I think I've always been an exhibitionist at heart, but until I turned 40, I never had the nerve to do anything to satisfy my desire to show myself to a stranger. I've never been very comfortable with my body, feeling that it didn't come up to par with everybody else's. I've always carried a few extra pounds, but wouldn't be considered fat by most people's standards, although I usually felt that way. It didn't consume me, but it kept me from wearing snug clothing or anything that revealed a lot of skin. One day, I decided to let go of my inhibitions and shocked myself when I discovered just how far I would to go.
I woke up around 8 o'clock and knew that it was going to be a good day. My husband had left really early for a business meeting in another city and wouldn't be home until tomorrow. Both of my kids had plans that would keep them away from home until at least 10 PM. I was really looking forward to an entire day all by myself with no meals to prepare and no one around asking me take them someplace or make them something to eat. It was a glorious summer day and I planned to take full advantage of the sun, our pool and the new book I'd bought yesterday.
By 10 AM, the kids were gone, the house was straightened up and I was sitting outside on the deck with my second cup of coffee and my new book. After about half and hour, I was getting pretty warm so I went inside to change into my bathing suit so I could have a dip in the pool. I grabbed my regular one-piece suit, but then stopped and instead pulled out a rather skimpy two-piece number I'd bought a few weeks before, but hadn't had the courage to wear. I was home alone in my private backyard, so who was going to see me?
I pulled my arms through the straps and leaned forward allowing my ample titties to fall into the cups and then reached behind me to fasten it closed. I adjusted my boobs making sure the fabric covered my large areolas. I pulled on the bikini bottom and looked at myself in the mirror. The triangle of fabric that covered the front of the suit bottom was too small to cover my entire mound and I could see some of my auburn pubic hair around the edges. Alone or not, I couldn't go outside like that! I grabbed my electric razor and shaved it off. The feeling was quite erotic and I decided to go completely hairless. The electric razor wouldn't do the job so I turned on the bathtub faucet and sat on the edge of the tub, propping a mirror against the wall. I soaped up my pussy and shaved all my pubic hair off. It felt so...naked...and I loved it!
A few minutes later, I was back outside, lying beside the pool on my chaise lounge. I read for a little while, but soon the heat got to me and I jumped into the pool. I swam a few lengths and paddled around for about 20 minutes and then got out to lie in the sun. I'd forgotten my towel up on the deck and went up to get it. The deck is about three feet above ground level and although the neighbours can't see into my yard, one or two of them can see us if we're on the deck. I've been living in this house for almost 20 years and there is a neighbour who lives kitty-corner to our yard that gives me the creeps. He's been watching and staring at me during the summers ever since we moved here. I've never spoken to him but I know he watches me. There's nothing wrong with his appearance, it's just the way he's always looked at me; it's like he's undressing me. I've gotten used to him over the years and today, I just didn't think about him.
When I went up on the deck to retrieve my towel, I dried off my shoulders and arms and then leaned over to get the excess water out of my copper coloured hair. When I stood back up straight again, I saw him on his front porch looking over at me. I could see the smile on his face then realized what I was wearing. There I was facing him with my arms raised up to my head, my big titties were very prominent in the bikini top. I did what I always do, and ignored him. I said earlier that the guy gives me the creeps, but from a distance, I get a certain secret satisfaction from him watching me all these years.
I went back down by the pool and adjusted my chair so that I was facing my next-door neighbours yard. There is a thick vine on the chain-link fence, making it difficult to see through and besides; I knew they were on vacation. I started reading my book again. It was a romance novel and I had gotten to a pretty steamy part. I could feel a tingling in my breasts when I read how the hero was playing with the heroine's nipples.
Almost unconsciously, my fingers slipped inside one of the cups of my top and I started teasing my own nipple. I continued reading and fantasizing about "him" doing to me what "he" was doing to "her", using my fingers and imagining them to be his lips and tongue. By the time I got to the part where "she" was stroking "his" cock, I was very turned on.
I put down the book and reached for my sun tan oil. I looked around and feeling confident that no one could see me; I undid the back of my top and removed it completely. The feeling of the warm sun beating down on my titties was lovely. I poured some oil over them and began to rub it in. I paid particular attention to my nipples, gently rubbing them with the palms of my hands making them nice and hard. I have very fair skin; my areolas are a pinkish/brown colour, bigger than a silver dollar and when erect, my nipples get thick and stand out about 3/4 of an inch. The combination of the sun, the oil, the outdoors and the nice feeling in my titties was extremely sensual. My gentle tittie rubbing soon became a little harder and I couldn't resist the urge to pull and pinch on my big nipples.
I was looking down at them, jutting out so far and becoming a little red, and thought of the time I had wrapped some dental floss around them and teased them with a soft brush. When I felt the almost electric like current beginning at my nipples and going directly to my clit, I knew that eventually, I was going to be bringing myself to an orgasm. I poured oil over my tummy and began rubbing it in with one hand while the other kept playing with first one nipple, then the other. My eyes were closed and I smiled to myself thinking that my creepy neighbour would just love to be watching me now.
