A roar of laughter came from an open window of the small house on Baltimore street. Saturday nights here in the cul de sac were quiet and, in the summer, when the air was still, sounds would echo off the houses along the street. Inside the house, Joanne and Todd, a couple in their mid-forties, were entertaining their neighbor Mike, a tall dark-haired man, with dinner and drinks. Mike had just finished an old story from his college days where he and Todd went on a disastrous double date that caused them to almost end up in jail.
"If it wasn't for that night, I would never had met Jennifer." Mike said as he finished the story. "She was an officer in training that night and was one of the responding officers."
"It's been two long years since she passed." Mike said as he lowered his head. The other two seated at the table also lowered their heads. They scrambled to think of something else to distract Mike from the topic. Mike and Jennifer hit it off that night long ago, he was blown away by her looks the minute she stepped out of the squad car and was just drunk enough to ask an on-duty cop for her phone number. Jennifer hesitated, as Mike often told the story, but she couldn't resist his charm.
"Oh, I know, tell me about the time you two drove all the way to New York for a concert and forgot your tickets." Joanne said with a beaming smile, a dessert fork in one hand, a glass of wine in the other. The two men looked up from the table with big smiles.
"All the trouble we've gotten into together over the years." Mike said as he shook his head at the thought.
"You've heard these dumb stories so many times, I'm sure you're sick of them." Todd said as he looked at Joanne with a big grin.
"No, I love them. I really do. I love all the stories from the old days." Joanne replied as wine swirled around in her glass.
"Well, there were these two girls we were trying to impress." Todd explained "We thought we could get lucky if I borrowed my dad's car and drive from Philadelphia to New York city to see the Ramones play at..."
The words trailed off for Mike as he became lost in a thought. He caught Joanne in just the right light, and, for a moment, she looked just like Jennifer. He watched her blonde hair with big curls dance around her head as she laughed and nodded at Mike's story. He remembered Jennifer's beautiful blonde hair and how it always looked so soft and light, until the chemo took it away. He still longed for her to be with him, he could almost feel her hand in his, and her laughter in his ear. It was almost as if she was still sitting next to him.
Joanne and Jennifer were great friends. They worked out together, they coordinated birthdays and holidays together and, on the weekends, were practically inseparable.
"...so, then we didn't have correct change for the tolls." Todd continued the story which brought a big laugh from Joanne.
Mike continued looking at Joanne and thought to himself how Jennifer's breasts were bigger and fuller, and how he loved playing with them any chance he had. He imagined what Joanne's were like and if the two had ever touched each other while showering after a run or...
"Jesus, what am I doing? how long has it been?" Mike asked himself silently "Two years she's been gone and then another year of constantly being sick and not feeling well. Wow. Three years since I've been with a woman."
Mike would never admit to anyone just how lonely he really was. Jennifer was his whole world, he cared more about her than anyone or anything else in his life and he was devastated at her loss. He just recently started leaving the house and getting out and being a part of society again, but there was still something he craved deep inside that he couldn't, and didn't want to, find anywhere else. After dealing with the sickness for so long and the aftermath of hospital bills and getting his life back in order had settled down, he started having strong urges again. He would often fantasize about his sexual past with Jennifer and how voracious her desire was.
Jennifer used to surprise him with sex in strange places and at odd times. He thought of one of his favorite moments where Jennifer surprised him at work with lunch. While he was eating, she crawled under his desk and started sucking him off. Nobody could see her under the big wooden desk, but his boss came in and asked Mike for some paperwork, luckily, he had it handy on his desk in front of him, otherwise his boss would have seen Jennifer happily sucking away. The thought of being caught was an immense turn on for her.
Mike smiled to himself as he thought of the numerous times in public bathrooms, dressing rooms, parking lots, hiking trails and anywhere else the urge took hold and they would find a place to have sex. Jennifer loved the adventure, as she would call it. Perhaps most special to Mike was the last time he had sex with his wife, before her illness took over. He recalled how she came home from an early morning run and started riding him. He woke up to see her hips slowly gyrating back and forth, her sports bra holding back her mountainous breasts, his hard morning cock sliding in and out of her velvety pussy.
