When you've always been the back burner for most of your life and never not once thought of by others as the first thought in their minds of the day. When you are someone that never once gets to choose the restaurant, movie, the destination for long drives, or fun things to do. When you are treated as a side dish, you know the one that comes with the meal you just have to choose. You finally realize it's my turn. You want to be first and the main priority, main course.
I'm not a selfish person and I never have been. So having a daddy that actually wants to let my needs be met, actually cares about my interests, ideas and goals; It's important to me. It's important to start having that in my life and be with someone that actually can make a difference in my overall life.
I have always put others in front of me and constantly got stomped on over and over. Now times are different and it makes life so much easier to be in this world, place, and timing of life as I know it now.
It's Saturday mid morning and after a passionate session of love, kissing and multiple orgasisms. Daddy comes walking into the living room and calmly says, "Babygirl, please go pack an overnight bag."
I start to think to myself What? No way? Where? What kind of clothes do I need? Then, I ask him, "Can you give me a hint as to what kind of clothes I should pack?"
Daddy doesn't answer and continues walking into the kitchen to put his coffee mug away. Eeek! It's a surprise. Daddy knows I tend to like surprises, but get nervous and anxious about them at the same time.
I run to the master bedroom closet and start packing, unsure if I need anything specific so I pack warm items, sexy ones, go out outfits, toiletries, tennis shoes, short heels, and a sweatshirt. Daddy sees me struggling with trying to zip my bag so he helps and says, "Now go get ready to leave, take a shower and be in the car in 20 minutes." I stand there thinking omg, yikes, that's not much time and ok clearly, I'm not washing hair today.
I dart for the master bathroom, shower and come back to the bedroom in a rush knowing I need to be downstairs and in the car in like 10 minutes. Daddy has a new outfit layed out for me to wear on the bed, a cute pleated skirt, a pair of chunky strap heels, a ribbed v-neck sweater, a black lace bra, a black lace crotchless panty and a white cami spaghetti strap top.
Awww I love it when he does this, picks out my outfit when he knows I don't have time to do it. Especially since I don't know where we are going or how to dress plus it might take 20 minutes just to think of an outfit since I don't know where we are going. I love him. I quickly get dressed, run back to the bathroom to grab a set of earrings, necklace, hair tie and a few squirts of "Good Girl" my perfume he loves and run down the stairs. Daddy has already taken my bag so I just need to grab my purse and run out the door.
An open SUV car door is waiting for me with Daddy standing there looking at his watch checking the time. God, he is so handsome, dressed in a nice pair of charcoal slacks and his arm muscles are bulging through his silver henley top. I look over into my seat and a beautiful white silk blindfold is laying on my seat. It matches my sweater. I quickly place my earrings on. I grab my long dark brown wavy locks and lift my hair then Daddy helps lock my necklace into place, the one he bought for me that is his own way of collaring me without the theatrics of an actual collar in general public. Then, Daddy is standing behind me and reaches into the car to grab the blindfold. He presses his body against my backside letting me feel his length in his pants and he kisses my neck and then says, "Babygirl, we have a long drive and you'll be blindfolded for it so you don't know where or what we are going to do."
Mmmm... I moan back into him. I can feel his length start to grow a bit more being pressed against my body. His hands slide down my sides, feeling my curves and they are so strong with a hard grip when he gets to my hips. Then, he slowly helps me into the car. He places my buckle over my lap and snaps it into place and then, he goes to the driver's side to get in.
With the car started Daddy turns off the radio which is odd. We normally crank the music up and sing at the top of our lungs to the tunes playing in the car. He must not have wanted the radio on to heighten my senses during this car ride to god only knows where. We make a few turns and then clearly, we must be on the freeway somewhere. Daddy reaches over with his hand moving up my skirt clearly he wants me to feel him touch me and oh god it gets my aroused. I love his touch. I love his strong manly hands feeling my skin and touching me anywhere on my body.
He says, "Now Babygirl, take a deep breath, just relax and listen to my voice and feel my touch." It's so odd that with just having his hand on me, it lets me feel secure and safe let alone he starts sliding his hand up my thigh higher and higher. I gasp. Daddy says, "Are you going to be a good girl today?" I nod.
He chuckles and takes his hand away. I pout hoping he was going to play with my clit while in the car ride to keep my anxiety level down. He knows I get so anxious in the car and my stress levels go through the roof sometimes. He knew exactly how to push my buttons. He would get me excited that he was going to move his hand up further and further until he felt my wetness leaking and soaking my panties, but he didn't do it.
"Now Babygirl, did you like the outfit daddy picked out for you today?" I nod. "Does Babygirl know where we are going?"
I say, "Daddy, I honestly don't."
"Babygirl, do you know why I took my hand away?" I shake my head no.
"I have a feeling that Babygirl will try to be good, but once we arrive at our destination babygirl will be naughty which means without even knowing it you may have been lying to the fact of being a good girl today." Thinking to myself, I start to over analyze what daddy is trying to clue me in on. Where could we be going?
Well, we've been in the car for almost 30 minutes and I'm getting anxious not only because of the blindfold, but because of what daddy said. He thinks I can't handle this outing, the current adventure he's taking me on. Well dammit, I am going to show him. Determined, I sit back, arms crossed and waiting for us to park. He clearly knows I am going to be testy by my actions and has a slight giggle.
We've arrived and parked. Daddy opens my door, reaches in to unbuckle my seatbelt, grabs my hand and whispers in my ear, "Now Babygirl, we have arrived. You will behave, you are not allowed to talk to anyone, or touch anyone." I stand there in my own head as to what daddy just said to me, where the hell are we? I mean a normal outing has rules, but not these rules. He has never defined rules like these ever before when we go out in public.
Daddy grabs my hand and he leads me by my waist forward to I assume a doorway with a man standing there. Maybe security? Unsure, but the doorman says, "Good evening sir, welcome."
Daddy says, "Thank you."
Daddy continues leading me blindfolded into this building. I start to hear things. Unsure where I am, I hear moaning, screaming, grunting and noises you don't normally hear in a normal setting in a public place. Where the hell are we? Daddy feels me tense up. He knows I'm so anxious and nervous to know where we are and why I am hearing those sounds, he squeezes my hand to assure me we are ok and safe. I really want to ask him if he will take my blindfold off, but then he will have the upper hand knowing I couldn't follow the rules for this outing. Dammit. I really wanna see where those noises are coming from and from whom. I really wanna know what I am missing, maybe it might be something I wanna watch.
We finally make it into a quieter area with no unusual sounds like I heard before.