***Note--this is a continuation of the story A Room with a View. There is probably one more chapter before we catch all the way up to the vignette at the beginning of the first installment--thanks for bearing with me!***
Jenny walked through the weekend in a daze. Around the house, Heather acted like nothing had happened. It was understandable--she would have to play it cool to avoid tipping Aaron off--but it left Jenny uncertain and unnerved. In turns she felt vulnerable, not sure if her encounter had meant anything, and obsessed, not caring what it meant but desperately wanting more. Finally after lunch on Sunday Aaron announced he was off to rugby practice ("so that's where he gets the legs," Jenny thought). After the Toyota had revved away Heather sat down next to Jenny on the couch in the living room. She smiled.
"How are you, honey?"
"I'm... I don't know." For the second time, Jenny found herself almost compelled to reveal her thoughts to Heather, however embarrassing. "It's just--does this mean I have to leave?"
Heather looked at her warmly. "Oh baby, no." Her eyes widened a tick. "You don't want to leave, do you?"
"No! No, I just... I just feel like I wasn't supposed to do that."
"The part where you watched your mom's friend have sex or the part where you made her cum three times?" Something about the way Heather said it made it seem like the funniest joke Jenny had ever heard. She burst out laughing, and Heather joined in. For a minute they sat snickering; whenever one seemed to recover, with a snort the other would send them both cackling. Jenny's abs hurt by the time they regained their composure.
Heather did her best impression of a serious face. "Look, Jenny, you're an adult. I'm an adult. If you don't feel good about this, there's no problem and it stops now. I'll always love you and you'll always have a place here." Heather paused for a beat. "But you will have to stop fingering yourself in my closet."
"Oh that's mean." The laughter had relaxed Jenny, and she was feeling better than she had in two days. "Auntie Heather, I don't want to stop. But is it really OK? What about Aaron?"
"I love Aaron, and he would just die if I slept with another man. But he knows I feel like a fling with a girl from time to time, and, well, he's very comfortable with it."
"Does he know about me? About me and you, I mean?"
"No--" Heather paused and gave a sly smile. "Well, not yet."
"You can't tell him!" Jenny picked up a throw pillow and shook it menacingly. "How could I look him in the face!"
"OK, OK, it's our secret. Should we talk about how this is going to work?" Jenny nodded. "Well, I'm happy to keep putting on a show for you on Fridays. I know Aaron's enjoying the attention--you wouldn't believe how nice he's been all weekend. And he really is supposed to be working from home, so it should be pretty safe for us to spend some time together afterward."
"I'd like that," said Jenny. She scooted over next to Heather so that their legs were touching and donned a doe-eyed expression. "Is that--is that the only time we'll get?"
Heather raised her eyebrows. "My goodness Jenny! I'd almost forgotten how horny teenage girls are." She looked thoughtfully at Jenny, then down at her watch. "We have an hour before Aaron gets back, and I need to take care of something in the kitchen." She looked back to Jenny with an air of command. "Go upstairs to our room. I'll be up in fifteen minutes. I want to find you wearing your cutest underwear--only your cutest underwear--on my bed. Go!"
Jenny didn't need to be told twice. She scampered upstairs to her room and pondered over her underwear drawer. She hadn't brought anything particularly risquΓ© with her to college--in truth, she didn't own anything particularly risquΓ©--but she eventually settled on a baby-blue and white striped string bikini and a dark blue bra.
Looking in the cheap mirror she'd hung from the back of the door, she turned to admire her silhouette. Back home Jenny had tried to cultivate a bit of a "sexy nerd" persona, and although the project wasn't an unalloyed success she still thought she had the body for it. Nothing about her screamed bombshell, but she had enough of a butt to get noticed in yoga pants and could muster enough cleavage to distract a boy when she wanted to. (In fairness, Jenny admitted to herself, it didn't take much.) Jenny's favorite feature, though, was her emerald green eyes--her mother's eyes. In her more confident moments she thought they gave her face a touch of mystery, magic even.
Glancing back down to her outfit, she thought she'd done pretty well under the circumstances. "I am cute," she said to herself. What captured it best was "innocent," and Jenny had a feeling Heather would like that.
Jenny killed another couple of minutes trying out poses and giving herself little caresses in the mirror--on a whim she smacked her butt, and instantly regretted it as a faint red spot appeared just below the seam of her underwear. With nothing left to do and five minutes left, she walked across the hall and stepped softly into Heather and Aaron's room for the second time that weekend. She made her way confidently enough to the bed, but after sitting down she found she couldn't decide how to arrange herself to greet Heather. She tried curling up--too sleepy--lying on her side--too Kate Winslet--and even lying flat on her back with her legs vulgarly spread. ("Imagine if Aaron walked in," she thought with a giggle.)