Chapter 10 A big small step.
When I woke I could hear Susan in the kitchen so I took a deep breath and went out to admit to what she knew I had done already. There was coffee and toast being put on the table.
'Good Morning honey.'
Well I wasn't in too much trouble, unless she was being sarcastic. Maybe she had poisoned the coffee.
I took a sip and picked up the first piece of toast.
'I am so sorry darling,' she said.
'So am I, but what are you sorry for.'
'I broke the agreement before you did,' she said.
I tried to remember back and suddenly I knew what had happened. 'It was when Elise pulled off his shorts while you were sitting on his knee right?'
'Uhuh. As I sat down it was just there. And well my weight fell on it and it went right in. He didn't come inside me though. Promise. I kept as still as I could so he wouldn't come. It did mean though that he was inside me for maybe half an hour, or even longer. I just couldn't get it out.'
She nervously came towards me so I cuddled her. 'I can't argue. That's more or less what happened to me with Elise. She backed into me after Sam had pulled me out. It just slipped straight in, but like you, I didn't do anything. I didn't try and get her, or myself off. But what do we do now? How do we go forward? If we continue to see that crowd it is going to happen again. Look at Jim and Bryony.'
'Yes,' she said, 'Gordon more or less said that next time, that he and I were going to have more fun. I think that is what he meant.'
I had a long think while I finished a couple of slices of toast and drank the coffee. I had to guess whether Susan felt the same as I did.
'I think we are sort of between a rock and a hard place. Unless we continue to get sexier and sexier we will lose this flat and we cannot afford to buy another one together yet. If we do carry on we might be able to save up enough to do so. If we carry on getting sexier both in and out of the flat, than we are going to be unfaithful to each other. But as I love you, and I think you love me, then ...'
'I do, you know I do.'
'then we are still going to end up together and frankly I think we are both enjoying this sexier action. You enjoy Gordon's...err ... company. Don't you? What am I saying, you enjoyed being fucked by him? I could see it in your eyes. And of course, I am a man, I will always enjoy fucking a different girl.'
She nodded. 'You are right, I did enjoy it and yes I think we can rationalise it by thinking about the flat. But only when we are both there. Not a secret little affair on your own. I don't have to be doing it too, but I have to be there, not necessarily in the same room. I am sure there will be times when we will be separated. What do you think?'
I could see she had tears in her eyes. 'Are you okay, come on let's go back to bed and I will make you feel happier. In fact, am I going to pretend to be Gordon, so when he does fuck you, you can think of me fucking you, pretending to be him.'
It worked. She laughed and hit me.
'You know I will always love you, and think about you. Anyway, come on Gordon, don't be all mouth and no trousers, see if you can take me to bed and make me forget about Alex. I will bet you can't.'
She called me Gordon after I got my cock down her throat and while I fucked her. She called me Alex when we were cuddling afterwards. What a lovely way to spend a Sunday.
I got a call later the next day from a very happy Mark.
'Wow what a Saturday party, you easily picked up the biggest viewing figures from all the other flats. There will be a special bonus for that. How about doing that every Saturday night? Not exactly the same but with similar outcomes?'
'I am not sure, we haven't spoken to the guests yet to see whether they enjoyed it, but I expect they did.'
'I am sure they did,' he said. 'It is just a thought, but it seems an easy way of keeping the viewers happy. That doesn't mean you can go back to your old ways the rest of the week. We really don't see a lot of you exercising Alex. Where is that six-pack?'
He was right I always kept forgetting about it. 'You are right, I will get right on it.'
'Anyway, I only rang up to say well done and that I will post the bonus to you. Keep it up. Love to Susan.'