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Part 9
I spent the rest of the day in a hammock near my camp, slowly drinking myself into a sad coma. I kept a blurry eye on the people around me, hoping to see Penelope. She never came, never looked back.
This was the final day of the desert rave. Most of the people were packing up, though I was told that some of the more hard-core partiers were spending another night. I was in no mood, or condition, to drive so I defaulted to staying another night.
I slept on and off throughout the day, too exhausted to move from one of the communal hammocks. Finally around five I kicked myself up. No more moping. I knew the deal. Me and Penelope were never in the cards. I should be thankful that I received such a wonderful parting gift. She gave me a night, and her body. More than I had ever expected.
I sat around my painting set-up, eyeing the thin crowd of dancers. By now half the people were gone. The campground felt ramshackle, just a scattering of tents in the dusty desert. But the dancers were there, still moving, despite the dust and the heat.
I spotted a cute couple in the crowd. She was shimmying, arms up, back to what I assume was her boyfriend. He was running his hands up and down her belly, moving his hips in time with hers. They were young and healthy, both slim and toned, dark haired. He was a head taller than her but thin. She looked petite but strong. They matched well, somehow.
What caught my attention was that she was wearing not much more than a bikini top and some fluffy white skirt, and his hands were sliding under the thin straps of her top. I kept watching.
Even from where I was, I could tell that, yep, indeed, that hand had slipped under one triangle of cloth. He was cupping her breast as they danced. His other hand slipped under her top, cupping her other breast. She shimmied her ass against his crotch, urging him closer.
He was only wearing a pair of loose pants of some thin colorful fabric that hung low around his waist. It was obvious he was not wearing anything under it. I couldn't tell if she was wearing anything under her skirt. Were they having sex right there on the dance floor?
I made my way closer to the dance floor, keeping an eye on them, hoping to get a better view. The dancers around them seemed oblivious to what was happening. I kept watching.
His hands pushed the bikini top completely off her breasts, letting the fabric rest on top of them. She arched her back and raised her face to his. They kissed as he held her breasts in his palms. He curled his fingers and started pulling her nipples, revealing more of her breasts at the same time. She let her head rest again the crook of his shoulder, her eyes closed, a small smile on her lips.
Her breast were a heavy B cup, full and pale. Tan lines marked where her skin was kept hidden from the sun, which made this moment even more exciting. These were not nudists. They were exhibitionists. Or high and simply didn't care who was watching. He tugged at her nipples. She squirmed her ass against his crotch. With her arched back, her head thrown back, she was displaying herself.
No one noticed. Except for me.
Finally he pulled her bikini top back down, covering her up. The moment had passed, they had their thrill.
I watched them a little longer. This was their game, that had become obvious. He was sporting an erection that tented the thin pants he was wearing. As they danced she would reach out and grab the shaft through the cloth, holding him as she kissed him, then released him and danced away. If she saw him deflate she would shimmy back, rubbing her ass against him or run her hand over his crotch until he was fully erect again. They would both glance around at the dancers around them, checking to see if anyone was watching. None of the dancers were.
I have to note here that the people who were left were the hardcore followers of the rave scenes. By now they had been dancing for two nights. It was obvious that some hadn't slept at all during those days. The mood was joyful, but completely unfocussed. Most people were in their own little world, filled with music and whatever drugs allowed them to still move. The fact that they were oblivious was not really a surprise.
I think that is why they spotted me. I was the only one standing still. At the edge of the dance area, near my paint booth, I was also bare ass naked. A fact that had only dawned on me now, as I felt their eyes turn towards me. I was a mess, covered in dust and sweat. I had thrown myself into the hammocks and started drinking, too lost in my confused and painful feelings to remember that I had finished the night naked, and never put my clothes back on.
They continued dancing but were now obviously talking to each other as well, glancing at me from time to time. I retreated to my booth, still visible but I hoped a little less conspicuous. I considered putting on some pants but my car, and clothes, seemed very far away. I just sat naked on my stool and watched the dancers.
The girl grabbed her boyfriend's hand and walked over to my booth, pulling him along. I watched them approach, curious.
"Hi." she said.
She pulled her boyfriend's arm around her, draping them around her shoulders and pulling him close. He just smiled at me.
"You're the body painter, right?" she asked.
"Yup" I replied.
"Didn't I see you last night? Like, naked, with this chick, on the dance floor?"
""That would be me." I nodded.
"That was hot. You guys just fucked right there in front of everyone." she said, eyes wide.
"That was really ballsy," said the boyfriend. "I don't think we'd have the nerve to do it."
"Well, we were kinda high. And it was a big fantasy of hers. I was more kinda there for her," I replied.
They were silent for a moment.
"Can I help you with anything? D'you want to get painted?" I asked.
"Yeah", she replied, "not now though, later tonight maybe."
There was another awkward silence. They obviously had a question, but didn't know how to ask it. At that point I had stopped giving a shit about just about anything. I was hung-over, naked, dusty, heart-broken. They were young and beautiful. Whether I offended them, shocked them, fucked them, or just ignored them, all were equally good options at that point.
That lack of emotional attachment gave me a clarity of thought that I hadn't experienced in a long time. I looked at them and saw in their clothes, their body position, their eyes the question they didn't dare ask.
"You want to fuck in the middle of that dance floor, but you don't want it to be too obvious.' I stated matter-of-factly.
Their eyes went wide.
"Yeah" he said "that would be hot as hell."
"But we don't want to be arrested or anything" she added.
"I can't believe I'm the local expert on this. You probably can't tell, but I'm usually pretty shy." I said.
"I can tell." she said with a grin, looking down at my naked and dusty self.
"This weekend has been very weird for me." I replied. " Anyway, here's what you could do..."
As the sun set, I did what just about everybody else did. I shoveled some dry food in my gullet and took a nap. The final dance wouldn't start until midnight. Until then everyone tried to recover as best they could. I just crashed in my tent, exhausted.
I was awoken by the blaring bass of the first set. The party had started up again.
I actually put on some pants this time, and made my way to the dance area.
The DJ booth was lit up and a small crowd had already gathered, bopping up and down with the music. The mood had shifted. Everyone was rested, clean, dressed again in their wildest and fanciest duds. This was the final chance to dance and to be free. The crowd was thinner than the other night, but it just gave everyone more room to move.
I sat in my booth, watching the dancers. I was starting to wonder if my new friends would show up.
But they did. And they had followed my instructions.
She was wearing a sparkly silver bikini under a flowing dress. The bikini was not for swimming; it had ties on the side and obviously too flimsy to be in water. And her dress was actually a hand-full of scarves tied together at the shoulders so that they hung in front of her body. Bright yellow ribbons had been used to tie everything together, as well as wrap around her waist in a make-shift belt. Everything was tied in big bright bows. The effect was to hide her body, and yet reveal it as the scarves would shift and separate. And the bow ties were simply inviting. They gave the impression that if you tugged at one of the knots a scarf or two would drop away. And I suspected that it was indeed exactly what would happen.