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A few years after I graduated things were not working out for me. A teacher's life is not easy. There are many more demands than people think. There are many reports, tests, meetings and all sort of bureaucracy that takes a lot of time and patience. Teaching in the classroom is just a small part of what we do. The best part, for sure, but just the tip of the iceberg. Many people think that my job is simply to come to class and fill the board with exercises and forget that I need to study, prepare lessons and do endless paperwork. And I was doing this in two private schools at the same time. It had to be this way or I wouldn't be able to make ends meet.

I left home early and worked all day. At the time I was sharing an apartment with an engineer friend, Julie, in a sort of sorority. However, she received a job offer in a big company with good pay and had to have her own place. Unable to afford the rent on my own, I looked for a smaller place and found a spot downtown. It was a great building, with 1, 2 and 3 bedroom apartments on twenty floors. I took the smallest and cheapest one. It was more than enough for me.

I packed all my stuff in one afternoon and carried almost all of it to the new place in one day. All that I left behind were some boxes of books. So I went back to my old address and filled my nice eight years old Fiat 500 with novels and math textbooks. Without much thought, I stuffed everything into the car and, arriving at the garage, I put the books in an unordered box and got into the elevator.

The box was heavy and it was a struggle to press the "5" button on my floor. The elevator went up and stopped on the first floor. Someone got in and I didn't notice, lost in thoughts as I was.

"Carol?"

"Hey"

"Remember me, Carol? Joshua!"

"Yes, of course! Joshua!"

Joshua was his name. His nickname was Jordan...

For a second, I couldn't speak. My mind was processing too many memories at vertiginous speed. First, of course, I remembered that afternoon at Harper's house. I was being butt-fucked by Theo when Jordan, Joshua, came into the room with his girlfriend. I remember the fear of being caught being replaced by the excitement of being naked on a balcony with a cock deep in my ass while watching a woman give a blowjob in front of me. I remember Theo's cock throbbing inside me as he watched the girl sucking Joshua off with her pussy and ass facing us. I remembered how much I came from it all. But it wasn't just that afternoon that came to mind in that split second. How many times had I touched myself remembering that day? In particular, how many times had I wanted to be that girl, licking that beautiful big black cock? How many times had I taken my dildo and filled all my orifices, putting on an act that Joshua was there fucking me. Tearing me apart.

So, I blushed.

"How are you?"

"I'm doing fine. Working hard. I teach at two schools. "

"That's great!"

"It's really nice to see you! I see you've got a lot of books. Let me help you carry them."

"No problem!"

"I wouldn't mind! That must be heavy!"

It was. I had overestimated my strength and put too many books in that box. I agreed and handed the box to him.

We exchanged a few more words and he walked me back to my apartment.

"You can leave it there", I said, showing him the table in the living room.

I went to the kitchen to get him a glass of water and when I returned I saw that he was going through the books curiously and I paled. It turned out that I had several, shall we say, "hot" novels in that box. It was my hobby. There were, of course, some classics, but most of them were hot, with covers that left no doubt as to the content. Joshua, however, didn't seem to mind too much.

"You read a lot!"

I handed him the glass of water.

"I do. I like it a lot."

But I didn't give him a chance to see the other books in my collection and discreetly pushed them to the corner.

"You know, I live here. It's a nice building. Peaceful."

"Good. I need peace to work and prepare my classes. But right now I won't be able to stay here for long. I still don't have internet access and I can't prepare a lecture this way. The service provider has asked for at least a week to fifteen days to set up things. I'll have to come and go from school every day."

"But is the internet all you need?"

"Yes, it is."

"But you can use the internet at my place. I have a home office all set up."

"I don't know..."

"Carol, I insist. You were one of the gang in college. I remember you from college. I'd be happy to support you if you think it would help. I work most of the time from home, but the office is big and I swear I don't make too much noise!"

I thought for a moment and then he continued.

"Come on! It'll be good. I have air conditioning and an unlimited supply of Diet Coke and coffee. "

I won't lie to you that the naked pictures of him having sex with Riley didn't cross my mind again, but that wasn't what made me take the offer. To be honest: it was laziness. I didn't want to have to spend hours and hours at school, in a stuffy and noisy office, going back and forth in traffic to prepare for classes. Being in his home office would save me a lot of time and I would gain a lot of comfort. And, after all, what would be the problem? He seemed like a nice guy.

