Of course I always knew such things were wrong, in both a moral and a legal sense, strange then that neither of these factors managed to stop me. I had thought, or perhaps the correct term would be fantasised, about just this sort of thing for a long time indeed. It took two major changes in my life however to see the fantasy realised. Whether that is a good thing or not I shall let you be the judge. The end result of this escapade is the lifestyle I enjoy today and may it never be otherwise.
The first thing that took me a step toward my dream was when I finally got together with the girl who is now my fiancĂ©e, although of course I didnât know this would be the start of things at the time. Her name was Marnie; we had known each other at high school but never really got it together. Strange really but at the time my friends had all said she wasnât really my type. As it turned out she was exactly my type. We finally got together when I came back from University, I bumped into her in the pub one night and it all went from there.
I suppose I ought to start by describing her, although I could well be biased. Marnie is about five-foot eight inches, not greatly tall but tall enough to make her slender legs seem even more beautifully long and shapely. Some might call her figure skinny and she is certainly slender, but I think skinny makes her body sound too bony, which it certainly isnât. She has a very slender frame that much is true enough, yet curvy enough at the hips and narrow enough at the waist to make her very feminine.
I must admit I have always had a thing about dark haired women with pale skin and Marnie is my ideal. Her skin has the colour of cream and looks just as silky to the touch. She must be one of those people who just do not tan whatsoever since the slightest touch of sun burns her. Not so good for her perhaps but I love it, there is nothing as sexy as a pretty, dark haired girl with pale skin is. Marnie was then and is now my ideal, in many more ways than simply her looks.
The early days of our relationship passed much as these things do when a relationship is just beginning. We were obsessed with each other and spent as much time as we could in bed together. Of course this never lasts forever and after a few months our sex life became a little bit predictable. This didnât mean that we had grown apart though, as often happens after the initial rush wears off, but more that we both searched for adventure in sex. Recapturing the passion of those first encounters is always an ideal but we saw no reason why we couldnât maintain this passion with a little experimentation. Like most blokes I, of course, was all for this.
I suppose at the time I was hoping Marnie was thinking about experimenting with another woman, I was wrong but she did eventually get around to that almost a year later. We began with what now seem to be fairly mundane things, dressing up, a little bit of role-playing, a bit of mild bondage, that sort of thing. All, of course, within the privacy of our own home. We watched countless movies to get each other off and made love just about everywhere in the house, garage, and car. I suppose the beginning of the more adventurous stuff was when we decided to drive places and make love either in the car or simply outside.
The thrill of knowing we might be discovered became electric and gradually we pushed it further and further. We made love in the park, not quite in view but not quite out of sight, in car parks with people passing and so on. The real turning point came on one particular adventure. Marnie knew nothing about it until she got home from work one summer afternoon. She was 19 then and worked for an insurance company. I had simply left her a note, telling her to wear what was on the chair and to meet me by the side of the lake at the old gravel pits. We had both been there before and had sex under the sun by the lake but this time I was planning to take her a little further.
I could have met her where I said but impatience got the better of me and I moved to hide in the woods leading up to the lake so I could watch her approach. I left a bag of bits and bobs down by the lake itself, hoping no one would pinch it. All I took was the video camera and some cigs. I was so wound up with anticipation it seemed to take ages for her to come into view but it was only about an hour. I was delighted when I saw her walk carefully into the eaves of the wood, picking her way hesitantly and casting nervous glances around. I started the camera rolling and zoomed in on her.
She was wearing exactly what I had laid out for her; even I have to admit that wasnât much. She had on her black block heeled, sandal style shoes. These were amazing; they gave her about another three inches or so of height and because of the heel made her walk in a very precise dainty way. They also had the effect of seeming to tighten the muscles of her lower legs, which made them look even shapelier. Her legs themselves were clad in her opaque white, lace top stockings, and the hold up variety, which I find far sexier than the garter belt type for some reason.
