Week 4, Class 1 (The Day Before)
Jill had spent much of the weekend thinking about what Dr. Green had left them with on Thursday. "From here on out things will get much more graphic, maybe a little uncomfortable sometimes, and definitely a lot more real for all of you." The class had definitely become more real for her starting with her nude, midday walk around the school quad. But that was less about sex, and more about embarrassment, arousal, and personal confidence. Now she was starting to really ponder her sexuality. Could she admit to the others the things she knew she enjoyed, the things she knew she didn't? Was she comfortable exploring and experimenting with them to find out whether or not she would enjoy things she didn't know about, or hadn't yet tried? And was she ready to find out what she would be willing to try and whether or not these new things would become part of her sexuality? She was certainly experiencing a high level of anxiety, and really needed to commiserate some more with her friends about it.
Kelly and Jen were definitely more outgoing girls, and more likely to be willing to try and do some crazy things. But they were not without their reservations as well. As they walked together on their way to meet Jill, they began to talk about them a bit.
"Well, the big day is tomorrow. Real sex in class," Jen began. "Kind of scary, even if it is only with ourselves."
"Yeah, scary, but exciting as well," answered Kelly. "Think of those fantasies about masturbating in front of others, doing yourself to orgasm, while others orgasm too."
"Ha, your fantasies maybe," shot back Jen. Sure I have already done that stuff before with boyfriends, even one time with a girl friend back in junior high, but not in front of thirty other people. And I have certainly never knowingly had sex in front of anyone."
"Wait, you masturbated with a female friend when you were a kid?" asked Kelly. "You never told me that you little slut!" jabbing her friend in the arm for emphasis.
"Oh stop, like you never experimented as a kid. And it wasn't like we did it together. She was in one bed, and I was in another. And we didn't really talk about it or anything. We could just sort of hear each other and see things moving under each other's sheet. You aren't at all nervous about any of this?"
"Well I suppose it will definitely be different because of the number people involved," Kelly reasoned. "But an old boyfriend and I once did it in a hotel room with another couple doing it in the next bed over from us. I was pretty nervous at first that they would be looking and judging, and that I would sound stupid. But then I sort of got into it. When I heard him slapping his rod into her, it definitely got me way hotter and I came really hard. Plus I have had a fantasy about doing it with several guys at one time, but didn't think I'd ever find a safe enough environment where that might actually happen. Now I think it could."
"Wow, now who's the slut? Hey there's Jill. Hey ya smoothie!" she called out, referencing her friend's recently-waxed bikini zone.
"Shhhhut it, ya big loudmouth," Jill answered back. "Not EVERYONE at this school saw me on my parade around the quad."
"No, but they definitely all heard about it!"
"Great, like I need any more anxiety today you guys," Jill pleaded. "Are you guys really ready to have an orgasm in class and see other people have an orgasm in class? Are you ready to see ME have an orgasm in class?!"
"Been there, done that," replied Jen.
"What?!"
"Yeah, remember when we were rooming and you were riding that swimmer's pole for a while? Well I came back to the room one night and I heard him giving it to you good. So I quietly opened the door a crack just in time to see you collapse all over him in a pool of your own sweat."
"Jen!"
"Ah don't worry about it. You looked hot. But Kelly and I were just talking about that. It's one thing to catch someone, or get caught having an orgasm, but to do so purposely in front of a whole room of people WILL definitely be different."
Attempting to reassure her, Kelly injected, "I was just saying to Jen that the one time I did do it purposely in front of someone other than the person I was with turned out to be pretty hot. It was very enjoyable. And even the silicon princess over here just blabbed to me about masturbating with a friend in junior high school. If she can do it, so can you!"
"Thanks a bunch orgy girl."
"You did?" asked Jill, and added with a wrinkles forehead, "Orgy girl? You've been in an orgy?!"
"No!" Kelly shot back. "I just told big mouth over here that I have always had a fantasy of doing several guys at once. And that maybe now I might get that chance."
"Wow," answered Jill. "You guys seem way more ready than me for this. Prancing naked through the quad is one thing, fingering myself in front of a classroom of people is quite another."
"Well I have an idea then," offered Kelly. "How's this sound? Why don't we get together tonight and sort of "practice' for tomorrow's class with each other in the room. We've seen each other in various states of undress before, but we've never had any kind of sexual interaction with one another. So, by doing so tonight could help us get over the initial uncomfortableness of it tomorrow in class. Plus, who knows...it could be fun?!"
"Oh I don't know," answered Jill. "It might be even tougher with people you know, friends even. But I suppose we will be seeing each other eventually. Maybe it could help. What do you think Jen?"
"Well under any normal circumstances, I don't think I could ever do that with you guys around, but we are far from anything normal at this point. Hell, why not, I'm game if you guys are."
Jill resolved herself to the idea. "Well, like I said, I guess we're all going to see each other tomorrow, or in the future anyway. Maybe it would be better to do it under our own conditions the first time," Jill concluded. "So how's this going to work?"
Kelly spoke up. "Well, since I live alone, and have a guest bedroom, it makes most sense to come to my place. We'll have all the privacy, if you want to call it that, that we'll need. I have some stimulating 'paraphernalia' that I am willing to share with you guys, and Jen can bring along her own personal toolbox if we really get bored."
"Hey!" Jen answered, smacking her in the arm.
"OK, sounds like a plan then," Jill said. "I'll see you guys say, at 8? How's that?"
"See you then," the others answered in unison.
"I can't believe were doing this." Carrying a small overnight bag, Jen knocked once at 8:10 and then let herself into Kelly's apartment. Jill was sitting on the couch, a Diet Coke in hand, and Kelly was in the kitchen. The TV was on, and Jen noticed a couple of suggested DVD boxes lying on top of the player. "Hey you," she called out to her friend.
"Hey," answered Jill, noticing the bag in her hand. "Whatchya got in the bag?" she asked with a sly smile.
"Maybe you'll find out, if you're lucky," Jen told her, an equally smart-ass grin on her face.