The Ungrateful Wife Ch 10

To say that Guen looked a bit shell-shocked having just watched me work her husband over in the middle of the forest would be putting it mildly. As Richard and I slowly gathered up our clothes and started putting ourselves together, Guen just stood there, head hung low, frozen in silence.

"Guen?" I said finally as I finished hooking my bra back together and pulling my tee shirt back on. "You going to be ok?"

Guen looked up at me now as if she were suddenly surprised to realize someone else was with her. "Uh... yeah, I uh..."

"It's just for fun," Richard interjected. "It doesn't mean anything. Don't get all freaked out."

Guen shook her head as if Richard didn't fully get it. "I've never kissed a woman."

"Sorry," I apologized to her now. That part WAS totally unexpected for me. "I don't know what came over me. I just got caught up in the moment."

"What you two are doing..." Guen said in a low tone, staring down at the ground to avoid our gaze. "That's YOUR sin, but now your making ME a sinner too."

"Guen, cut yourself some slack," I frowned. This whole "sin" thing was getting to be a real pain. "YOUR conscience is clear. That was MY fault too. I sort of MADE you do it."

She shook her head in disagreement. "I still had the choice to say no. I did it because I CHOSE too."

"It was just a kiss," Richard said, his voice a bit more tender. "You didn't cheat on anyone, Guen. You're all good. God will forgive you."

"And what about YOU, Richard?" Guen looked up now and stared at her husband with genuine concern. "Is God going to forgive YOU? Forgive Rachel???"

Richard frowned, "Like you said, that's between US and God. It's none of your concern. If YOU are ok with it let US work out our own salvation. Wouldn't you tell that to ANYONE in the church?"

Guen turned to me now, looking concerned, "I sure would feel a lot better about this if Jason knew."

"He will," I nodded. And I meant it. "I'm going to tell him."

Guen continued to stare at me in disbelief.

"He's going to be ok with it," I added. "Trust me. I know my husband. He likes to watch too."

Guen seemed to blush a bit as she looked away. "I didn't think I'd enjoy watching as much..."

"Right??" I laughed. "It was hot, right?" I decided she agreed just a little so added. "You could watch us ANY time. I'd actually like for you to be included more."

"Oh I don't think I can be included like I was when..." Her words trailed off but I knew she was referring to the kiss.

"So just watch, I shrugged. "It's not a sin to watch, right?

Guen shook her head with resignation.

Richards' tone changed as he added, "Look guys, we should really get cracking at picking up some wood so everybody doesn't wonder why the hell we've been gone so long."

"Oh I don't know about you," I teased, trying to lighten the mood, "but I got PLENTY of wood today."

"Your horrible," Guen said laughing.

And just like that everything seemed "ok" again.

The three of us quickly began gathering up firewoood for the fire later that evening and even made a few jokes and shared a few laughs. I wouldn't say I was entirely guilt-free when it came to Guen, but at least I felt our friendship would survive this. Now it was just a matter of getting MY husband on board without him figuring out Richard and I were already becoming seasoned pros together.

The three of us worked quickly to gather up wood and Guen took a moment to address Richard and I once more before taking the truck back.

"For what it's worth, I don't blame either of you for what your doing," she said.

"Thanks," I said, feeling a bit ashamed none the less. "And if you want it to stop we will."

It was a bit disingenuine for me to say it would stop if she wanted when, in fact, it had all started without her permission in the first place. But truth was, if she said she needed us to stop I would.

"Thanks," Guen smiled a bit weakly then added, "Like I said, I WOULD feel a lot better about it if Jason knew."

"I know," I nodded. "And he will."

Guen got in the truck now and smiled as she drove off leaving Richard and I alone once more.

"So?" Richard grinned.

I laughed, "I can't believe we've been getting away with this."

"Well not entirely," Richard added. "There is still the little issue of your husband."

"So about that...," I smiled. "You are NEVER going to believe this, but Jason wants to watch us too."

Richard laughed now as his eyes widened, "NO SHIT???"

"No shit," I nodded. "BUT unlike Guen, HE doesn't know we've already been at it. I think that would change things for him if he realized I did it BEFORE he was ready."

"I see," Richard suddenly changed expression as he nodded. I could tell he was processing in his head what that meant exactly. "And do YOU want to do it...you know... in front of him?"

"Do YOU?" I asked.

Richard shrugged as if he could take it or leave it, "I'd be up for that."

I smiled hugely at him, "Me too!"

"Damn," Richard grinned. "We're developing quite the little audience."

"Right?" I laughed.. "Speaking of that, my husband would REALLY love filming us actually."

"Oh???" Richard laughed. "Like him being our own porn producer?"

"Exactly!"

