Author's note: I've been away from this series for a while, but I finally finished writing up the last chapter! I may do another series about Beth and Jamie if people are interested, but this little section of Beth's adventures are over for now, hope you enjoy it!
"Aaah!" I squealed and closed my eyes but as soon as I did Jamie stopped.
"Sorry did that hurt?" she asked, nervously. I loved her so much as found how nervous she was endearing but at the same time frustrating.
"No! No keep going! Just like that, slow!" Jamie slowly, slowly inched the dildo further inside me and I breathed deeply, keeping my muscles relaxed and my whole being caught in the sensation of being
filled
. Finally I grabbed Jamie's arm and held it.
"That's... that's good stop there." I said, breathlessly. She stopped and I opened my eyes to look at her.
"Jesus, hun you're really doing it." She said, sounding impressed and I felt so proud:
I could do something Jamie couldn't!
I felt brave.
"Thank you... for... helping me... I wanted to... do this with you... first." I said.
I was on my back, legs spread wide and my ass slightly raised. Jamie was knelt in front of me with one of our favourite dildos now halfway inside my ass. The smell of lube and that slight rubbery smell of the dildo filled my nostrils.
"Fuck me. Slowly, but God please fuck me, Jamie!" I suddenly said, my body crying out for that dildo to move in me. Jamie was careful, slow and thoughtful. She started moving in and out of my butthole gently, gently but my ass was ready -- I was lubed up and had spent months practicing.
It felt
amazing
. Just like when I practiced I felt
stuffed
but the added sensation of not being fully in control brought it to the next level. I reached down and started playing with myself while Jamie fucked me.
I came within minutes and it was powerful. Jamie let me lay there and recover before she slowly pulled the dildo out of me and I squirmed as it left my body. That was one of the best sensations I'd ever experienced and at the back of my head I knew I needed to experience it with a real dick. Jamie leant over and kissed me.
"That was hot as shit, hun."
"Really?" I asked, suddenly feeling very bashful. Jamie had told me anal wasn't her thing and when I'd asked her to please help me try it for the first time with someone she'd said yes but also told me she wasn't sure how she would feel.
"Really." I smiled and kissed her in return.
"I had a thought." Jamie said later when we'd gotten dressed and were sat in the sofa.
"What's that?"
"If you're serious about what we talked about the other day -- about actually letting someone from the website win the contest then... I'm in." I looked at her in surprise.
"What changed your mind?"
"You did, sweet cheeks." She said and winked. "If you can be brave enough to try something like... that." she glanced at my ass. "Then I guess I can be brave enough to try something new, too."
"You don't want to be the chicken one." I said and Jamie acted shocked.
"I never! You're getting awfully cocky, hun." I leaned in close to her.
"Well I never thought I'd be the one daring you to do anything so I just want to enjoy it." I puckered my lips at her and she gave me a quick peck before pushing me away and I giggled like a little girl.
"Okay, did you have anyone in mind?" I asked when I'd stopped giggling.
"Actually, yes." Jamie said and grabbed her laptop. She scrolled through the various comments people had sent in until she found the one she was looking for.
'Hello lovely ladies! Long-time fan here, would love the chance to get to meet you. I'm located in Wausau, Wisconsin and am willing to take quite a long ride for a ride with you ;) haha!
I'm an office manager, recently divorced in my 40s -- I can pass all your tests and don't mind showing my face (and more, obviously haha) on camera!
You are two of the hottest girls on the internet and it would be a dream cum true to meet you ;)!
/Paul'
I finished reading.
"Well? What do you think?" Jamie asked.
"He sounds... dorky."
"Yup, but he doesn't give immediate creep vibes."
"I suppose."
"Hey, you're the one who said you wanted to try..." Jamie said and I realised that was true.
"Okay... okay so how... how would we do this?"
"We set a date with him somewhere neutral -- out of town and public. We chat for a bit and if the vibes are okay we have him sign an NDA and all the rest of it."
"Okay... okay I'm in!" I said excitedly.
"Cool. I'll set up the meet." Jamie got back to her laptop but paused half-way through an email.
"Hey hun?" she asked. "You've talked to Toby about all this stuff, right?"
"Huh?"
"Hun, Toby knows you're gonna keep doing porn and is okay with it, I mean."
"I... I assume so." Jamie made a face.
"I... sorry, not my business but I wouldn't assume. I'd talk it out with him."
Shit.
I thought.
She's right.
.
"I- no of course, I-" Toby began and I quickly put my hands up.
"Toby, it's okay if you feel weird about it, I just wanted to talk it out."
"Yes, yes, totally get it I mean it's-" he took a deep breath. "I... I thought about it. And, I- I don't... it's not right for me to... I shouldn't ask-"
"Toby..." I pleaded.
"I feel weird about it." He finally blurted out. I smiled.
"Really? What about?" Toby stared at me for a moment looking lost and then laughed out loud.
"Right. Yeah."
"I'd feel kind of weird about it, too."
"About your girlfriend doing porn?"
"Well... okay... I guess... I don't. Not anymore. But if you... I mean-" I started, lost my words and then we just sat staring at each other in silence.
"Your life is kind of weird, huh?" Toby said and I laughed and said I guessed it was.
It didn't use to be.
I thought.
It used to be ordinary, normal -- respectable.
Boring. Boring and lonely.
Toby drew a deep breath.
"Yes, I'm okay with it. I... will try really hard not to be all weird and... you know... jealous." I grinned.
"You have nothing to be jealous of, Toby." He waved me off.
"But you'll be careful, won't you?" he said.
"Of course. Super-careful."
Two days later me and Jamie were waiting in a café in a town halfway between Feltville and Wausau for Paul to show up. Jamie had brought her camera in a sports bag and if all went according to plan we would meet Paul here, discuss things and if we agreed we'd meet at a hotel room later tonight to shoot.
Jamie seemed a little nervous, which I might have found cute if it were for the fact that I was
scared out of my fucking mind!
What the fuck was I thinking? What the fuck was wrong with me? With both of us! Were we really gonna do this? Were we gonna be... do... I mean, with a complete and total stranger? This was insane. I wanted to tell Jamie it was nuts, that I changed my mind and that we should leave right now.
But I didn't. I sat there, pretending I was confident and brave. As if she could read my mind Jamie glanced at me and squeezed my hand. I gave a brave, fake smile back and glanced at the door. Every single middle-aged man I saw enter the door made my heart jump.
"We can skip out, you know." Jamie said and the instant she said that my mind completely reversed.
Fuck no, we're doing this!