"Uhhh."
My nerves were on edge. Saturday night...well...I can't think of a way to sugarcoat it. My secretary gave me a blowjob. I had driven home that night in a trance. When I woke up at noon the next day, I was convinced it had been a wonderful dream brought on by exhaustion. It took only the morning trip to the bathroom to relieve me of this misconception. A couple of faint traces of lipstick were enough to fill me with excitement and even more horror.
I've been dreading coming to work today. How can I look at Sarah? How can I look into those blue-green eyes, always full of zeal and admiration? I can't stand the idea of them full of shame or fear. How can I see those lips? Lips so...
"No!" I shouted to myself in my car. "Get that out of your mind."
What had I done to make her do that? I've always made an intentional effort to make her feel comfortable. I heard horror stories of people on the news. Stories of people who used authority to abuse. I never would do that.
But why did she do it then? I mean. She is beautiful and my age. I had thought about... you know... if things were different, asking her out. Maybe one day, when she moved to another position where she wouldn't feel pressured.
Well, don't worry about that yet. I may not have a job any longer after this and won't have to face her. For whatever reason, the idea of not seeing those eyes again made me feel even worse. But I can't think of that.
I came to work early for a reason. I know Mrs. Parker always comes in before everyone else. I wanted to come in early so that when I'm fired, I can clear out my desk before Sarah comes in. It shouldn't be hard. I only have a pen and laptop charger in my office. There's no room for anything else.
And on that note, I sadly chuckled and got out of my 2006 Jetta. As I got my messenger bag out of the back, I duly noted a new rust spot. As I scanned to enter the building, I couldn't help but look down at my chest. My heart was beating so hard inside of my chest that I was surprised it wasn't bouncing my tie.
Deciding I wanted to prolong the inevitable, I chose to take the stairs instead of the elevator. I quickly realized this was a bad idea. Walking up four floors isn't ideal when I am already prone to nervous sweating and wearing a blazer. Oh well.
When I got to my department's floor, I walked down the weirdly curved hallway. When I got around the bend, where the break room is, I saw the light on in the office at the very end. As usual, Mrs. Parker was here early.
'Gulp.'
But as I approached her closed door, I stopped. Noises were coming from her office. I reached out to knock on the door but stopped. Deciding it was better to look through the door window before revealing my presence, I peered in.
Nothing could have prepared me for what I saw. Mrs. Parker was sitting on the edge of her desk. Her skirt lifted. Her blazer was draped over her empty chair. Her red dress shirt was unbuttoned lower than I had ever seen. Her ample breasts, held in by a firm bra, were partially exposed and heaving quickly. One leg was raised on the desk. Her eyes closed in pleasure as her usually neat hair partially concealed her heavily make-uped face.
On his knees in front of her was her secretary, Dennis. His face was buried in his boss's pussy. In sync with the movement of his head, she thrust and moaned. Her hands were entwined in his hair, and it looked like she was trying to pull his face deeper and deeper.
My heart caught in my chest as she opened her eyes and caught sight of me through her door window. I slowly, then quickly, backed away.
"Watch ya, Jimmie!" said a male voice behind me.
I hit something solid and stumbled. I looked up at the man who I backed into.
"Oh high, Mark." I stammered. Mark was 9 years older than me. His once black hair was prematurely salt and peppered. He stared at me with an equally humored and concerned face.
"You ok?" he asked as he stretched out a hand to help me up.
"Uh. What? Oh! Yeah. I just." I stammered as I accidentally glanced at Mrs. Parker's office. As if on cue, a loud moan came from her office.
"Ah." Mark smiled. "You know what they say. Early bird gets laid. She catch you watching?"
"What?"