Richard seemed genuinely excited about that idea, "So how do we make THAT happen?"

Believe it or not, I had already started giving this a lot of thought. My husband genuinely enjoyed watching me getting plowed as long as he felt our relationship was secure. His ENTIRE fears revolved around the idea that I would "fall in love" with someone else. To minimize the chance of me falling in love, my husband always preferred the idea of me fooling around with other MARRIED men, especially those who seemed "happily married" and who made it clear they did not want to get a divorce. In many ways Richard was the perfect fuck buddy for me. Not only was Richard and Guen "happily married," but Richard also literally lived halfway across the country so it wasn't like we could be hooking up all the time behind his back (his biggest fear). I knew the key to bringing Jason on board was to convince him Richard loves his wife, that I loved my husband, and that no one wants any of our marriages to suffer over some silly "fun on the side one summer."

If all this sounds highly manipulative of me, I get it. I can't say that I don't deserve all of the horrible things people think about me. Somehow this summer had proved even to myself that I was little more than a shameless whore. Albeit a satisfied whore, but a whore nonetheless.

When we arrived back at the cabin my husband took the first opportunity he could alone with me to address the Richard situation.

"Sorry,:" Jason whispered when he got the chance. "I tried to give you guys some alone time to talk about things, but Guen had to ruin it by tagging along."

"It's ok," I smiled before pausing, "Actually? We still got a chance to talk about it a little."

"Really??" Jason suddenly seemed very nervous. I'd seen that look before. It's that moment when kinky fantasy turns to sudden reality and his nerves start to kick in. "What did you say?"

"I'll explain later," I said with a light kiss for reassurance as I saw our friend Anna approaching. "But," I added with a smile, "I think if you WANT to do this he'd be interested!"

For the rest of the morning, Jason seemed to be on pins and needles, constantly trying to get me alone to find out more. I could tell he had a million questions and it was eating him alive. I'd be lying if I didn't get a little enjoyment out of watching him squirm.

By mid afternoon, however, our friends were all starting to go separate ways. Anna and Tara wanted to go down to tan on the docks while there was still sun and Guen was starting to get in the mode of cleaning up from lunch and preparing for the evening. Suddenly it was just the two couples, the four of us, sitting in the shade watching Anna and Tara down at the docks. Unexpectedly Guen took a deep breath, looked at me with a knowing look, and announced an awkward exit.

"Well," she said slapping her hand on her knees as if trying to motivate herself to get going. "I should probably get up and start preparing for dinner."

"I can help," I offered, not entirely sure what Guen had in mind.

"Oh no rush," she said quickly waving her hand dismissively. "I really could use some help in about a half hour though."

"Ok," I nodded, staring at her trying to determine if she really wanted me to stay or come with her. She simply smiled and walked away leaving the three of us alone now.

My heart raced suddenly as I realized that Guen wanted us all to have "the talk" while the others were away. I told her I'd tell my husband about Richard and I and apparently she thought NOW would be the best time.

The three of us sat in awkward silence until I couldn't stand it any longer. Fuck it, may as well rip the bandaid off I guess.

"So," I began, being the first to talk in quite a while. "I guess if you two wanted to talk about anything this would be as good a time as ever."

Richard smirked and looked at me wondering what to say and then just went for it.

"Well ok, I'll start I guess," he said, looking out over the docks as if trying to find the right words out there somewhere. Without looking directly at my husband he simply said, "So Rachel tells me you're kind of into making dirty movies?"

Jason looked at me as if to ask "what the fuck?" Clearly he had hoped for a little more preparation for this discussion. Even so, Jason quickly answered Richard directly without anger.

"Well I guess you could say that," my husband said. "I mean I'm a big voyeur. Most of the time I'd rather watch or film rather than participate. Besides, NO ONE wants to see ME in a dirty movie."

Richard laughed, "You might be surprised, people are into a lot of kinky shit, but I get it. It can be intimidating being in the spotlight." He paused for a bit composing his thoughts. "Truth us, i'm a bit of exhibitionist myself. I'm usually the first one to get naked and go skinny dipping in broad daylight. That's just my thing."

"I suppose it helps if you have equipment worth showing off," Jason countered.

Richard laughed with a shrug, "Eh, I do alright I guess."

And the award for understatement of the year goes to...

"Anyways," Richard continued, "I always thought it would be fun to see myself in a movie, you know?"

Jason smiled now and added, "Well, if you pass the toilet paper roll test I'm sure you could have made it in the business if you wanted to."

Richard frowned a bit now, "Actually,I tried to get Guen to do some dirty home movies, but she's just too goody two-shoes for anything like that. She thinks sex is a sin or something. It's like she thinks your not supposed to enjoy it."

