I'll try not to repeat too much, but recommend the reader check out my story, "Buckets," (also in Exhibitionist/Voyeur) first, to get the background.
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Hello again. I'm still David, and Anna's still the wife (5'4", 135#, 34C-30-38, blue with brown). As her 49th approached, she worried the usual worries about getting older, life passing by, and such. I urged her to make a bucket list of things to do. That little exercise helped, and led to a better outlook along with plans to travel and read and learn.
Her initial list had nothing sexual, nothing even vaguely romantic in it, and I, as an admittedly dirty and also aging man, pressed the issue. That led to an agreement that we'd both come up with a follow-on list to reignite the spark between us. Agreeing to share one item at a time off the expanded list, I wanted her to make a conscious effort to be sexy for me for two months, just on the weekends (hey, I'm not the indefatigable sport I used to be). She in turn wanted to, or sort of grudgingly put on the table to go skinny dipping with me sometime.
The following weeks were wonderful - she came through big time on her trying to be sexier, and for my money, it worked like gangbusters - new lingerie appeared, stroking and groping and flirting and kissing like teenagers, with more and better orgasms for us both. And her worries about turning 49 seemed forgotten, or at least overwhelmed. The skinny dip was sort of a bust at first, but turned out great as well. We went to a quarry at night, thought we were alone, swam naked, and went through the preliminaries of lovemaking out on a raft on the water, only to hear applause after she orgasmed. She was embarrassed that we'd been seen, and were still being seen by a younger couple whom we could barely detect in the dark, back on the shoreline. They were standing over our discarded clothes, so there was no way we could escape (yes, the place was fenced as well) without going back there. Teasing us, the guy, Derek (we learned thanks to his girlfriend's admonishing him), offered to even things up, and soon we were all naked and checking each other out as the price of getting out of there.
Turning down Derek's offer to get stoned and party - not quite our thing - we made our way back to our parked car. I thought the whole night had been a disaster, despite my having been turned on by watching Derek's girlfriend in her slim nakedness, and Derek being turned on, obviously and somewhat prodigiously, by watching Anna's embarrassment as well as her gorgeous and naked body. Derek and his girl departed the scene, and we headed back to our car. The big surprise of the night was that it got to Anna, too, and we fucked, vigorously, with her crying out as she came, bent over the warm hood of our car,. All that's in the basic story, so this picks up from there.
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We drove home, mostly in silence, but holding hands, lost in our individual thoughts. I was thrilled that she had found the scene with Derek and his girl to be a turn-on, or at least so it seemed. This is what I'd longed for - a wife who would admit to a sexual side, and then to find it was exciting for her to attend to it, and to be attended to. I didn't know if she had some voyeurism (watching Derek and his bigger-than-mine cock start to swell and surge, there on the beach), or some exhibitionism (being watched by Derek and that one-eyed snake and maybe even the girlfriend), or just some newness of the whole scene compared to our usual much more vanilla sex life. She'd already gone way beyond my hopes in her efforts to be sexy for me, but this night had been proof that something was good for her beyond just doing me a favor! I also wondered just what was going on in that bright and mysterious brain of hers as we drove.
Arriving at home, we entered and without words shed our clothes once more as we walked briskly to the bedroom. Another enthusiastic fuck followed - a rarity for me to get things going more than once in an evening, and a rarity for her to acquiesce - hell, never mind almost demand, a continuation, especially after she'd already come out on the raft and again on the hood. I had a moment of self-doubt when it became clear she was wanting more sex, but she looked so damn good, and she looked so - feral or something - that my cock quickly reassured me that it was up to the challenge, and up it was indeed. We fell asleep and slept deeply - thankfully neither of us needed to be anywhere for the next several days.
I got up first the next morning, cleared through the bathroom regimen, and made coffee. She joined me, still sleepy-eyed and looking tousled and wonderful. I'd pulled on some gym shorts, and she appeared in a short robe - I think neither of us was quite sure how the other felt about the previous evening, in the light of morning.
"Hey, babe," I greeted her, offering her a steaming cup of coffee.
"Hey you, too," she said, and we kissed lightly.