"Ah, so, if it's okay with you..."

The next day I met him, I went up to his apartment carrying some books and an old notebook. I rang the doorbell and he answered me with his usual smile!

"Carol! Welcome!"

When I walked into his apartment, I was amazed. It was nothing like mine. I was living in a rented studio apartment whose walls needed painting, all messed up. Joshua's apartment was a penthouse. A duplex with industrial style decoration, in shades of gray and wood and green touches. Everything was exactly where it should be. It was beautiful. He took me up to the second floor and there was a sort of grassy outdoor area with a hot tub, a dining table, and lounge chairs. The view was beautiful.

"Wow, your apartment is gorgeous!"

"I like it here. It gives me peace."

Soon he put me in his office on the second floor. It was a relatively large room, with a workstation for him with several monitors and a meeting table with six chairs in the center. Next to it was another table, unused, where he set me up.

Joshua did not lie: he was quiet, unobtrusive. We talked only at regular intervals, but at these moments he was extremely pleasant. We laughed a lot and had fun. Moreover, he had an excellent espresso machine.

He told me that after his graduation he had received a master's fellowship abroad. Even before he finished his master's he had received a job offer from an investment fund to work in the IT security sector. As I understood it, he was a kind of reverse hacker. He tried to predict the security flaws in the systems so that they could be fixed before they became problems. After a while, he became the head of the division. But then he got homesick and came back here.

Well, actually, the homesickness was more for Riley.

Joshua and Riley, the girl I had seen him having sex with, were together for a long time. He wanted her to go to England to live with him. She didn't want to. He got a home office and moved here. But, the relationship didn't work out. They kept going back and forth. Several times. He was clearly in love with her. Crazy for her.

But I found this out over time, not in a single morning. As we talked in the following days he would open up and tell me more about his life. Sometimes we talked only about books or movies. Then about our romantic disappointments.

One day I came to "my" desk in the office and there was a package. A box. I thought it was a book.

"How kind!", I thought.

But when I opened it, I saw that it was a laptop.

"What is this supposed to mean?"

"I've seen you struggling with this computer of yours and I thought this one might speed up your work."

"But... I can't accept..."

"Carol, relax. I love having you here and I'd be happy if you could take it. I get computers from the company, I don't spend a dime on them. This one should solve your problem."

And with that he called me in for coffee, as if the gift was no big deal. I didn't want to make a big deal out of it either, so I accepted it and took the coffee.

It was a nice gesture. Not because it was an expensive gift, but because it showed that he not only cared about me, but that he really enjoyed my company. And it was mutual. I was enjoying spending time with him.

In the end, I spent more time going there than I needed to. The internet was set up in my apartment, but I kept regularly spending some afternoons and mornings with Joshua. I enjoyed both the moments of silence and the conversations we had.

One September afternoon I realized that he was nervous. Something at work was not going well. Usually he had some meetings online and I wore noise-canceling headphones, so it didn't bother me at all. But that day it seemed that something more tense had happened. Something that was only resolved very early in the evening.

"Today was one of those days..."

"I can see that... What happened?"

"We had an external attempt to access our database that almost succeeded. Someone left a hole in a code that shouldn't have been there. But in the end everything worked out fine. The Hong Kong team called me and we solved it. But I thought it was fucked up."

We went up to the terrace. But this time Joshua took out a marijuana cigarette and lit it.

"Do you want some?"

I had only tried marijuana twice before, but why not?

It's not really my thing, but it gave me a lightness. I think it gave him a lightness too. We remained silent, smoking and enjoying our soothing relaxation. We slowly smoked and watched the city rush below us.

Joshua and I became very close friends. On weekends we went out drinking. I complained to him about my life and he confided in me about his. He was well-off, so on this subject, we were not alike, as I was struggling with two jobs to support myself. But otherwise we had our resemblances. He was not over Riley and I was still looking for a love interest. We were able of spending a few hours discussing silly subjects, movies, series, or talking about serious topics such as politics or economics.

