Today, the sun is roasting my skin. Just like yesterday. Just like tomorrow.
I'm in the middle of nowhere, traveling from village to village on the back of a camel. I don't even remember why I'm here. Everyone says travel opens your mind, that it changes you. I thought at 25, it was time to stop drifting and figure out what I'm meant to do.
What a joke.
After wandering across continents, I've only confirmed what I already knew: people are the same everywhere. And now, here I am, moving from one forsaken place to another, drowning in heat and sand.
For what exactly? Some grand revelation? A spiritual awakening? Or just a slow, sunburned death?
As my thoughts drift, a cluster of mud huts appears on the horizon. Calling it a "village" would be generous. A handful of people sit motionless in the shade, preserving their energy in the suffocating heat. An old man watches me approach, his expression unreadable. I dismount the camel and attempt to speak, mixing English with the few words of Arabic I know. But he says nothing, just stares, unmoving.
Maybe he's dead and just hasn't fallen over yet.
Before I can decide whether to keep trying, a voice--smooth, clear, and completely unaccented--calls from behind me.
"Hello, boy."
I turn to see a woman standing unnervingly close. I hadn't even heard her approach.
She's in her early forties, maybe older, but there's something timeless about her. She wears a simple, flowing black dress, the fabric clinging just enough to hint at the body beneath. The soft drape of the fabric accentuates her curves in ways that seem almost deliberate. A delicate veil dances against her fit midsection, a teasing whisper of fabric over skin, leaving little to the imagination. It covers her entirely except for head, neck and her shoulders, which are bare and sun-kissed. A single golden pendant hangs around her neck, disappearing beneath the fabric. She has no shoes.
Her eyes--pale green, almost glowing--study me with something between amusement and curiosity.
"Do you need help? What are you doing here?"
Her voice is hypnotic, her English smoother than mine. I struggle to answer.
"I... I don't know. Searching for something, I guess."