The debriefing from Pam the next day was quite short and to the point. She was clearly still peeved at having been abandoned by text, and was finding it hard to believe Kristen wasn't winding her up. "And you just let this other guy join in?"
"Uh-hmm," Kristen nodded. "I guess I thought, if you're going to do it..." She shrugged. "Go as far as you can."
"Weren't you worried he could turn rough on you?"
"Nah, he was a sweetie. Hardly said a word all night, but then I didn't bring him along for the conversation."
Pam shook her head. "I dunno, every time I think I've got you figured, you do something crazy like this."
"It's not like I let myself get dragged back to their lair," Kristen reminded her. "I drove them back here. And we had a very nice time, right through there." She pointed through the open door to the living room.
Pam's eyes widened. "What, you mean..."
"Well that sofa's had plenty of use recently, hasn't it? Might as well keep up the tradition. I don't think they'd had much luck lately, the way they both went at me. Things got a little messy at the end." Pam wrinkled her nose slightly, and Kristen realised that was probably TMI. "The shower must feel the same way as you, it gave out on me afterwards just when I really needed it."
"Look, I'm not a prude or anything," Pam protested, and then lapsed into silence. "OK, maybe I am a bit of a prude. You've got a lot more courage than me."
"More like desperation. It's funny how far you'll go when you really, really need something."
Pam's lips curled into a faint smile, and she rested her chin on her hand as she stared back at Kristen. "So you really needed this, did you?"
"Hon, you have
no
idea." Kristen sipped at her coffee, keeping her innermost thoughts to herself.
Kristen spent the next few days wondering what her next move should be. She knew that another attempt at a club pick-up wasn't wise, and that she wanted something a little different from a night like that anyway. The next time she was with a man she felt ready to take the lead all the way through, and make him play at her pace. The only problem, as always, was finding the right guy to experiment on. With, she corrected herself. She meant with.
She was still spending far too long daydreaming about sex when she finally got round to having her shower fixed. As she'd had to take the whole day off work for it, there was nothing to help her focus on something more constructive. When the repair man arrived at last, she wasted no time in showing him what the problem was and leaving him to it. She settled down on the couch and put something mindless on the TV.
After a few minutes she heard the faint sound of running water upstairs as he tested the showerhead. An amusing little thought occurred to her and she sank back against the cushions with a laugh. As she stared blankly up at the ceiling, the same thought returned to her and her pulse began to quicken and her mouth dry up. It was ridiculous, but not impossible, she told herself. Not at all. She fidgeted around on the couch for another minute, debating with herself while her heart did cartwheels. Then she got up, went into the hall and crept slowly up the stairs, tiptoeing as if she were an intruder in her own home.
She stepped carefully past the bathroom, down the landing and into her own room. When she was sure she hadn't been heard, she reached for the bathrobe she had slung lazily over a chair and placed it in front of her on the bed. Silently she began to undress, leaving her clothes strewn on the carpet, out of sight of the landing. When she was finished she put on the robe, tied the cord tightly round her waist and sat back on the bed, her knees together in front of her like a naughty little girl.
It seemed to take an eternity for the plumber to finish his work, and in that time Kristen had plenty of opportunity to change her mind, but she gritted her teeth, shrugged and thought, "Why the hell not?" When at last he was done, she rolled over onto her side and tried to look as casual as possible, like she'd just decided to have a lie down while he was working. She heard him step onto the landing, and gave an unsubtle cough to point out her location.
He popped his head round the door, taking in the fact that she had changed her clothes at once. "Um, I think it should be all fixed now," he said, jerking a thumb back towards the bathroom. Kristen glanced up innocently at him. He was in his late forties, with a somewhat craggy, lined face, but he had a pleasant smile and an air of confidence about him, as though he would be difficult to faze. She'd have to see about that.
"Thanks, you're a life saver!" she exclaimed, sliding herself off the bed with a show of enthusiasm but still managing to preserve her modesty. She followed him down the hall to the bathroom, her heart pounding away frantically. She stood beside him patiently as he explained what had gone wrong with the shower, the technical details washing vacantly over her more than they ever had done. When he stopped, she took a deep breath and announced, "Well, I think I'm just about ready to try this out now. It's been long enough."