"He is coming to Chicago" runs through my mind as an endless loop. I pull my wet sticky pussy juice covered fingers from my for the moment satiated center of my new found womanhood, and run them lazily upward, trembling at the trail of wetness they leave in their wake. My fingers slide upward, between my breasts and up.
Caressing the underside of my chin.
Upward.
Slowing down now.
Around the curve.
Upward.
The scent teases my nostrils.
My scent.
A scent that until a few days ago was one that did nothing for my libido.
But now, was a scent that offered a heady aroma. It aroused my olefactory senses. I found the scent to be primal, arousing desire within me. A desire now to let my fingers journey to their destination.
My fingers slowly slide upward.
They graze my lips.
My lips involuntarily part. Thy seem to have a mind of their own. My fingers trace my parted lips, leaving my wetness behind.
My brain tells my fingers to slide into my mouth. To let me taste what is me. My fingers obey, and I see myself being fingerfucked by my very fingers that had been bringing me so much pleasure just a short time ago.
The urge to suck my fingers is overwhelming. I want to suck them clean, just as I would now want to suck my lovers cock clean after he has made love to me. An act of closure. Completing the cycle, or the end of one chapter, with the possibility of quickly beginning another. Making love was going to be totally different from now on. I was open to possibilities heretofore unimagined. Possibilities that only intrigued, no longer seen as something to be distained. Making love was going to be an exploration of the mind. After all, what is my largest sex organ. According to my husband, my brain, if I let it be. And I am ready. Will he be? This was the last question I pondered as sleep overtook me.
I sleep very peaceably and awaken to a new day. The last act before falling asleep rushes back to me as I yawn and bring my hands up to my face. The scent unleashes flashbacks.
I graze my lips with my fingers as my nostrils pick up on the scent. No longer any evidence of earlier activities, my lips none the less part as my fingers slip in. I can still taste the slightly salty sweetness. "Umm, I wonder, might be an interesting way to start my lover's day. I'll have to remember this", as I get up.
Naked!
It feels good.
I enjoy the sensation of the sheets falling away, as the air greets my body. My nipples are swollen, and my pussy is matted and caked.
A smile crosses my lips as I ponder this new me. I don't feel old. I feel sexy and free.
And I tremble as I remember my husbands last words β Honey, I love you, more than ever, see you, I'm coming to Chicago.
I smile and revel in the day to be.
And then quickly wonder what to tell Paul and Peter.
How will they react.
A feeling of apprehension clothes me.
And I weigh where is our relationship. I realize that I will find that out.
I am startled out of my reflection by the ringing of the phone.
It is Paul! The irony strikes me.