Chapter 7
Disaster struck the week before Christmas.
The morning went fast with Amy wanting to play games the cousins showed her the previous afternoon. Angelo and Eric made the rounds of the self-service laundries to empty the coin collectors and re-charge the change machines. They checked the customer complaint boxes to see if any of the machines weren't working correctly before returning home for lunch. Layla and her mom had fixed meatball sandwiches with homemade sauce.
As soon as Amy went down for her nap, Eric decided to go get it over with at Melissa's house.
"While you're away, mom and I will make a couple of pans of lasagna for the firehouse crew tonight. Do you want rolls or baguettes?"
"Baguettes would be great. Are you making those?"
"Mom is. They're great but so are her rolls."
"Has she shown you how to make them?"
"Of course. We must stay home sometime and let me cook real food for you."
"Well, wish me luck. I'll go over and see Melissa and be back as soon as I can." Layla gave him a tight hug and kiss.
Eric felt like he'd rather take a beating than to see her again. The drive over was on autopilot as all his thoughts were on her and the last time he saw her. She was in a drug-induced stupor when he took her to the emergency room. Three days later he took her home and was out grocery shopping when she left and never came back. Obviously, someone helped her leave because her car was left behind.
Silvia and Bernie lived in a very nice part of Philadelphia in a beautiful brick three-story attached home. Bernie was a successful trial lawyer and now a federal judge so money was not an issue for them. Eric found a parking spot nearby and walked to the door.
Melissa was evidently watching for him and opened the door as he approached. She smiled and said, "Eric, you look great. Please come in."
Eric replied, "You also look great, Melissa. Thanks." She really did look fine. The dress she wore was lovely on her and the makeup was perfect. She had aged and looked at least five years older than she was. Otherwise, she appeared very much like the old Melissa he once loved.
He walked into the sitting room as Melissa followed.
"May I get you something to drink?"
"A beer would be good."
"That does sound good. I'll be right back."
Eric could tell from the silence in the house that Silvia and Bernie weren't home. Melissa returned with a beer and a bottle of water.
"I've given up all alcohol and am drinking lots of water."
"That's good."
"How's Amy?"
"She's doing great. I brought a DVD for you to see. It was made on her birthday."
"Can I watch it now?"
"Sure."
"Let me get the laptop." She went upstairs and returned in a moment. She sat next to Eric and put the DVD in. For the next 15 minutes, she watched every second of the video and cried the entire time. Eric handed her his handkerchief but dared not hold her.
"She's beautiful. I was a total fool and I hurt you so much. I am so sorry, Eric."
He was silent but tears were beginning to well.
She continued, "Thank you for coming. You didn't have to. I know my actions killed our relationship and I am so very sorry I did what I did."
"Why did you do it?"
"Eric, anything I say will be an excuse. I let your absence be an excuse for me to party with friends. One thing led to another; and I was offered and accepted cocaine for the first time in my life. That drug gradually became my god in a few months. Over time, Amy came second and you were not even in the picture. I lost all sense of reality and my self-respect."
"When I brought you home from the hospital, why did you leave?"
"I was out of coke and heroin and I had to get it. I called up an old dealer friend and he came for me. I was so hooked and in so much pain that I'd have sold my soul to the devil for a fix."
"Melissa, I did my best to help you break that habit."
"I know, but I was too weak. I couldn't do it, Eric." Tears flowed down her face.
"We searched for you nearly a year."
"I know. I saw the missing person report on TV and knew the police and you were looking for me. I didn't want to be found and continued to live with my friend. When he moved to Chicago, I went with him. After we were there several months, I changed my name back to Thompson and got a driver license. He and I were arrested for dealing after we'd been there about six months. He went to jail since it was his third offense, and I got a suspended sentence."