acceptance and left. When I got home I hung up my coat and then, without thinking, I undressed right in my entryway again. It was becoming so easy for me to do that I didn't even think of it. Until I was fixing dinner and it dawned on me that I had nothing on. I told myself that I had to stop this! But I still fixed dinner without dressing and ate it naked. Then I got up and put on a little make up and picked out my clothes for the night. I had a good pair of jeans and a nice top and I chose my best underwear, a lavender bra and panty set. I checked my watch and it was time for me to leave to go to Diane's home. I put on a coat and walked to my car and drove there, wondering all the way what Diane had in mind.
I parked in her driveway of her town house and walked to her door. I rang the doorbell and in a few moments, Diane opened the door.
"Come on in, Sabine." I walked into her home and took off my coat. Diane hung it up and led me to her living room. I was surprised to see another couple there. I was also suspicious.
"Sabine, this is Ryan and Ashley. I invited them here. I think you know why. The only thing is that I think you need to ask Ashley's permission before you do anything. You understand why, don't you?"
SHIT! She was going to make me ask this woman who I just met for permission to take off my clothes. I was going to be so humiliated! I just stood there for a few moments. I took a deep breath and without looking at Ryan I focused on Ashley.
"Ah, Ashley, would it, ah, be all right if I, ah, undressed?"
Ashley looked at me and then at Ryan and Diane. Ryan had leaned forward and Diane was sitting in a chair smiling at me. Then Ashley looked at Diane and finally at Ryan.
"You're saying that you want to take off your clothes?"
My face had to be beet red. It sure felt hot! I mumbled.
"Y-y-yes."