We sipped, each shy to broach what we both knew we needed to discuss. I thought what the hell, at least she's showing no signs - yet - of remorse or recrimination.
"So, want to talk about last night?" I asked, tentatively.
"I'm not sure." She answered. "What's there to talk about - we got my skinny dipping thing out of my system - that's for certain!" she added, and then, thankfully, laughed lightly.
"Yeah, I suppose, although it didn't turn out as I'd expected."
"No," she answered, and seemed to drift off in her thoughts.
"OK, can I be frank?"
She nodded back.
"First off, I thought you were gorgeous, all naked and swimming - but you knew that. And I thought it was great that I got to taste you out on the raft, and that you let yourself go, and came for me, or, I hope, for you!"
She blushed at that, and looked down into her cup. I soldiered on. "And after the surprise of Derek and his girl being there and us having to get back to the beach, I loved that you stood up to them, proud in your beauty, not hiding yourself, and defiant in our being the ones who sort of had the rights to be there. And then, when Derek dropped his clothes, and his girl did, and we stood there, checking each other out, I was proud that he was getting an erection looking at my lady, and of course jealous that he was better endowed than I am, but mostly proud, and turned on partly by showing you off, and partly, I admit, by being naked myself and having his girl checking me out. So it was getting all exhibitionistic and voyeuristic for me, or so I thought, and then when we fucked back at the car, it seemed that it had gotten you hot as well, and I loved that, and I loved you getting off again - not to mention back here when we got back home! So, all in all, I'm busted as a dirty old man, but a dirty old man who's got the greatest female on the planet to go with him on this crazy journey. So there."
She didn't reply. Dang, do I have to pull teeth on this thing? "So, what do you think about it all?"
"I guess I'm still trying to digest it all. I admit, I was turned on by all that, and it's not something I expected. If you'd described that sort of scene and told me I would be turned on by it, I'd have said you were dreaming. I don't know yet if I just had a hormonal alignment, something like circadian or bio rhythms coming together, or if it was something I've denied that was there all along. I just don't know, but it was uncharacteristic, and until I can figure it out, I'm not comfortable with it, I guess."
I probably sighed, but persisted, "Take whatever time you need, Anna. Today's Friday, which is sort of a weekend, I guess, but I wouldn't want you to go through with the weekend deal if you're not ok with it." Recall that she'd pledged to try extra hard to be sexy on weekends for the next two months - and here it seemed that was going down the tubes.
"What week . . . oh, yeah, that first bucket list item of yours. Well, I said I would, so..."
I cut her off: "No, I don't want you to be doing it out of some duty, when you're so conflicted. You take your time. I won't bring it up again, to give you space. If sometime you want to do a restart, then fine. If not, it's not like this is going to break us up or anything."
"OK, well, thanks." And with that, she took her coffee and disappeared into the bedroom. Soon, I heard the shower turn on, and knew she was done talking, much less doing anything for that weekend.
Life went on. Doesn't it always. That weekend was polite but not much more, and the next week was back into our normal routine, and the next weekend came and went without any indication that she wanted a restart of anything but our normal, can I say boring, routine. I was bummed, but kept reminding myself that we had a pretty good life and that my wanting better sex was probably just selfish in the big scheme of things. I also recalled, frequently, that night at the quarry, wondering how to recapture that part of her, knowing it was there, hoping it might return.
It was yet the week after that one when I suggested we go out to a new restaurant. It was about a half hour away, maybe less with good traffic, out in the semi-country, rustic farmhouse, advertised as farm-to-table foodie kind of stuff. Anna had pointed out the rave review of it to me a couple of months before, and we just hadn't gotten to it. She was ok with the idea, so I made reservations for the coming Saturday. Late in the afternoon, I showered and dressed in loafers, slacks, a button-down, and a blazer, figuring I'd likely be overdressed but not noticeably so, and better that than underdressed for sure. I sat down and was watching an old movie on TV I'd seen lots of times, while Anna got ready.
I hardly noticed her return, not expecting anything out of the ordinary, and didn't even look up until she said, "Well, I guess it's about time to leave, don't you think?"