This story takes place quite a few years ago before I met wife and just after I had been dumped by my long term girlfriend. It was a cold winter that year, or it just seemed that way, and I was living all alone in my one bedroom apartment feeling quite sorry for myself. I was combining all the phases of grieving the end of a relationship into one – Denial, Anger, Bargaining, and Depression. My work suffered and so did my health.
I did try to go out on dates hoping that it would help me get over her quicker. I always hated dating. I never considered myself much of a player and preferred to be in a relationship. I did meet a number of girls, most of who didn't seem to want to be in a serious relationship. Looking back now it probably had to do more with my mental state than anything else. I missed my girlfriend and it showed.
One particular evening I was invited to a party at a friend's studio apartment just down the street from where I lived. The place was almost packed when I arrived and, as I made my way through the maze of bodies on the dance floor, I noticed a girl dancing all alone almost oblivious to anyone else on the dance floor. She was pretty and seemed to be a little intoxicated. It was the way she moved, however, that had me transfixed.
She danced in a very slow, seductive way and I must have stood there for a few minutes just staring. Finally she happened to look my way and caught me watching her and, instead of ignoring me, she smiled. I felt my mouth going dry. It had been a long time since I was in this situation and I had no idea what to do. My first instinct was to look for my friend. My second was to turn around and leave. Instead I smiled back.
It may have been the combination of sadness and desperation in my smile, or it might have been the alcohol in her, but she started to slowly dance over to me. Not knowing what to do I didn't move and soon we were standing face to face. I couldn't take my eyes off her. Without a word she took my hand led me outside the studio into the parking lot.
I felt like I had no control over what was happening as we walked to a dark corner. It was a cool night and she didn't have her jacket on so she unzipped mine, wrapped her arms around me, and pulled me close to her. It had been no more than 15 minutes since I first laid eyes on this girl.
Not needing any more prompting I leaned down to kiss her and she practically inhaled me. It seemed like I didn't take a breath for about 2 minutes. Finally we separated and, as she was staring me in the eyes, she reached down and put her hand on the front of my pants. I felt what felt like a bolt of electricity shoot through my body as she slowly started to squeeze my very hard cock through my jeans. This was the first time in years that another girl has touched me and my head was spinning.
Smiling, keeping her eyes locked on mine, she slowly started unzipping my pants. I had no idea how far things were going to go but I wasn't going to say anything to break this spell. I was shivering, either from the cold or from being nervous, but she seemed so calm.... so focused. When she had unzipped my pants completely she reached in and started lightly stroking my cock through my underwear. I was in heaven and was trying to concentrate on not coming too quickly.
I did not want this moment to end. I leaned in to kiss her again, feeling her tongue gently flicking against mine, while she exposed my hard cock to the cool night air. Wrapping her hand around it she had me totally under her control. Stroking gently with one hand she started to unzip her jeans and work them down around her waist.
I was vaguely aware of someone watching from a distance but I didn't care. She pulled me closer and started to rub the head of my penis against her pussy zeroing in on her clit. Since she was shorter than me I had to awkwardly bend down to let my cock do the job she wanted it for. I suggested that we go to my place which was just up the street. Instead she said she wanted to go back to her place – all the way across the city. Hoping this delay wouldn't ruin the mood we quickly zipped up and ran up the street to where I was parked passing a few very disappointed onlookers on our way.
It took us about 15 minutes to get to her apartment but, once inside, we quickly got back to what we were doing. She pushed me on to her bed and stood in front of me slowly taking off her clothes. It was the sexiest strip tease I had ever seen. There was no music and no dancing. She just stood there in the darkened room and slowly stripped for me. When she got down to her panties and bra I stood up, turned her around, and motioned for her to sit on the edge of the bed.
