I buried my red, flushed face into the coolness of my pillow and decided that I wasn't going to leave my room. I just couldn't face them, after what had happened. When Mrs. B knocked on my door for dinner, I told her I wasn't feeling well again.
"Anything I can get you?" she asked kindly.
I shook my head and called a muffled, "No!" into my pillow.
Downstairs, they were playing games, talking, laughing. I could hear Janie and Henry fighting over the X-Box again, but then Doc turned it off and put in Monty Python, which had them both laughing hysterically. It wasn't something I thought that I would let my eight and nine year old watch, but I wasn't their parent, what did I know? I was just the babysitter.
Some babysitter—hiding up in her room. I just couldn't imagine looking into his eyes, knowing that he had seen me masturbating in their doorway while I watched them have sex. What must he think of me, now?
My face burned at the thought, but the images of them together kept coming back to me, again and again. I couldn't stop remembering how her breasts had swayed when he pounded into her, how she had turned around to swallow his cum, like she couldn't get enough.
I wasn't a virgin, but all of my experiences with boys had been mostly basement or back seat fumblings, quick and mildly pleasurable. I had never heard or seen anything like what Mr. and Mrs. B were doing in their bedroom this afternoon.
I was so lost in my own world that I didn't even bother to get dressed. I just tossed my wet towel on the floor and curled up under the covers. I think I drifted off. The heat of the sun had made me sleepy and a little lethargic.
My dreams were about Doc, seeing him stroking his cock over my breasts, rubbing the fat, bulbous tip over my hard, pink nipples. He kept whispering, "I want to cum all over you, Ronnie. I want to cum all over your sweet little tits."
When I woke up, my pussy was throbbing with the images from my dream, the light had faded to near-dim, and I couldn't hear the kids anymore. Someone was knocking at my door, and I realized that was what must have woken me.
"Come in," I murmured.
It was Mrs. B, and she was carrying a cup of tea that she set next to me on the night table. I could feel her hand in my hair, brushing it away from my eyes.
"How are you feeling?" she asked, sitting on the edge of the bed behind me.
"A little better," I replied, turning my face to her.
"I brought you some tea," she said, and I felt her weight shifting.
"Thanks."
"What hurts?" she asked. "Is it your tummy?"
I nodded, closing my eyes as she traced her fingers over my forehead.
"Here, move over," she said. I stiffened for a moment, feeling her curling herself around me. "Let me rub it. Sometimes it helps."
"Mrs. B," I whispered, but her hand slid over the comforter, massaging my belly through the material.
She smelled sweet, and I knew she must have taken a shower, too, after sunbathing. We'd both been so oiled up and sweaty. Remembering how she looked, rubbing oil into her breasts and then lying topless next to me, made me shiver.
"Better?" she murmured, her mouth close to my ear.
I shook my head. "No."
"Well, here," she said, sliding her hand under the covers. "Maybe like this."
I swallowed hard as Mrs. B's hand slid below my navel, rubbing the taut, flat surface of my belly. She was gentle, tender, rubbing it slow, easy circles.
"Is it your period?" she murmured, her fingers moving a little further down. They were touching the top of my pubic hair now.
"No," I whispered.
She continued to knead my flesh, and I could feel her breath against my cheek. Her arm was brushing across the side of my breast with her motion, making me tingle. She must have known I was completely naked under the covers.
I turned a little toward her, and now my nipple was rubbing against her upper arm as she moved her fingers lower, bit by bit. Her hand was over my pubic bone now. I could feel my breath coming faster and tried to control it. Her breasts were pressed tight against my back, I could feel the generous swell and shift of them when she moved.
"Better yet?" she whispered, kissing my cheek. The light was growing dimmer, and I could barely see her outline now, but I could feel the weight and heat of her behind me.
"A little," I whispered back, shifting on the bed and feeling her fingers dip between my already swollen, wet lips when I did. Gasping, I pulled away from her hand.
"It's ok," she murmured, putting her whole hand over my mound. "This might make you feel better."
I drew a shaky breath. "Mrs. B..."
Her hand just massaged me, covering my lips, her fingers not moving inside. I sighed, closing my eyes. It felt so good I could barely stand it. Her arm moved over my nipple as she worked her hand slowly between my legs. I let out a little moan, squirming under her.
"Mrs. B," I whispered, turning a little more towards her. Her mouth was right there, I could feel her breath on my face. I could smell beer or alcohol, and something sweet that was just the scent of her. "I have to tell you something."
"What is it?" she asked, her palm rocking between my thighs. I gasped, biting my lip to keep from crying out. My pussy was wet and throbbing and aching for some sort of release. She pressed her cheek to mine, and her lips were soft there, inches from my own.
"This afternoon..." I moaned when she started making circles between my legs, moving her hand around and around on my mound and rubbing the flesh of my lips over the sensitive bud of my clit.
"Yes?" she encouraged, moving her hand a little faster.
"Oh, god, Mrs. B," I whispered against her cheek, shivering. "Please."
"What is it, Veronica?"
When I closed my eyes, I saw Doc fucking her, plunging his cock into her from behind. It sent a jolt straight between my legs.
"I saw you," I confessed quickly. "This afternoon, in your room... you and Doc..."
Her hand slowed, and I could feel a thick pulse throbbing under her fingers. "I know, sweetie... it's ok."
I could barely breathe. "You know?"
"Yes." Her lips were pressed against the side of my mouth as she talked, and I could feel their softness, their tender movement against my skin. "Doc told me. He saw you."
"Oh god." I moaned, not sure if it was in embarrassment or pleasure.
"Shhhh." She rubbed her lips over mine, not really a kiss, more just a caress. "It's going to be ok."
Her hand was moving between my legs again. "Mrs. B," I whimpered. "Oh, please."
A knock sounded at the door and we both jumped. I pulled the covers up to my chin and Mrs. B sat up on the bed.
"Come in," I called.
The door opened, spilling light from the hallway. It was Doc, his large frame filling the doorway.
"How're my girls?" he asked, leaning against the door frame.