Wandering through the stark halls of her ancestral castle, Kenna felt the silken robes of her station sliding against her bare skin. She felt the familiar pang of worried anticipation for the task she was required to do, a slithering anxiety niggling within her consciousness. Barely eighteen years of age, the Matriarch of her house had transitioned into the next world. The Grandmother of the House of Ravens had passed into the Abyss.
Coming to a large set of double doors, Kenna stopped and shut her eyes tightly against what she knew she would find beyond the threshold. The robes shifted again as she inhaled deeply, brushing against the taught breasts that threatened to escape their silken confines. Exhaling the stale air, she gently pushed the barrier that separated her from her fate and stepped through to the courtyard.
Surveying the scene through her darkly shaded periwinkle eyes, she caught sight of the members of her court. Priests in dark linens lined the outskirts of the funeral procession, the center of which was the pyre that held The Matriarch's humanly remains. Her eyes wandered aimlessly, taking in the servants, warriors, and nobles in attendance. All were standing aloof and holding the customary silence of respect due to one of her station.
With effort, Kenna created the illusion of having control of her emotions as many years of training dictated she do in moments such as these. She displayed nothing outwardly that would betray the roiling tempest that threatened to consume her. The sound of her slippers hitting the cobble rang through the silence as her feet carried her unbidden to the head of the funeral pyre. Tipping her head backwards, her beaded ceremonial headdress made a soft tinkling sound as the strands fell against her face. She stared into the great blue beyond. "Goodbye, Grandmother." her naturally pouting lips breathed upwards in the old tongue. "May your journey be swift into the next realm."
Reaching for the torch that was held by the priest in charge of the ceremonial flame, she touched it to the stacked wood and watched as the pyre began to light up. She turned, straightening her shoulders and wrestled with herself not to look back at the fires consuming the dry timber. To do so would call The Matriarchs spirit back from her journey, and bring destruction upon her House.
"What is gone has forever been taken. What is ahead is yet to be seen." a priest intoned to the crowd, deep base voice a shock against the silence of the people. "We stand here, naked, in this moment a product of the Abyss, seers of the Ravens, House of Wings." Kenna took little notice of the words, simply allowing them to wash over her and mingle with her grief.
Stepping away from the fire now consuming the dry timber, she began to sing.
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"Fifteen days is too short of a time to do her justice!"
Kenna fumed in her chambers, voice tight with burning rage as she confronted her mother. Her shocking blue eyes flashed as she whirled, ebony hair spraying out around her lithely naked body. Shanna, her handmaiden, recoiled from the force of her mistresses emotion. Kenna's temper was legendary, even among the servants. The flaxen haired girl had never been known for her courage, but her loyalty to the house was unquestioned.
From across the room, Kenna's mother shot her a long suffering look. Lady Merith was a slight woman, not great of stature and carrying the grace of a dancer even many years beyond her prime. She visibly attempted to summon her patience, squaring on the younger woman. Calmly assuming a matronly voice, she queried her headstrong daughter; "My dear girl, must not the traditions be observed? The solstice awaits in fifteen days time, should you not be prepared to face it?" Merith sighed heavily and slumped, the strain of her mothers death showed heavily in her countenance for only a moment before she straightened to her full height once again. Kenna felt a pang of guilt. "Kenna, my darling girl, to denounce the traditions in these moments would be to unleash chaos upon the realm. It would be the harbinger of despair, giving the people leave to grieve your Grandmothers death for longer than the edicts allow. You are the heir to our legacy, the legacy of women stretching for thousands of years. A proud legacy of Matriarchs long dead, your Grandmother now amongst them. You must live up to your responsibilities to both the people and the traditions, for they are one and the same. You cannot not allow the realm to fall into chaos."
Kenna closed her eyes in frustration, digging her sharp nails into her palms in an effort to contain her emotions. She visibly wavered on her feet, smooth legs shifting beneath her weight, struggling to maintain the same calm that her mother had mastered in her long years as Priestess. A myriad of emotions sought to consume her once again, washing up from her midsection to enflame her in their tempest. Her lips thinned in her olive face, then released into her natural pout. She forced her fingers to relax their grip, and allowed them to drop to her sides where they rested against the curve of her hips.
"So be it. The Matriarch has spoken." She murmured through her full lips. It would have to do, for it was all she was capable of in that moment. Lady Merith nodded, a small smile curving her mouth upward.
A sharp rap sounded against the entrance to her chambers. The thick oaken doors scraped against the stone floors of the outer hall as a servant answered to admit the House of Raven's skin-artist into the room. The doors of the Priestesses chambers were designed not to be silent, in case of an assassination attempt against the family. She shuddered gently, knowing that soon she would hold the traditional station that these rooms implied. Fifteen days. There was only fifteen days until the weight of her responsibility came crushing down upon her, trapping her within this station and forever tying her to the fate she was unable to escape since birth.
Her mother had spent the last eighteen years cultivating and guiding her, preparing the Lady Kenna McErmont for the inevitable moment in which she would step up into the role of the Priestess. Eighteen years, and with sudden and inescapable certainty only fifteen days stood between the culmination of those teachings and the young woman who so yearned for freedom. Those fifteen days loomed above the horizon for Kenna like a storm cloud, threatening perfect destruction of her fragile dreams. Fifteen days until the moment that everything changed.
The house skin-artist stood patiently, gazing with eyes averted from the naked Priestess-in-Waiting while he waited to be admitted into the inner chamber. Today was her marking day, her moment of essential branding that would mark her as a possession of the realm. The tattoo she bore from today until the end of days wold mark her station, irrevocably, upon her olive skin. Kenna glanced down at the still cowering handmaiden and gestured for her to continue with her duties. Hesitantly, the servant reached up for the glass bottle that contained the sacred oils used to rub into the Priestesses skin. It would soften the pain of the tattooing, containing a healing concoction that kept the skin moist. Kenna heaved a hefty breath, watching as Shanna worked to make her body glisten in the flickering lights of the candles.
"You may come in", the voice of her mother broke into her reverie. A quick glance up garnered her a view of the skin-artist ascending into her chambers, surrounded by five of the ladies of the court. No man was allowed within those walls without an escort of ladies to accompany him, and the skin-artist was no exception. Her dignity of station dictated that no man could pursue her until after the ceremony.
Fifteen days.
As Shanna finished, Kenna again closed her eyes, desperate to find a way to block out the moments of pain she was about to endure. The skin artist spread out his tools on the table next to the chaise lounge that had been laid out for his use. Kenna walked over to it and situated herself along the soft lounger, curling up on her right side to give him access to her low back and left hip. With an audible pop, the skin-artist removed the lid to the container carrying the thick ink that was to be used for the tattoo. Kenna flinched, eyes widening and breath coming with increasing speed as she worked to contain the panic that tried to consume her. Seeing her wild eyed look, a gentle expression crossed his face. "The oil will help, M'Lady, with the pain. That pain... it's only temporary. This too shall pass." he murmured in soothing tones, as if trying to console an abused horse.