Louetta here. This is Boudica Part 05. Everybody mentioned in this story is eighteen or older.
So far in this series I've spent part of the summer working in Amsterdam at a BDSM club with my Dutch female cousins Eefje and Dieuwke. I have been a nude photo and sketch model and here at the club started doing a strip tease routine. My goal is to get into video and film work, so I've been looking to get experience getting naked and performing in front of crowds. Before I have to return to America, I wanted to try different kinds of BDSM-style scenes, thinking this was an area where legitimate actresses would not crowd me out. I had a strong and very feminine body and was willing to get naked and do realistic action scenes. Here in Amsterdam I saw my chance to get some practice.
Our BDSM club had two distinct sections. One was public, where I worked, and the other private, and it was there that the serious BDSM scenes were put on. There was no advertised sex work but a lot of the private scenes included extensive sexual touching. I had been approached about participating in the private scenes. Everyone who worked there had seen me strip and admired my body, both for my conventional features and the physical toughness my swimming and weight training had given me. What I did not know was if I had the mental toughness necessary to withstand scenes which often were something close to torture.
I became aware of the presence in the private club of members of the German BDSM organization Das Erwachen, the awakening, especially the women. They were young, pretty, had nice bodies and were tough as nails. I learned new members were carefully screened and had to undergo an apprenticeship. My best chance of getting in, though, seemed to be that, given the uniformly attractive appearance of the women, looks counted a lot. The first night I noticed an Erwachen girl known as Tilly. She was small in stature, black hair, dark tan, very pretty, with an athletic body. The model Erwachen girl. Eefje said Tilly did the best scenes and was to perform at midnight on Friday. A whipping. I spoke to the Erwachen guys and told them I had undergone a whipping in order to join The Wenches group and wanted to try one there in the club. They told me to watch Tilly's whipping, and after if I was still interested we could talk further.
I looked forward to Friday with anticipation. That night while working the front door I saw Tilly come in, just before nine PM, and head upstairs. It was standard procedure for scene participants to arrive early for "advance preparation", which amounted to softening them up for the real activity. Dieuwke, Eefje and I were upstairs ready and waiting when promptly at midnight Tilly was led in with her wrists handcuffed behind her back. Of course she was naked. We watched in a kind of horror as this beautiful young girl was pushed up onto the platform where she would be abused. Well "prepared" she looked like she had already been tortured. Her hair was soaking wet and her bare brown body glistened with sweat. There must have been three hundred spectators, mostly men, mostly drunk, cheering wildly. It was hot and smoky and the air smelled of beer. Dieuwke was drafted to serve as Tilly's second, giving her water, fixing her hair and interceding if she appeared to faint, which could happen.
On top of the wooden platform Tilly was pushed to her knees, her wrists were bound behind her, her arms were bound just above her elbows. Her feet and lower legs were pulled out to either side until her bum touched down on the platform. Rope was tied around each thigh and then around the corresponding ankle so she couldn't move from that spot. A a noose was placed around her neck and the rope pulled up tight so she could not bend over to shield her upper body from the whip. I watched her, transfixed, bound naked and now helpless in some smoky room full of men. She looked defiantly at her would-be torturers, but she must have been afraid. Afraid of what was going to be done to her, how much it would hurt, how long it would go on. I thought her magnificent. Beautiful, defiant, her breasts thrust forward by the ropes that bound her elbows behind her, the pinkness and damp of her pussy just visible between her widely spread thighs, her chest heaving softly, sweat glistening all over her. It was time to begin.
One of her torturers approached her from the side. He carried a black curved stiff rubber blade about 20 centimeters long, attached to a metal handle, not a whip. She had seen it before and had it used on her. Standing on the floor next to the platform his head was a few inches above hers. He brought his hand up and it was level with her bare breasts. To great cheers he began caressing her naked body, starting with her bosom and working his way down over her tummy until his hand disappeared between her legs. You could hear her gasp as his fingers began probing her genitals. Her nipples hardened, her pussy moistened, her breasts warmed, there was the familiar tightness inside her cunt. She could smell her own sex. Then, the sexual touching over, he raised the rubber blade, seized her ponytail and pulled her head back to bring up her bosom. She cried out softly as he pulled her hair. He waited some seconds and then the curved blade came down hard across her right breast.
Her body jerked backwards and she cried out in obvious pain. He began speaking softly to her in German, asking her how it felt, how much it hurt, whether she wanted more, complimenting her on the firmness of her breasts. This was the Erwachen way, the torturer maintained a close relationship with his female subject all through her long ordeal. Taking his time, asking her questions, taunting her quietly, asking if she was thirsty, or hungry, or needed to pee, if she wanted sex, if she wanted to go home, how much pain she felt, did she want the same again, taking a break, doing everything he could to lengthen her ordeal, knowing there was nothing she could do to end it. Knowing that she knew that too. Now he hit her left breast and her body jerked back again and he kept up the talking routine.
Now he lowered his aim and began tapping her lightly very low on her abdomen, only a few inches from her pussy. Once, twice, three, four, five blows, harder each time, and she began crying out with each one. He changed the angle of the blade and pointed it down more so each time he hit her he came closer to her genitals. Now she closed her eyes and just wailed and he quit the talking and just kept hitting her lower until he was catching her clit and then her nether lips and she screamed and he went back to the routine of talking and waiting and hitting and repeating over and over. By the time he stopped she was shaking and sobbing. He moved behind her and grabbed her hair again. Standing behind her gave him a better angle and now when he hit her he caught the entire length of her girlhood with each blow. Now he went slowly, hitting and talking and waiting and then doing it again. Finally he stopped and released her hair and she fell forward as far as the rope around her neck would allow.