More than once Joshua cried with me because of Riley. I don't think she has any idea of what she was despising. A man like that, beautiful, kind, intelligent and crazy about her, and she was mistreating him, belittling him. I didn't really understand her. I guess that's it: you don't value what you have. That's why almost everyone is sad. We always want more, and more. We always think we will find happiness in something we still don't have. But, when we eventually get to that thing, we want something else. We are told to look for happiness as something outside us, not inside. It is told that happiness is something we should buy or achieve. So it's kinda hard to feel happy this way. Impossible, even.

Joshua cried in my arms. He felt safe with me. He could open himself with me. I had always a shoulder for him.

But... A shoulder to cry on can easily turn into something else...

I remember well that it was a Thursday. I had to give my students an exam on Friday and had to stay late at Joshua's office. Then he invited me to relax. We lay down on the lounge chair and had a glass of wine.

Although I wasn't in love with Joshua, I won't deny that I thought he was a hottie. That scene of Riley sucking him off would come back and forth in my mind many times. I couldn't forget it. And reading naughty romance novels gave me quite an imagination... It wasn't just two or three times that I imagined myself having sex with him, but I didn't want to mess up what we had by making a move that could go wrong.

But it wasn't even necessary.

That late afternoon the kiss came naturally when he approached me to pour me another glass of wine. I was wrapped in Joshua's arms and his mouth gently touched mine. But soon this initial gentleness gave way to a horniness.

I think that not only had I fantasized about him over time, but he must have longed for me for some time now. After all, when we both realized that we wanted each other, the hard-on grew so quickly that it was impossible to control.

The kiss became more and more ardent, with our tongues meeting and parting. Joshua wrapped his strong arms around me and, sure of my horniness, soon lowered his hands to my ass cheeks. I was gasping in his ear and pressing myself against his hot body.

The breathy sighs I let out drove Joshua crazy. A bulge formed in his pants and pressed against me. Meanwhile, his right hand entered my pants and his firm fingers groped and touched my buttocks. As I stood there enjoying every second of it, I remembered how Riley had sucked him. I wanted to see that cock.To feel it. To taste it. I needed it badly.

I reached down and unzipped his pants. A thick and huge cock emerged. It was hard as a stone. His head pointing to the sky. My memory had not betrayed me. It was an amazing dick. I couldn't help but picture myself sucking and riding it.

"Can I have all of it in my mouth? Can it get into my pussy?"

I didn't know that. But I would try. That's for sure.

Still kissing him, I touched every inch of that huge, thick cock. I felt it's pulsing veins, it's warmth. My pussy was already flooded. I glanced down once more to appreciate that huge cock. Joshua was tall. All I had to do was bend down a little to suck it. I salivated... I made a move to go down, but, to my surprise, Joshua stopped me.

He calmly took off his clothes and stood naked in front of me on the lawn at the top of the penthouse. He knew he was hot. He knew I wanted to enjoy his body. I couldn't help but stare at that gorgeous abdomen, the strong thighs, the firm arms, and of course, above all, at that big, thick cock that pointed to the sky so hard. Joshua was a guy confident about his physique. He was comfortable naked. And it was obvious that he couldn't be any different... He was almost an athlete with a tall black body, without flaws.

Then he stood in front of me and began to undress me.

I made a movement to hug him, but he stopped me.

"Calm down. Stay still..."

I stayed still. I'm obedient...

He took off my shirt and my bra. He let my boobs hang out for a few moments. He seemed to enjoy creating this tension by doing nothing, by simply letting his naked body out in the open, by letting me stare at his dick. He knew what I was thinking. He knew I wanted to ride him.

By then I was soaking wet, my pussy was pulsating with lust. I wanted to jump on that cock and put it all inside me at once.

"Easy..."

And Joshua moved his lips down to my breasts and sucked and bit and licked them. I just moaned. His strong hands touched all over my body and his tongue licked my breasts.

I wasn't used to that. I didn't know what to do. But I didn't need to. He guided me.

