A/N:
Hello,
If you have been reading the Fuck Fantasies, I have decided to take a break from editing and posting those because they are painfully cheesy and I don't know if people like them or not, I might post more later but I'm not sure. If you have been reading them and want more feel free to let me know. This story is about me. It is not true, but the area is real and the description of myself is true. I will be the subject of the IMF series and I will post them. My real name is not used and if I include other people they will not be identified or they will be made up people so that I am not putting my or anybody else's exact identity out there. Again, this did not happen, but these fantasies are real things that I would like to do if I could. I have written this because my desire to risk nudity has been unbearable lately. I hope you enjoy,
Thank you for reading,
Eterriswolf
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In my fantasy...
It is about 10:00 P.M. I'm at home but everybody has gone to bed. My dogs are asleep and I decide that if I don't take too long I shouldn't have to crate them, and this way they won't bark when I come back. I go upstairs to grab my bag of toys just in case I want to play with something at the park and get my shoes on.
I quietly open the door and lock it before turning on the porch light and heading out.
There is a park in my neighborhood two blocks down and I have a daring plan. The park has two entrances and it is a playground. The side closest to the entrance I will take has a structure of play equipment, tunnels slides and monkey bars on the left with two benches under trees on the left. Behind the structure there is a swing set, and a few feet behind the swings there is a bridge that goes over what used to be a creek. Beyond the bridge there is an open field with a few tables and a baseball diamond and finally the fence with the second entrance.
Recently I had been having nonstop thoughts of risking exhibition and my confidence had risen just enough for me to think I could try something.
So here I am on my way to the park. I'm thinking that given the nature of the park nobody will be there at this time, and given the time of night there won't be many people outside, just enough to pose a risk to me if I get caught.
Maybe I should take this time to describe myself.
My name is, well we'll go with Ray. I am 5,7, somewhere between 110 and 115 LBS with gray-blue eyes and long,(about half way down my back), dirty blond hair that sometimes has lighter streaks in it and that I am currently wearing in a ponytail.
I have pale skin which unfortunately does not tan, and is pale enough to make me glow in the dark. I am a Trans Woman, I don't currently have the means for hormone therapy and I don't plan on getting surgery, so I currently have a pair of strap-on breasts that are 32-C, they don't perfectly match my skin tone but they aren't too noticeably off, at least that's what I've been told. They have nickel sized areolas that are kind of brownish pink and they rest about four inches past my collar bone. I am terribly skinny and I have a scar on my lower back just above my butt with another running horizontally along the right side of my belly. I have been doing 50 squats every other day for a year and a half but unfortunately my butt is still very small.
This should be enough for now; I'll get to the rest later.
I had to cross the street immediately because my house is on a corner. From there I walked up the block to the next street where I crossed into a driveway and turned left which took me to the first entrance. I went in to the park and went directly to the farther bench because I wanted to prolong the experience...
I set down my bag and listened, trying to think about what I was about to do. I wanted this, but it was incredibly risky. I was in my neighborhood, the family in the closest house knew who I was and what I was about to do was illegal, and if I got caught I couldn't pay a fine, and I wouldn't survive prison, not given my identity as a blind Trans Woman. (I forgot to mention earlier that I was blind, I don't bring it up often.)
I took three deep breaths and determined that this was something I wanted to do. The risk was high but I didn't think I was likely to get caught. There was nobody in the park and the surrounding houses didn't have any lights on.(For anybody wondering how the blind girl knew there were no lights, my optic nerves are damaged but my eyes still feel light changes and light actually gives off a lot of heat.)
I open my bag because I want more to do.
I wasn't going to masturbate because I can't climax without help from my flesh light, never have for some reason. I didn't want to take that time so I would do that when I get back. I did want something stimulating though so I took out my small stainless steel butt plug with a crystal bottom then I set it on the bench. I figured that this toy would be good for the first time, not too big so that it would take time to prepare and not too thin that I would have to keep making sure it wouldn't slip out.
That brought me to the biggest challenge.
I took off my shoes and socks, putting my socks in my shoes and putting them under the bench. Then I pulled up my Orange T-shirt and bra, placing them both in my bag of toys. So far so good, still no sounds other than my breathing. I unbuttoned my jean shorts and pulled down the zipper, then I giggled and bent over the bench as I pulled the shorts down, revealing my white bikini panties with red hearts all over and slits in the sides.