Awakening, I become aware of my surroundings slowly. The darkness started to recede. My head hurt, unbelievably so. Breathing hurt since my throat was so, so very sore. I smelled smoke. 'Why am I smelling smoke?' I asked myself.
"OH MY GAAWDDDDDDD!" I screamed. Ooh my throat hurts.β The scream died, it was too painful to scream. My eyes popped open, I thrashed around. βI must get out of the car; run for my life. Where is the door handle?β I was trapped, I cannot move. "Let me out!β I prayed.
βHelp! Why can't I move? Where am I? Where is the car? Where are all the animals? Where is the fire? God help me, please." I pulled and pulled but still I seemed to be trapped, but I was not trapped in the car. I was not in the car. But, I could not sort out where I was. 'Oh, my heads hurts so badly please stop the hurt'. I felt so funny.
'God I hurt.' and I could not move at all, not even my head could turn. I was tied so tight that it was hard to even pull in a full lungful of the precious clean air that my body needed. I attempted to call out and could not; something was in my mouth. I was so thirsty but could not call out. Was this my hell?
I heard someone moving. I strained to see; to speak but only hurt myself trying, my throat ached from the effort.
He told me my fate; βThe world assumes you are dead, burned in your wretched car.β I had been caught in a forest fire and crashed my car. He tells me, "You are now as my sex slave that is your life. That's all you are good for, Suzie, is to be my cumslut, my reservoir for my seed and you will take whatever abuse I chose to give you. Understand, bitch?"
I didnβt. I thought I must be hallucinating or was I in hell? All I knew was I didnβt understand it, not at all. I tried to shake my head I couldnβt. Even the slightest movements made me feel sick to my stomach. I tried to take big gulps of air but it was hard.
I was horrified at the words he was saying and it made no sense to me at all. I felt myself faint, everything going black again.
I had passed out again, for when I next awoke and became aware of my surroundings, the gag was gone. βI had the weirdest dream. Breath deep Suzie, breath deep and relax, look around, figure out where you are. You are not in the car, breath deep.β I coached myself. I blinked my eyes several times trying to clear my vision. I looked around; it was dim, only natural light coming in behind me. I was not in a house but more of a cottage or a cabin. But why was I here and not in a hospital? Was I paralyzed from the accident? βNo, I could feel my arms and legs. Good.β
βGawd, help me.β I was tied my arms were stretched wide pulled straight out between two supporting poles. I looked down and so were my legs. I was wide open, βWHY! Think, Suzie, think.β I told my foggy pain-racked brain. βWhy am I tied up? Was I trying to run into the fire, was that it and the firefighters had tied up like this me to keep me safe? Were my clothes burnt off of me, am I burnt?β My head hurt, I couldn't think clearly.