I wanted this moment to just be about her so I kneeled in front of her and started to gently run my hands up her thighs. She lay back down on the bed and arched her back, pushing her pussy toward me. There was just enough light coming in the window beside her bed for me to see the goose bumps appear on her flat tummy. I lightly trailed my finger tips from her thighs up to her navel enjoying watching her breathing quicken.
I leaned down to kiss the front of her panties. They were very damp and the smell of her pussy was intoxicating. Feeling the pressure of my mouth on her she reached down to pull my head toward her, grinding her pussy into my face. Her breathing was quickening as she continued to rub herself against me. I quickly pulled her panties down, pushed her legs apart and enveloped her beautiful pussy with my mouth.
She pulled me hard against her again to the point I was in pain but I couldn't stop now. My face was covered in her sweet juices and I was desperately trying to stay focussed on her clit with my tongue as she bucked against my face. Sensing that she was very close to cumming I pressed my hand firmly on her pubic mound keeping her still while I quickly flicked my tongue back and forth over her clit. Soon her entire body was tensing up as her orgasm took over.
I held my tongue against her clit until I felt her body relax and her breathing return to normal. She had her arm draped over her eyes and was lying very still. After about a minute I started lightly licking her clit until her breathing started to increase in frequency again. I applied more pressure and in no time another orgasm pulsed through her body. This one was quicker and soon she relaxed. Her breathing became slow and even.
It became apparent that she had fallen asleep. I wasn't sure what to do at this point. As much as my hard cock was telling me that it needed relief I wasn't about to wake her up at this point. I decided to leave and head back to my place to take care of it by myself. I have always enjoyed eating pussy above all other things and, with her scent lingering on me, I was able to quickly bring myself to orgasm pretending that she was still with me.
The next day I woke up in a bad mood. Although I had a great time the night before I felt empty because I never was big on one night stands and was starting to feel a little guilty about what I did the night before. Somehow I felt like I had cheated on my girlfriend even though we had broken up months before. Clearly what happened didn't help me get past that. I needed to get away for a while and out of the city that held so many memories.
I had been planning on visiting good friends of mine, Will and Elle, who lived about an hour away as I hadn't seen in a while. I figured that this would be the perfect opportunity to get away. I called Will up (this was the dark ages before e-mail) and made arrangements for me to spend a couple of days with them. Will and I had gone to college together and they both new my ex-girlfriend fairly well.
We always had a comfortable relationship so I was looking forward to a relaxing for a couple of days. When I arrived they were still at work so I let myself in with the key they left for me and put my things in the guest room which was right next to theirs. I know that Will kept a stack of Penthouse letters in his room so I decided to grab one and spend some time reading.
I found the magazines in his desk draw and, as I pulled them out, I noticed some photos underneath. Being the curious type I picked them up and was very surprised to see that they were of Elle. It seemed that they were trying their hand at boudoir photography so, being a typical male, I looked through them. Most were pretty innocent (especially by today's standards) but there were a few that showed a little more. One in particular piqued my interest.
It looked like it was taken on a very bright day and Elle was kneeling on her bed wearing nothing but an oversized white men's dress shirt. It was unbuttoned down to her navel and her hair was wet and slicked back. Her legs were slightly spread and she had that dreamy eyed – post orgasmic look on her face. The fabric must have been very thin as I could see her hard nipples poking against it. The photo was slightly out of focus so it had a very surreal look to it.
I realized that the Penthouse letters weren't going to suffice when I had this photo so I quickly put them back, along with the other photos, and went into the guest room. Not knowing how much time I had before they got home I quickly got undressed and got on the bed. Looking at the picture I was very hard in no time.
I decided to kneel in front of it and jerk off pretending she was lying in front of me. With the memories of the previous weekend still fresh in my mind it didn't take me long to slip into a fantasy that combined the two. I imagined lying between her legs lightly licking her pussy while she played with her tits, pinching her nipples between her fingers. What I didn't expect was that at that moment in my fantasy Will got onto the bed. He kneeled by her head and starting rubbing the head of his very hard cock on her face.