Chapter 1 β CB's First Encounter
"Did you finish the quadratic equations and the factoring?" Amy asked me. She was the math wiz in the group.
"Yeah, they weren't too bad this week.
You
probably breezed through them. How about Mrs. Sovern's English assignment? I can't write about a significant experience from
childhood
! Do you get what she's after?"
Others call smart, conscientious seniors like us, 'nerds', but everybody (including ourselves) called us
CB's
: '
College-Bound
.' We were the kids who joined the science club, the photography club, dressed in frumpy clothes, and got good grades. We were studious, shy, awkward seniors.
I was at Amy's house studying. She was on her bed and I was sitting on the floor. Both of us were reading and writing notes for a report due soon. As she was reading, she would roll around, from her back to her tummy and back again to get comfortable. Her skirt got folded up underneath her stomach so when she rolled onto her back I could see her panties from my position on the floor. What I saw caused me to stare openly. They were
not
little-girl, cotton print panties. They were pale blue, lacy, very exciting - and very weird β this was
Amy
the CB!
Amy was slender, average height, with small breasts. Her dark blond hair was kept straight. She was attractive but not beautiful - wide, sensitive eyes with long dark lashes - the girl who will become a librarian or bookkeeper. I was taller and thin too, not handsome, not ugly, with a toothy grin. I was on the cross country team, the only approved sport for nerds, which at least kept me fit. Of course, we wore glasses.
I'd often go over to her house to study or hang out. I thought of Amy in a truly platonic way: a friend, another good student, a science and math nut, never a
GIRL
. I had a rich fantasy life, masturbating to conjured images of
Playboy
Playmates
and the beautiful but inaccessible girls in my classes. I'd
never
brought Amy into those scenarios untilβ¦
"What are you staring at? You were staring at my panties, weren't you?" she asked, sitting up and adjusting her glasses.
"Uh, No! I mean, yes, sorry" as I averted my eyes. "They looked pretty, that's all. It caught me by surprise so I couldn't help staring. Amy, I apologize, it won't happen again," I offered in a sincere, conciliatory tone.
"No!" she blurted, "I mean, don't be sorry. Did you say, 'pretty'?" Then she paused, frowned, staring into her lap.
"How many dates have you had?
"Two, maybe, I said, sheepishly, "Why do you ask?"
"I've had one real date in my entire high school career and it was a disaster. Three dates between us. Pretty pathetic for 18 year-olds poised for college," she said, pushing up her glasses. "I mean, when is a dork like me ever going to date, go steady, much less fall in love and have sex? So maybe I fool myself a little. I wear a pair of sexy panties that make me feel like a girl, feminine, in hope...
hope
that someday, somebody, some boy would see. I mean, see
me
as a
girl
."
The vision of those panties coupled with this conversation caused a stirring in my pants as it dawned on dorky me that Amy
was
a real girl, not just a sexless student friend. "If you're a dork, I'm an even bigger dork," I said, "and I don't think you're a dork. And, yes, I did say they looked pretty. I liked seeing them."
"You did?" There was a long pause. "Iβ¦ I guess I'm flattered." Then she sat up and swung her legs over the edge of her bed. She slid her buttocks forward until she was at the edge, with me sitting on the floor in front of her. Even though she was nervous, she pulled her skirt up toward her waist, spread her legs a little, and then leaned back on her left arm, holding up the skirt with her right β a little clumsy, but very effective.
I got erect instantly, both excited and troubled by the strange mix of anticipation and fear I felt. I stared. I examined the small bulge in the lacy, blue panties formed by her pussy lips. I saw the cleft between the two lips and was fascinated. I instinctively wanted to reach out and touch and stroke, but I was too paralyzed, awed to do anything.
I raised my eyes to hers and saw an 'I-don't-know-why-I'm-doing-thislook', but she was still smiling, going through with it. I brought my face toward her knees to look a bit closer when she finally asked, "Do you like what you see?" then smoothed her skirt back down. The raging hardon I had was being painfully cramped by my pants.
"Yes, yes, of course I do!"
"It was kind of exciting showing off my panties for you. I kind of liked doing it. Maybe the CB's can help each other be a little less nerdy. Would, ah, would⦠would you like me to show off for you again sometime?"
What a question. "Yes!" And then I quickly added, "Maybe you could find a pair of even sexier panties to wear. You know the ones that are silky and thin?" I might be a nerd, but I wasn't stupid.
She looked at me curiously, pausing, and then just, "Okay." As she said that she took on a knowing, bright look in her eye. We knew we'd both crossed a line; from a platonic, academic relationship to something sexual, though nothing had happened - yet.
I ran home quickly that afternoon, in spite of the crowbar of an erection in my pants. I raced to my room, closed the door, undressed, flopped on my bed, gripped my cock, and with a few strokes masturbated, giving myself exquisite release. From that point on I started taking a lot of showers, beating off. And each time I saw Amy slowly pulling her skirt up to her waist. I saw her panties slowly come into view with juicy pussy lips hidden behind the lacy triangle right in front of my face. I imagined myself touching, stroking, and even licking, although at the time the thought of putting my mouth there was more repulsive than seductive. But deep down, we
CB's
knew we were onto something.
The next time I went over to Amy's house, homework was only an excuse. We worked for a little while, both of us jittery with anticipation, before I bravely said, "Well, are you going to show off for me again? I really want to see your panties." And then I tentatively added, "β¦and your pussy."
Amy smiled and slid her legs over the edge of the bed like the last time. Her desire to show off, to exhibit herself for approval, overcame her natural shyness. She slid her hips forward on the bed in front of me and slowly reached for the hem of her skirt. She pulled it up to her waist, looking at my face the whole time. This time, she separated her knees wide and remained sitting while I stared between her legs.
She was breathing quickly when she asked me if I liked what I saw. "Does it turn you on?"
I was in heaven. She had done what I asked and found a pair of panties made out of silk or nylon. They were plain white and thin enough for me to clearly see the outline of her mound and pussy. My heart was pounding in my chest.
"I can see your pussy lips," I squeaked out. "It turns me on a lot!" I was erect, throbbing, and dripping into my briefs. I glanced up at her face and she was smiling.
"Okay, you like looking up my skirt, but do you like
me
?" she asked. "I mean
all
of me? Do
I
turn you on?"
"Yes, I like you a lot. I like you as a person
because