As I look in the mirror while putting on my favorite red lipstick.. I can see you in back of me. I'm wearing a long, stretchy black and white dress with a red lace mask that partially obscures my face. I've curled small bits of my long hair around my face.
My eyes find yours in the mirror.
You're dressed up as well... dark suit.. white shirt.. red tie.. black mask.
It's our first time going to this club and you can see the nervousness in my eyes.
You come up behind me and bury your hand in the back of my blond hair and give it a gentle tug.. pulling my head back; slightly exposing my neck. The neckline of the dress is low and you look down the dress to see my big tits that are almost falling out. You look at the silver collar you've chosen for me to wear this evening.
I see where you are looking and I blush and giggle. I look away in embarrassement. Your eyes are so intent and you say only one word...
"MINE."
"Yes Sir.... Yours.", I reply.
You've been telling me that you've planned something special for me tonight, and I have no idea what. We've not been a D/s couple for long, but you always have this way of calming my fears and insecurities. I feel this nervous excitement in my belly. Butterflies. I've been sharing some of my most hidden fantasies and I've been wondering if this surprise at the club will include an element or two of them. I'm wondering what I will see with my own eyes. So much has only been in my head or what I've read in books and my pussy is wet with anticipation.
A dark sedan picks us up from the house and takes us to the club where we are led inside. Everyone is dressed up in their best. You've told me that another Master you know will be there with one of his slaves, and you'd like to introduce me. This is really the first time we've been out in the community at a public event and I'm nervous to meet someone you know. Of course I also worry that I'll say the wrong thing or just not measure up in some way.. but when I think those things.. I feel the collar at my throat and smile.. and feel your ownership of me.
You know I'm anxious and to calm me, you order me one of my favorite drinks.
That is my drink limit for the night. It warms my belly and has the desired effect of taking off the edge of my nerves. I feel myself take a deep breath.
I feel your hand at the small of my back and it travels downwards to one of my ass checks and you squeeze it. I close my eyes and push back into your hand. I feel like everything in my body is singing.. my nipples have hardened.. I think my pussy must be dripping and I'm almost embarrassed that I'm already so turned on.
When I open my eyes.. they are met by a man nearby who is staring. I quickly look away like I've done something wrong. I usually am very direct with my eye contact with people.. men and women alike. I am an alpha woman in my vanilla life.. but my inner self -- she is a submissive. The man's gaze was so piercing but I keep my eyes down and try to steal a peek and his eyes meet mine again. As he begins to walk toward us, in my mind I am freaking out wondering
if I've done something wrong. Did he think I was offering an invitation? I start shaking a bit and you can feel it but come in close to my ear telling me you know him.. he's your friend. I relax and laugh. It's then that I notice a woman following him. She has a thick leather collar on with a long leash that extends from the ring on her collar to the handle of the leash which is wrapped around the man's wrist. I instantly feel turned on by the sight of her being led. I sigh lowly because wearing a collar with a leash resonates within me. For my Master to show me a physical manifestation of his control of me.. that the tether I feel inside of myself that links me back to him and pulls me to him.. to see a 'tether' like a leash.. it makes me smile. The woman smiles at me and I smile back.
Your grip on me tightens a bit as the man stands and greets you with a handshake and introductions are made. We all have masks around our eyes so we don't have full view of each others faces but I can see he has white hair and a striking white goatee. His slave has a beautiful mane of silver hair. It's good to see an older couple here like us as I was nervous the club would be full of much younger couples.
You and the man talk a bit privately to the side while his slave and I talk and compliment each other on our dresses. I ask her how long she has been his and she tells me five years. A soft look comes over her strong features as she speaks of him and I like that. I can feel the love and respect she has for him the longer we talk, and I find myself envious. I wonder if that will be me someday as I might meet another submissive or slave and we talk of our Masters. She surprises me by saying she knows I am young in the lifestyle and offers me her Fet profile name so we can connect sometime in the week. I feel encouraged at the prospect.
We are re-joined by you and her Master and you decide we need to walk around.. see what may be happening in some of the play rooms so I can watch. I have voyeuristic tendencies but blush at my admittance of this but I feel safe to watch tonight. The lights are low and I'm with you..and I feel safe. The drink calmed my nerves and maybe I've made a new friend... and I smile to myself that I'm here with you.
We walk to the first room which has an observation area. You stand behind me in the low lit room as we watch together. There is a table with 8 chairs. There is a man laying on the table with various foods on his body. The people in their chairs eat their food off his body as they chat. I watch this one woman approach him and I can see where her eyes are looking. She is looking at his semi-hard cock. I've never been to such an event and can't pretend to know the rules of them, but I was surprised to see her take his cock in her mouth and slowly deepthroat him. He tried to stay still but a gasp and groan escapes from his mouth. My mouth hangs open slightly at the scene as I watch. I rub my legs together and then hear your voice in my ear.
"You like that, slut.. don't you? I can feel your cunt already throbbing.", you say.
I whisper back, "Yes Sir.. my cunt is starting to ache just from watching."
You push me along to another room to watch.
This room actually has 4 Queen size beds close together and there are couples
having various types of sex very near each other. It's almost overwhelming
to watch and I wonder what that might be like. To hear another woman moaning
nearby as I feel my own bodily pleasure. I'm daydreaming a bit and I must have a funny look on my face because you come in close again and in my ear I hear..
"You like the thought of that.. don't you my little bitch.", you say.
And I think about it and find myself blushing but I tell you, "Yes Sir.. I do."
You say.. "Good!"
I'm suddenly nervous.. wondering what you have planned.
We move along to another room which has 2 large beds in it and the door is marked 'Private' with a red velvet rope in front. There is an observation window and a few people are standing there talking. The room is empty but an employee pulls back the rope and leads us in.. just you and I. The lighting is perfect.. not too bright.. but not too dark. I feel my heart start to beat really fast
as you lead me to the first bed. You stand me at the side of the bed.. facing me. I'm looking up into your face and you quickly grab the back of my hair and pull my head back.. exposing my throat to you once again. I love it when you do that. You begin kissing my neck and biting it.. your other hand is grabbing my ass forcefully as you grind yourself against me. My eyes are closed but you tell me there are observers watching.. and ask for my safe word. I acknowledge that it's 'Red' and if I get nervous.. I can say 'Yellow' to slow down.. and 'green' means 'I am good'. You already know my limits and boundaries so there is no need for further discussion.
You place a blindfold over my eyes and release me; telling me to get on the bed.. in the middle. You remove my shoes, but my clothes stay on. I follow your instructions and lay my head on one of the pillows and wait.
I feel your weight on the bed as you lay next to me and I turn my face towards you.. praying I'll feel your lips on mine. It's then that I feel another person on the bed and you instruct me to cross my wrists and put them over my head and I feel a rope tied around my wrists and to the headboard. You tell me 'Good girl slut'. I hear you next to me but suddenly there is another on top of me...