Candi's online profile said she was thirty-something, we met in a lesbian chat room. I was curious about what ladies in same sex relationships talked about, so I entered a room to hang out for a minute or two and was about to leave when Candi whispered me.
She said she was married to man, but was bi sexual. I didn't know what to say so I didn't respond.
She asked if I was lesbian, Bi or curious. I told her I'm straight and explained my reason for being in the room. I told her I was room surfing and stopped in to say hello to the room, something I do a lot in other rooms.
She said no problem and explained she was lonely because her husband worked long hours out of town. She needed a little company tonight and asked if I could chat with her for awhile.
I told her that I did not cyber and wasn't "into" women at all. She told me that it was fine and was only looking for someone to chat with.
"Sure." I said.
She asked if I was seeing anyone, and I told her I was married.
She asked me intimate questions about my relationship, like if I had sex that evening.
I swallowed hard before giving her my answer, and told her "No."
What in the hell was I doing? Chatting with a woman, who said she found my conversation with her very exciting.
"Thank you." I replied; seeing this as a good time to head for the exit.
Then she asked me if I'd ever had a threesome.
I told her "No."
Candi asked if I would consider a threesome with my husband.
Being honest I told her only if he allowed the third party to be male.
Candi hit me back with an "Mmmmmmmm." This was follow by characters :) which is the emoticon symbol for a smile online.
She slowly peeled away my inhibitions about speaking so openly online. She probed me with questions working up to her "coup de grau".
Candi asked if I would ever consider letting her "taste me" if she was the other party in our bedroom.
I had truly primal fight or flight emotions about answering that question. I wondered if I should run or answer the question. I told myself this is totally safe, she doesn't know me and never will.
I told Candi that I was not into cybering with men and surely I wasn't doing women.
Then I remembered this was the reason for me being here. To find out what women talked about in rooms like this.
I replied "No.", but I would consider letting her "play with my husband" if she liked.
Candi said she had one herself and wasn't interested in another penis. What she wanted to play with was something soft, moist, and pink like hers.
I told her I wasn't sure but, maybe if I was drunk and passed out I might.
Her reply to that was, "LOL".
I had to laugh as well. I hated sounding like some prude, one who wasn't yet ready to experiment with adult pleasures.
I decided to sip on a glass of wine; a little liquid courage might be needed. I poured a glass of wine and sat down to enjoy my online night with the girls.
She asked if we could role play.
The wine was starting to relax me and I said "Yes."
The following is an excerpt of our conversation.
Candi: Can I kiss you?
I almost choked on the glass of wine. I slammed it back fast and poured myself another, vowing from here on out I would follow her lead. I could always blame it on the wine.
Lola: Yes.
Candi: [ ;) Places her hand on Lola's knee] How does it feel?
