I see you sitting at the table in the diner across from your apartment. You get up to give me a big kiss and a hug. I take the opportunity to squeeze your butt. Firm and full as ever.
We sit and exchange small talk while the waitress brings our coffee. You thank me for meeting you. You're really edgy, can't really sit still. Your speech is frenetic. I look into your eyes to see if they are dilated. Are you on something I wonder?
"3 weeks Bar, 3 weeks. Haven't had any for 3 weeks."
"You coming down from a coke overdose?"
"Ha, ha. Cock not coke. No sex for 3 weeks. My lover and I agreed to be exclusive and I've got a week to go and can't handle it. I figure if you are on the way out of the country anyway then it won't really count. I need you to do me now and do me hard."
"What, here in the diner?" I tease.
"My place is just over the road. Come on."
You practically drag me up and I throw a few bills onto the table as you hurry me out. I grab my bag and we are off.
We run up the stairs and into your bedroom without any time for niceties. You strip off and are on the bed like your clothes are on fire. One of your cupboard doors is ajar and I see some silk scarves. I take 2 and kneel on the bed beside you.
"Give me your wrists."
"No. I don't want to play around, get your cock in me now!" You sound like you're losing it.
"Calm down or I'm out of here; now give me your wrists." Reluctantly you allow me to tie your wrists to the bedposts above your head.
"Ok you've done that now get your cock in me."
I strip off quickly. I'm really hard and want to fuck you more than anything. I lie on top of you and kiss you hard and roughly. I reach up and tighten your bonds. You hardly notice. I get off you.
"What are you doing?" You whine and try to follow me. It's only then you realise you can't move.
I squeeze my cock till a drop of pre-cum forms at the end and I drip it onto your lips. You lick it off hungrily.
I'm really casual now, enjoying your tension and wanting to ratchet your desperation higher. I go through your bedside table and find a black book. It seems to have 300 pages and is two thirds full. I look closer and see 5 entries per page. I read the first couple of entries and realise it's a book of the all the men and women you've fucked.