Jason now frowned shaking his head, "That sucks, man. Seems your wife should be more appreciative of having a well-endowed husband. I know Rachel would prefer I was a lot bigger than I am."

"I'm fine, babe," I said trying to stop Jason from getting so down on himself. Truth was that yes, I enjoyed great sex and a nice big dick certainly helped with that, but sex isn't everything and I was happy with my husband in nearly every way, this one thing being the only possible exception. Playing with Richard was fun and exciting, for sure, but i'd never want it to be a choice between sex or love.

"Anyway," Jason added. "Since I can't really do all the fun stuff she likes AND since I'm a bit of a voyuer anyway, sometimes we talk about the possibility of her and another man while I watch or even film it."

Richard could resist grinning from ear to ear. "That's hot. And, good for you two. It's awesome hearing your both so open minded."

There was a moment of silence and I couldn't figure out what my husband was thinking.

"Anyway," I pressed, leading Richard in the right direction, "It kind of sounds like you both have something in common. Jason likes to watch and film and you like the idea of seeing yourself in a video "

"True," Richard grinned.

"Also Jason has kind of a kink about cheating spouses," I added with a wink at my husband. "Especially when one of them is a super religious type."

"Oh really???" Richard laughed, seeming to pique up at that new revelation. "Why the religious type?"

Jason almost blushed now, "Let's just say I have a lot of religious trauma so I have a weird thing about people who act one way in public and another behind closed doors. It's a huge turn on for me for some reason."

Richard grinned and looked at me with a knowing smile. "Like the so called innocent church girl who's not so innocent behind closed doors?"

Jason WAS blushing now, "Yeah, that sort of thing."

Richard nodded. "Well Guen certain does have two sides of her at times. Usually when she gets high and a little horny. Unfortunately, I don't get to see that side of her very often."

It was my turn to add something, "I wouldn't be half surprised if SHE would be turned on seeing her husband and I going at it."

"Now wouldn't THAT be something," Jason laughed. "That would be hot!"

There was another long awkward pause before I continued working my magic.

"So," I said apprehensively. "YOU like to watch and make movies.. Richard wants to see himself in a movie. Sounds like we could have a little fun."

"True," Richard nodded. "I'd be down for something like that."

"Would you?" I asked my husband.

Jason found himself looking a bit embarrassed and I feared for a moment I'd pushed him way too fast. He usually likes to talk things over to death before being rushed into anything. To my surprise his next words were simply, "Well what do you have in mind? Where would we do it?"

Richard was the first to answer, "Hell there are a million places in our property we could pull something off like this. Would you want to film it indoors, outdoors or maybe even in a boat on the lake?"

Jason's face wash flushed red, not from embarrassment, I realized, but from thinking about all the possibilities.

"I mean ALL of those sound fun," he answered. "I've always wanted to have a collection of videos of my wife. We would just have to have decent light as all. I don't have the best camera gear here for something at night."

"What about accross the lake at that summer camp thing?" I suggested. "The one with all the outbuilding and.."

"And the church?" Jason laughed.

"Huh," I pretended to not have thought about that myself. "Yeah, the place with the church."

Richard laughed now and looked at my husband. "Would THAT be something you'd enjoy filming?"

Jason looked at a Richard to clarify, "You mean the two of you going at it in a church?"

Richard nodded, his long hair blowing in the gentle breeze now. "Yeah, would you get into that sort of scene?"

"Yeah," Jason nodded, "I have to admit that would be pretty fucked up."

"You LOVE things that are fucked up," I laughed.

"True."

"What about Richard?" Jason queried. "It might be a little awkward for him considering he's a Christian."

"Church isn't really my thing," Richard countered. "That's really Guen's deal. I prefer to keep my beliefs to myself."

"I see," Jason nodded. "I mean, shooting a video in the church would be fun for ME at least. But I would prefer if you were both into it and not feeling it was weird."

"I'm used to weird with you," I teased. "Besides, I'm pretty sure I can get into it."

"Me too," Richard agreed.

Jason was blushing still,, wheels turning in his head. He was working on a scene I could tell. "SO, would you both be willing to start out sitting in a pew like you are attending a church service together or would that be too weird?"

Richard almost seemed excited about the idea now. "Anything you'd like to have for some props?" he asked. "Maybe a churchy outfit or something?"

Jason laughed now, getting more and more comfortable with this idea, "Yeah, I mean if there was something of Guen's Rachel could wear...a church dress of hers...or her favorite Bible."

"Good Lord," I laughed nervously. I knew my husband was a pervert but part of me worried Richard would be freaked out a little.

Richard grinned. "That sounds perfect! I can think of some things."