He gently pulled down my pants. I got totally naked on the outside of the penthouse area. For a moment I thought that someone might see us from the other buildings, but this worry turned into a hard-on and didn't stop me at all. I just cursed myself for not shaving. My pussy was hairy. I had no idea that I was going to have sex...

Joshua laid me down on the lounger. I wanted to suck his cock, but he wouldn't let me.

He stood in front of me and slowly spread my legs to reveal my hot and soaking wet entrance. Joshua smiled with satisfaction as he saw my arousal.

Unhurriedly he nibbled on the inside of my legs until he reached my pussy. What an incredible arousal!

Without delay, he slipped his tongue into me and I couldn't stop moaning. The tongue went in and out and in and out, and went to my clit, then in and out again. With his firm hands he held my leg open while I squirmed with lust. Every now and then I would look to the side just to see the buildings and wonder if someone there was watching me get my cunt sucked by this gorgeous man! I wondered if a man was watching me there and jerking off. Or if there was a woman with her hand on her pussy envying me from afar.

When Joshua realized that I was going to come, he stopped sucking. My pussy was pulsating. I grabbed him by the hair and thrust his face into me again, but he resisted. I wanted to come! Why didn't he continue?

Because he wanted to fuck...

Joshua quickly put on a condom and positioned himself in front of me. He wanted, once again, to let me admire him. Notice, it's not that he wanted to be admired: he knew that I wanted to look at him.

I stood there for a long moment, legs spread, chest heaving, watching that massive, rigid pole in front of me. Moisture was running down my legs. I needed it inside me. It was something instinctive, primitive, animal. If he'd taken any longer, I would have jumped on top of him myself.

Joshua stood over me and we kissed. He licked my neck and bit my ear. I shivered. The hot phallus met my body and I moved to have him inside me, but that strong body wouldn't let me.

I was both aroused, curious and even a bit afraid of that massive dick. How could I get all that into my tiny pussy?

I put my legs around Joshua and squeezed his ass and scratched his back as he kissed me. I was at my limit when the head of his cock started searching for the opening of my pussy.

For me, it was a different feeling.

Ever since I had seen that cock being sucked by Riley I had wanted Joshua. I had a mixture of horniness and curiosity. I knew that a big cock in itself was no guarantee of anything, but I also wanted to know what it was like to be possessed by a cock that size. It's all right, it's something you hear so much about that you can't help but fantasize.

I was being stuffed by Joshua and the feeling was really a little different. As I was very excited, there was no pain, only pleasure. That thick rod was slowly entering my pussy and I just kept moving, asking for more, stretching myself. It was good. It was as if I was being stretched by that cock. He was going in and there was no end to it. It went all the way to the bottom of my pussy. I couldn't fit any more! I felt like a naughty girl to be standing there being fucked by that huge cock on top of the building for anyone to see.

I yelled of horniness and this put Joshua on fire even more, and he started thrusting even harder. I screamed and screamed my horny head off. Fuck if anyone heard or saw. I couldn't think about anything anymore. It was only the huge, thick cock ramming into me hard that mattered. He was all the way out, and then he was all the way in, tearing my pussy apart.

It didn't take long and I came. I trembled on that cock and came a lot.

I knew that he was already holding back his pleasure as well.

I'm going to cum", Joshua moaned softly.

"Wait, no! I still haven't tasted it!"

I pulled his cock out of my pussy and stood facing him. Now he would have no more control. I had already come. I wanted to see that cock.

I pulled the condom out and enjoyed the throbbing head. Then I put the hot cock in my mouth. Huge. I remembered Riley again. She had sucked it in front of me. It was hard to get it all in my mouth. I tasted my own pussy on Joshua's cock. Delicious! I gave him a quick handjob and soon his cock started throbbing. I knew the cum was coming.

Thick jets of hot cum spurted into my mouth. It was so much that I almost choked. The cock came out of my mouth and several jets hit my face and my breasts.

I fell exhausted beside Joshua. We were both smiling. I was covered with cum. My mouth and lips were all with his jizz. I had drops of cum all over my belly. My pussy was still spread and wet. He had my wetness all over his face. His dick was still hard.

That's when my cell phone rang. It was Julie, my former roommate. She was at the front desk and wanted to talk.