I've had so much support and encouragement from my friends. They are special, each and every one of them. I am honored by their friendship. Thank you all.
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`The phone rang. I knew it was him before I even looked at Caller ID. I could tell it was going to be fast and dirty. I could tell the minute he spoke. The flurry of messages we'd exchanged this morning had grown more and more explicit. The computer screen in front of me mutely displayed his last four-word message:
I'm considering calling you.
I knew this morning what
I
was considering, and that made me more than a little nervous.
I've never had phone sex. It's a boundary I've never crossed, mostly because of fear. I needed someone to take charge, and lead me through it. Maybe trying it would soothe this terrible restlessness I'd been experiencing. Well, I didn't want to think about that now.
I glanced at the Caller ID, and answered the phone before I could change my mind.
"Hi. I was just sitting here trying to decide how to answer you."
"I took the decision out of your hands. You didn't answer fast enough to suit me." I took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves. His voice was deep and commanding, and had that edge that told me he was definitely interested, but still the gentleman, I thought. I knew he'd accept it with equanimity if I changed my mind. I could continue the playful teasing, or I could drop the act and admit to myself and to him that this was exactly what I wanted. And I wanted it hard and raunchy.
"You sent me that link. You knew what kind of effect it would have on me, didn't you?"
I did? Well, yes, I guess I did. My seduction skills are very wobbly. I'm not experienced in seducing a man. I never learned how to play the flirty games men and women play as they begin the intimacy dance. I knew on some level that I was teasing him. I hoped I was teasing him. Faint sensations of power, the power Eve knew, streaked through my brain. And it pleased me. It turned me on.
"Do you know what we're about to do? You're a naughty girl for taunting me like that. You need to be punished. You're going to do what I tell you to. You're going down on your knees and take my cock in your mouth, aren't you?"
Dear God. My heart jumped into my throat. "Yes, I want to."
"Why do you want to?"
"I feel...empty. I don't know what I want. I just feel empty."
"You don't want to feel empty any more? What do you want? You know I have a hard-on for you, don't you?"
I barely whispered, "Yes."
"I'm going to stroke my cock. I'm going to masturbate. That's what you want, isn't it?"
"Mmmm, yes, I want your cock in my mouth."
"Good girl. That's right. Take my cock in your mouth. Suck it. I ought to give you the throat fucking you deserve. But we'll save that for another time. You'd love that, wouldn't you?"
"God, yes, I would! I can taste your pre-cum. Mmmm, it's wonderful. I want to lick every drop."
"But you're not going to. I'm going to rub my cock on your lips, under your nose. With every breath you take, I want you to smell me."
My head was beginning to spin. His words were incredibly erotic, incredibly arousing. I closed my eyes, and listened intently.
"Now I want you to lie on the bed. Spread your legs for me. You want my tongue on your clit, don't you?"
"Oh, God, yes..."