Andi's modeling assignment calendar was finally filling up again. Carl had arranged for some photo shoots that were, indeed, more intended for an adults-only audience. I didn't like it, but Andi seemed happy with me and her "career" again, so I relented. I held out a sliver of hope that Andi wouldn't be able to handle this "more risquΓ©" stuff and that maybe she'd quit this thing.
Fighting her on it all the time would just kill our relationship, and I certainly didn't want that. I loved her deeply and was, at the same time, hopelessly infatuated with her physical beauty. Hell, I didn't know if another woman could even make me hard at this point. I knew I'd just be thinking of Andi for years to come, anyway... regardless of whether I decided to move on from all this... this shit! So, I stayed the course, quietly hoping that enduring this time of tumult would be the thing that eventually brought us back to domestic normalcy one day. Damn it, I wanted my cake, and I was gonna eat it, too!
Andi had been out partying with Krissy and some others and came home late, but early for her standards, because I was still up. She was obviously drunk and at least a little high, but she was crying. She and her friend had had it out. Resentment and jealousy turned to some nasty things being said between the two beauties. Through sobs, Andi let me know that she and Krissy were no longer friends. She was a little too wasted to coherently explain what had happened in any kind of detail.
But she was obviously distraught. They'd been inseparable through all this "glamour" business. Losing friends is never easy, so I just held her, trying to be as comforting as I could, all the while thinking that this could be it; the thing that could snap her out of this "glamourous" nightmare.
Eventually, Andi was able to get herself settled down after two more shots of vodka and several "covert" bumps in the bathroom. I needed to go to sleep, so I turned her side of the bed down for her, for when she was ready to flame out for the evening. I hugged her again and kissed her mascara streaked face goodnight. I was beat and certainly wasn't expecting sex. She smiled weakly, told me she loved me and just looked at me, through her glassy, bloodshot eyes... Damn it, I was getting a boner and she noticed it.
Andi's smile grew wicked, and she stared right thru me with those fucked up eyes. She reached down between my legs and grabbed hold of my cock, stroked it a few times and slurred, "FUKK me firs'. Fuk my brai'z out, Da'dy!" I swept her in my arms and rolled her over to my side of the bed and swiftly mounted her missionary. Andi was clawing my back, pulling me down to her. Fumes of booze escaped the panting mouth and I reveled in it.
Something about it had me so fucking worked up, so fast, I had to stop pumping to keep from cumming. I withdrew and raised up, sitting back on my haunches out of breath. I have no idea what she knew or was aware of, but she spun out from under me, reached out for the bottle of vodka on the nightstand, and, from her knees, threw her head back, guzzling a shot.
Then her panting, partially numbed mouth purposefully attacked mine! The kiss was sloppy, feverish and urgent. The fumes coming out were strong, threatening to burn out all the hair in my nose. I knew I was about to blow my load right there on the bed between my knees, when she removed her lips from mine, as if coming up for air. Then she guzzled another shot. Immediately, she attacked my mouth again! I was deliriously hot, huffing her booze fumes and it was obvious to me, she knew that. When she did it again, I did blow my load right there on the bed without being touched!
Andi laid back down, her legs spread and her head on her pillow. She stared at me more cockeyed than ever, slurring breathlessly, "Gennin' fukkd up fer, Da'dy!" and unsteadily brought the bottle to her mouth with both hands and upended it. Gulping and choaking down as much as she could before I yanked the bottle from her suddenly wilting, trembling hands. Sickly, I was already rock hard again. I mounted her alcohol embalmed body and proceeded to fuck the shit out of her, just like she asked. By the time I was done, Andi was comatose, but somehow, a silly smile was etched across her streaked, booze sodden face. What the fuck was wrong with me!?
At that point the old Andi ceased to exist in my brain. I had let her corruption continue to this point, and it felt like a point of no return. I wanted to go back in time and fix this, but at the same time, the futility of that, made me give up fighting these new urges. They consumed my conscience. That boozy breath, those fucked up glassy eyes, the slurred speech, the way she struggled to keep her balance, and the way she wanted me to fuck her obscenely sexy body senseless all fueled my urges. I knew I wasn't the same person anymore. I knew, I wanted more!
The next morning, er, I guess around noon, when Andi was waking up. I tried to talk with her, but she was in too much of a fog. I heard her go piss in the bathroom, then I heard the familiar long sniffs, which were followed by a clearing of her throat, then a couple more snorts. When she finally emerged the fog had lifted. When I approached her again, Andi was already soaring! "Baby, last night was awesome! I gotta tell you, I love it when I can smell booze on your breath!"
"Then, c'mere, Daddy. I probably still do." She sauntered towards me, wrapping her petite little arms around my neck and and planting a passionate "kiss" on me. Yep, still boozy with a little "morning" stank mixed in.
"God, that makes me so, fuckin' hot for you, baby!"
"I know, Daddy! You fuck me so good, when I've been drinkin'. I love it when you fuck me when I'm drunk!"
"I love it when you're fucked up, baby. It's so fucking hot!"
"Then hand me that bottle, and lets get me fucked up, again!" I had to smile and as I was reaching for the vodka, Andi added, 'cause I love getting fucked up for you Daddy."