Please note that this is chapter 6 of Running Down the Rabbit Hole. I recommend you start at the beginning with Three Girls Screwing Around.
I expected Melanie to make a big deal about giving me the towel, but actually she just draped it over the cubicle before going to take a shower herself. Back in the changing room, no one seemed too sure what to say to me. There was the odd comment of, 'Wow, you were brave to do that,' 'Better luck next time,' and the like, but I got the impression that I had more or less shocked everyone into silence.
I was just putting my kit back in my bag when Amy returned from her shower. 'How about coming back to mine?' she said quietly. 'I'll make you dinner to say thanks for being a good sport.'
I wasn't a hundred percent sure how I felt about Amy right then, but I said, 'OK,' anyway.
I was expecting Melanie to be coming too, but it turned out just to be the two of us. Amy lived in a studio flat a short walk away, but we didn't really say much on the way there -- there was definitely a bit of lingering tension.
When we got there, we both sat down on the sofa, and Amy turned towards me, but didn't say anything for a moment. I just sat back impassively -- if Amy was struggling to find the best way to say whatever she wanted to say, I wasn't of a mind to help her out.
'The thing is, Hannah, I don't want you to think I'm a complete bastard. I wouldn't have made you go through with it if I didn't think you were up for the challenge.'
I didn't say anything, or even look at her.
'Hannah, please! Look, if I've hurt you, tell me what I need to do to make it up to you. I don't want our friendship to fall apart over this.'
I don't know if was really annoyed with her or not -- just I hadn't had time to properly process what had happened. I decided there was no point in being miserable.
'Come here,' I said, holding my arms open and shuffling towards Amy. She took the cue and we gave each other a hug. 'I'm not going to be a sore loser -- you beat me fair and square, at least this time -- I'm not so sure about all the other times.'
'And you were a good loser -- though I guess you've been getting a lot of practice.'
'Bitch!'
We both burst out laughing.
'That's the Hannah I know and love. Now, how about bibimbap -- I've been experimenting a bit with new things recently.'
'Yes, that sounds great,' I replied, not admitting that I hadn't got a clue what bibimbap was. If Amy was going to eat it too, surely it couldn't be too bad, could it?
'While I'm cooking, I'd love to hear your feelings, now it's all over with.'
'Do you really think it's all over with? Won't I be the butt of jokes for ever more?'
'To be honest, I can't say. I think everyone was a bit taken aback and didn't know how to react. I suspect they'll all be gossiping about us two now we're safely out of earshot.'
'Us two? I don't think anyone gives a flying fuck about you and your jammies.'
'That's not what I meant. I don't think everyone approved of our bet, even if it was a clean deal. I think I'm more at risk of being ostracised than you are. Next time, we maybe better keep it between the two of us.'
'What makes you think there's going to be a next time?'
'Tell me honestly Hannah -- now it's all over and done with, do you regret it?'
I thought for a bit, before replying, 'I'm not sure I've worked out how I feel about it just yet, so for now I'm going to say no and decide the whole thing was hilarious. At least that's the opinion I'm going to put out there next time anyone brings it up.'
'That's the attitude, Hannah. Your little mishap with the poor choice of T-shirt in particular was really funny from my point of view -- I just wasn't sure you'd see it that way.'
'Yes, just what I've always wanted -- to be on display basically naked in front of a whole crowd of girls.'
'That's the spirit!' Of course, Amy understood full well that I was being sarcastic. 'I'll make a note to try and arrange some more opportunities for you.'
I didn't doubt she meant it.
'And of course I think I've made those future performances a lot easier for you -- this way you got eased into it without having to own up to having done it on purpose.'
I guess she was kind of right. I'd half expected the fabric to go a bit see through when it got wet. Plus, I didn't really feel that I ought to be embarrassed -- Amy had shown at the weekend that girls getting naked together isn't meant to be anything to write home about.
'I'm still not too sure about these future performances you were talking about.'
'Come on, Hannah. Look at you there almost covered from head to toe in clothes. Think how much more fun it would be if you were naked.'
It almost sounded like she was coming on to me, but I think she was just teasing. Only one way to find out, I guess.
I didn't say anything, but I stood up and faced towards her. I tried to picture myself naked -- somehow it was very different now it was just the two of us in the privacy of her flat. Well, if you don't buy a ticket, you can't win the raffle. I took hold of the bottom of my jumper and, making firm eye contact with Amy, slowly began to lift, keeping on going until I'd pulled it over my head and dropped it on the couch. Of course, all it revealed was my T-shirt underneath, but it signalled that much more was to follow.
Amy and me maintained firm eye contact for a few moments more, before I laughed and sat down again.
'Hannah, you know what your problem is? You just don't know what's good for you.'
'How's dinner coming along?'
'There's still time for you to get those clothes off before it's ready.'
'Haven't I already been centre stage enough today? I think it's someone else turn in the spotlight.'
Amy turned her attention back to cooking, so I sat and watched. It wasn't long before she produced two bowls filled with vegetables arranged around an egg. She began to stir hers with a fork so I followed suit, soon discovering that there was rice underneath.
'So, where does bibimbap come from?'
'I thought you wouldn't have a clue,' she said. 'Just dive in and see what happens.'
I took her advice and tried a mouthful. Not a flavour I was familiar with, but I thought I liked it, so I kept on going.
'That's was great Amy, thanks a lot.'
'See what happens when you try new things.' She cleared away our bowls and came back with a couple of bottles of beer. 'Now, it's plenty warm in here, haven't you got something you need to be doing?'
'Why me?'
'It just seems to always work out that way. And you always seem so desperate to get me naked that I need to keep my clothes on just so I've got something I can use as a bargaining chip.'
I wasn't too keen on her logic, but to be honest I was dying to finish the striptease, if you could call it that given how little I'd actually taken off so far.
'If you're hesitant about taking it all off of your own inclination, maybe I can offer you a deal.'
She waited for a response.
'Go on,' I said cautiously, realising as soon as the words were out my mouth that that more or less told Amy that I really was contemplating parting with my clothes.
'Once you're naked, I'll tell you about the plan I have to get your times down and get you up the rankings. You can't say fairer than that -- I can all but guarantee that my plan's not what you think it is.'
'Really? Can you tell me what I think your plan is then, cause I've got no idea.'
'Let's just say it's better than you could possibly be imagining.'