It didn't take long for him to realize what was happening and he quickly pulled up her restricting top and let her big pillowy breasts fall out of their confinement. They hung down in front of his face as she continued to ride him, he sucked on her nipples as she rode back and forth. When he was ready to finish, she would kneel on the floor and jerk him off all over her boobs. He loved seeing her tits covered in his cum and she loved the smell, some days she wouldn't shower before work, just to keep a little bit of him with her all day.
"Mike. Mike! Hey man, are you OK?" Todd yelled from across the table.
"Oh yeah, sorry, I was lost in a daydream. What were you saying?" Mike said as he stumbled for words.
"Do you remember how mad my dad was when we brought back the car and he found one of the girls panties wedged between the seats?" Todd asked
"Oh yeah, he was furious, he wouldn't let us use the car for months." Mike responded, "I need to use the bathroom, I'll be right back."
"Well hurry back, I want to hear more stories." Joanne said with a drunken smile
Mike pivoted in his chair and began to stand up when he realized he was completely erect. Even after death, Jennifer still managed to get him hard. He grabbed a napkin from the table and held it over his lap as he stood, concealing his bulging pants. In the bathroom, he unzipped his slacks and his erect cock stood in eager anticipation, as if waiting for Jennifer to come in and take care of it. Mike held it in his hand, he felt it's throbbing girth as the blood pulsed into it, he admired its length and felt like he was in his twenties again. For a minute, he contemplated stroking one out in the bathroom.
"Oh man, it's been so long." Mike said under his breath. His erection wasn't going away and he really had to pee, but with his cock pointing due north, that would be a problem. He looked out the door and checked the hallway, he could still here Todd and Joanne's voices a few rooms away. Back in the bathroom he looked around and found some hand lotion. A couple pumps from the dispenser and he was off to work.
"Oh shit, I almost forgot what this feels like." Mike whispered to himself as he started stroking. His dick seemed to stiffen even more as he wrapped his hand around it. He could tell it wasn't going to take very long, so he angled his cock towards the toilet and with the thought of Jennifer in his head, he shot his load into the water with a loud grunt.
"Shit, I hope they didn't hear that." Mike thought to himself as he finished. He looked over towards the door to see it wasn't closed all the way, he peaked nervously out the door and into the darkened hallway, but saw no one. Mike finished in the bathroom and headed back to the living room, where Joanne and Todd were nestled on the couch.
"Oh hey, you're back. Everything ok?" Todd asked, "You were pretty spaced out there for a few minutes."
"Yeah, yeah, everything is fine." Mike answered back.
"You look flushed. Are you sure you're ok?" Joanne asked with a coy smile. "You seem a little out of breath too. Just how much did you enjoy your trip to the bathroom?"
Todd turned his head to look at Mike, "Yeah, you do look a little red. Sit down, we were going to watch a movie."
"I think I'll pass tonight. I have some work around the house I need to do early tomorrow."
"Oh, ok, well maybe next time." Todd said
"Yeah, for sure. Next weekend probably." Mike replied as he headed to the door.
"I'll see you later, have a good night, man." Todd said as Mike put his hand on the doorknob.
"Yeah, have a good night Mike." Joanne said with an emphasis on good
"I will, thanks. Thanks for dinner" Mike said, as he walked out the door. He started walking through the grass to his house when he started thinking about the way Joanne was talking to him.
"Did she see me in the bathroom?" He asked himself, "Did she hear me?" Mike shook his head in disbelief and headed into his house and into bed.
The next afternoon, Mike was working around the house when he got a call from Joanne.
"Hey, what's up Joanne?"
"Mike, how are you today? Keeping busy?"
"Yeah, just some yardwork and getting caught up with work stuff, nothing exciting."
"Oh cool. Well after you left last night, Todd and I were talking about you and how we think it would be good if you met someone."
"You were? Well I don't know if I'm ready just yet. I think I still need some time. I'm not even sure how to date someone."
"Well, there is a new girl here at the hospital that I think you would love. She's a nurse that just moved from out of state, her name is Cynthia, she's recently divorced and she very beautiful. I was going to give her your number, but I thought I would ask you first."
"Oh, well. I don't know. I need to think about it."
"Well, it's too late, I already gave her your number and she going to call you later tonight."
