For Jean, the whole experience was beyond belief. Obviously, she had no idea as to what to expect or what it would feel like. Actually, her mind still was in a state of shock, and she really wasn't thing coherently at all. Here she was after an unbelievably painful caning, doing something that she always had considered to be the nadir of depravity, having sexual contact with another woman. Yet her morality censors seemed to be numb. She wasn't thinking right or wrong, just following instructions. Thus, with her mind on automatic and her guilt repressed, she just reacted and found that the experience was nowhere as repulsive as she had expected. With her censors in operation, those rules developed in her earliest, formative years, what she was doing would have been abhorrent and any pleasurable sensations negated or denied. As it was, however, the caressing of Marian's cunt was interesting and the tactile sensation really quite soothing. She stroked up and down, running her fingers through the moist groove between the lips, the silky feeling of the soft tissues very sensual. Following instructions, she tickled the clit and the hair along the lips, occasionally slipping between them and, every now and then, sinking her finger into the cunt hole.
She would have expected that to be traumatic, but it really wasn't, perhaps partly because of the numbness still limiting her thinking. The same thing applied to pushing her finger into Marian's asshole. Of course, she had done that before while creaming the area, but then the penetration had been shallow and incidental. Now, with Marian' encouragement, her finger, lubricated from the wet cunt, slipped in the whole way to her second knuckle. Thus, as Marian progressed toward orgasm, Jean explored both opening to her body while continuing the manipulation of the external parts. As the orgasm was reached, she stroked faster and pressed harder, fascinated, even in her mentally anesthetized state to see the woman lose control, pressing upward against her hand, gasping and moaning in ecstasy. As Marian finally slumped down, out of breath and energy, Jean realized that, despite her background and her beliefs, she, herself, had become aroused by this wicked act. Right then she couldn't think about that. In fact, she didn't want to think about anything.
Unfortunately for her peace of mind, however, it was not over. Marian wanted to be certain that Jean was sufficiently conditioned and controlled, so she intended to go one major step forward. Therefore, after resting awhile, lying side by side, Jean's head resting against her breast, she started again. Taking Jean's hand again, she placed it on her cunt mound. Jean lightly brushed her fingers through the hair, feeling its softness and springiness. Then, knowing what was desired, she slid her hand further down and began lightly caressing the clit. After a minute or so of this, Marian spread her legs and asked Jean to move and kneel down between her legs. As she did so, Marian pulled her knees up almost to her breasts and opened them, exposing every detail of her cunt and ass to Jean's eyes. Jean's head had cleared, and while she still was somewhat traumatized by the caning and subsequent events, she had recovered quite well. Actually, she had admitted to herself, while they lay there, that fondling Marian's cunt hadn't been as dreadful as she had feared and that it had been interesting to cause her to erupt into orgasm. She had never thought of such a thing, but, well, it had been interesting.
Now, with the mental numbness gone, she, for the first time, saw a cunt raised up and wide open. She couldn't help but stare, looking at the clit protruding slightly at the start of the division into cunt lips. The lips, themselves were puffy from previous excitement, the fringing hair damp from the flow of internal moisture. Then, between the lips, red with arousal, was the hole, the one her finger had been in not long ago, wet and shiny and beckoning. Her eyes moved further down as the cunt lips ended leaving a small bare area, the perineum, and just below, the asshole – where her finger also had been. She would be shocked later at her actions and her calm perusal of Marian's sexual (and other) organs, but right then she was fascinated by what she was seeing. She had, of course, seen pictures in biology textbooks of these same organs, but it was very different, kneeling down between a woman's legs looking at them as opposed to studying a dry textbook.
All this surveying took only a short time and, obviously, Marian wanted something more that to be examined. At her unspoken urging, Jean leaned forward and began tracing the cunt lips with her fingers, dipping into the opening as she passed it. She stroked up and down gently, lightly tickling at the clit and drawing her fingers all the way down to the ass. This stroking and petting went on for several minutes as Marian visibly became more aroused. The cunt had been wet when it started, but Jean's manipulation had started an output of lubricant that literally flowed downward, making the entire area amazingly slippery. It was at that point that Marian dropped her bombshell that made Jean's newfound equanimity vanish.
Jean was leaning forward from her kneeling position, her head between Marian's thighs, watching her fingers as she worked on the cunt. Suddenly, Marian reached down over her raised knees and put her hand on the top of Jean's head and gently pushed downward. Jean's first reaction was to wonder what she wanted when that question was answered when Marion said, "Lick my pussy, honey." The statement was made softly, as a request, but there was no question that it really was a command.
Jean's reaction was clear evidence that her conditioning was complete. She made no effort to pull back as Marian's hand pressed her head downwards until her mouth was at the clit. The "request," however, was like a thunderbolt, turning her mind into a quagmire of jumbled thoughts, none of which made sense. There was, of course, the overwhelming fear of lesbianism, but added to it was a feeling of revulsion at having her mouth on another woman's cunt. The moistness, the hair, the fear of "dirtiness," all the things that warred with her feeling of delicacy, contributed to her feeling of revulsion. All of these elements warred with her commitment and desire to do as Marian wished. The result was a conflict that prevented any coherent thought. She just couldn't think, once again she was numb, an automaton that did as she was programmed to do – she started licking.