When I was younger I was very modest, and quite self-conscious about my body. I hated it when there were situations during school where I was forced to be naked in front of others, when I had to shower with another boy, for example. I even disliked going into changing rooms at public baths. But over the years my feelings about this began to change. I started to fantasise about being naked in front of other people. The thought of it was still a little frightening, but it was exciting too.
Finally I resolved to do something I had thought about for years - I would go to a nude beach, where not only would I be seen, but I would be able to see others too. If I have only recently become an exhibitionist, I’ve always been a voyeur. The sight of a women’s naked body is the most beautiful thing in the world for me, and one of the major goals in my life has been to see as many tits and cunts as possible. The idea of a nude beach had therefore always appealed to me, although the thought of actually going to one was a little intimidating. Now I was determined to go through with it.
So, searching the internet, I found a site listing the nude beaches in my area. Cobblers Beach, which was half an hour from the city by bus, was said to be popular with families, a claim borne out by the photos of it on the site. I wanted to be sure there would be women there, so this looked like the one for me.
The night before I had decided to go, I got a pair of scissors and trimmed the black hair around my balls and the base of my penis so that everything would be more visible for anyone who wanted to look at me.
The day turned out to be warm and sunny, and I went into the city and caught the 244 bus which would take me to the beach. All the way there I had a tight little knot of excitement in my stomach. I could hardly believe I was actually doing this. I looked around at the other passengers, wondering which of them might also be going to the beach (which lies at the end of the bus’s route). A good looking young couple, a guy and a girl with curly blonde hair, were in the seat in front of me. The girl was wearing a sleeveless blue top and, I noticed, underneath it a pink bikini top - she was fiddling with the straps at the back of her neck. If she was wearing a bikini, I thought, then surely they must be going to the beach too. The thought that I might soon see this girl naked sent a thrill of excitement through me. How could this all be so easy?
Sure enough, the couple were among the ten or so people left on the bus when it reached its last stop. Everyone got off and began moving towards a sports oval to the left, which the instructions on the site for reaching the beach had mentioned. The instructions had been a little vague but everyone else knew where they were going. I followed them across the oval, at the back of which is an unmarked track leading down the side of the cliff - there are no signs anywhere indicating where Cobblers Beach is. The track is steep and rocky. As I made my way down it I caught glimpses of the beach down below.
The track came to an end at a strip of grassy ground, with a cliff on one side and the beach on the other, obscured by trees. I walked along this strip of ground, past a number of men lying naked on towels, down a few rough sandstone steps and onto the beach. It is a small and very pretty beach, rocky at the far end, with a raised grassy part at the other, and in between a strip of yellow sand. A number of small boats were bobbing in the water off the beach. But the most surprising and pleasing thing was how was crowded the beach was (which was one reason I had chosen to come here during the holiday season). I’m no great judge of numbers, but there would have been well over 100 people there. Most were men, which I had expected, but there were a fair few women too, as well as some families with children. The little girls had swimming costumes on but most of the boys were nude. And apart from one or two women who kept their bikini bottoms on, almost all of the adults were entirely naked.
I began to walk along the beach, my bag over my shoulder, looking for a spot. I was feeling a little dazed by it all, and still a bit self-conscious, and I avoided looking at anyone. Towards the end of the beach I found a spot quite close to the waterline and laid my towel out. I still hadn’t picked up the nerve to look at anyone directly, but as I did this I glimpsed a woman of about fifty with short grey hair and big breasts. She was lying on her side on a towel behind me, with one leg raised so that anyone who cared to look had a clear view of her pussy, which was shaved bare.
I sat down on my towel, slipped my sandals off my feet and pulled my shirt over my head, then undid my jeans and pulled them and my underpants off. I got the tube of sunscreen lotion out of my bag and rubbed some on my face and body, and sat for a while with my knees up and my legs apart. I looked down at my dick, and took in the fact that for the first time in my life I was naked in front of strangers. Then, growing bolder, I lay back, resting on my elbows, and stretched my legs out so that my cock fell back on my belly and could be seen by anyone who looked at me. It was a wonderful, liberating feeling.