Her panties were matching, and the sort that ride high in a shapely V, to a small apex at her crotch. They were gossamer thin, both in the amount they covered and in the fabric itself. She had a matching bra for this set but I had chosen her one of her white, lacy Gypsy Braâs. This one pushed her creamy looking breasts together and upward.
Marnie wasnât ample chested, wearing a 32B, but she had the most wonderfully firm and pert breasts that were really only done justice by a bra with a bit of enhancement. I could tell she was wearing this underwear simply because the dress she wore over them was almost totally see through. The dress had two tiny straps and plunged to a low crescent giving a wonderful view of the tops of her breasts. The hem stopped at about the same level, as her stocking tops and the rest of it was transparent.
The dress was really designed as nightwear since it was just chiffon-like black gauze. The white of her underwear showed through perfectly, just like I had hoped. Not only that but it obviously made her very self-conscious which was delightful. She picked her way carefully along the path and although she had her shades on I could see she kept flicking nervous glances into the forest and up the path in case someone was around. I just sat in hiding and let the camera follow her; she was radiant in the afternoon sunshine. The blue sky and the warm light of the sun only seemed to make her seem more pale and exotic almost.
Marnie had almost made it to the comparative sanctuary of the little path that lead down to the lake when I spotted the man coming along the path in the opposite direction, walking his dog it seemed. My heart leapt and I quickly panned back to Marnie to see if she had noticed him as well. She hadnât slowed her pace and seemed to be engaged in picking her way rather daintily over the loose roots that sprung up here and there along the path. I couldnât resist being amused; maybe she hadnât seen him. It wouldnât be long before she was too close to hide herself without being obvious. It was strange but the very thought sent little shivers of excitement and arousal through me, I continued to watch transfixed.
It seemed like an age before Marnie looked up from her feet, surely the man must have seen her by now but he made no variation to his walk. When she finally looked up and saw him coming towards her I almost found myself holding my breath, she gave a momentary pause, a little wobble in her pace that betrayed her nerves. I saw her cast furtive glances around her, whether she was looking for a hiding spot or not I couldnât tell but after a moment she steadied herself and carried on. I couldnât believe it, she kept her eyes on the ground in front of her and straightened her back, almost proudly. Her pace slowed and her steps became more calculated, with her back straight and her arms seeming to flutter prettily as she picked her steps.
She became if anything more dainty, incredibly feminine, her breasts appearing to thrust proudly forward and bounce slightly with each careful footfall.. There was no doubt the man had seen her as I panned the view toward him, he had slowed his pace a good bit more than she had and seemed to be trying to affect a casual, nonchalant stroll. His dog careened around in the trees far off to the right but he paid no attention, his eyes were fixed on her, as I zoomed I could see them travelling, wide eyed up, and down her body. He was trying not to be obvious but failing miserably.
He was in probably his late forties, fairly tall with a bit of a paunch and sweating a little under the afternoon heat. The two continued to draw inexorably closer to each other, enough now that when I zoomed out I could catch them both in shot. My beautiful Marnie, leaving precious little to the imagination and this total stranger, I have to say I was getting a real thrill out of watching her like this, my dick was as hard as iron at the sight of this bloke leering at her scantily clad body.
She was on view for all to see, his eyes travelled the length of her stockinged legs, right up to the sensual V of her panties, they roved over her taught stomach and the swell of her pert little breasts cradled perfectly in that bra. Eventually as they drew close his gaze levelled on her face, seeking her eyes beneath her shades. I distinctly heard him say; ânice afternoon missâ to which I stifled a chuckle.
Marnie was a picture, she kept her eyes fixed to the floor but although her head was bowed I could see colour come to her cheeks as she walked past him, obviously not daring to reply. He simply smiled and carried on, turning as he passed to watch her from behind, surely that must arouse him, I found myself thinking, it certainly was me as I let the camera travel over the barely covered globes of her soft white ass. The way she swung her hips because of her small steps was such a turn on.