Copyright© 2009 by David Paul
Author's Note:
This is a work of fiction. Please note that the story is based in Australia and is written in Queen's English therefore my American audience will notice subtle differences in wording or phrases.
I feel to my knees and tears silently rolled down my cheeks. The gravestone needed cleaning and the grass needed weeding but I could still make all the details out. I had risen early that morning and headed for the cemetery. I needed to come for my own sanity, to visit and pay my respects to my Dad.
It hurt me to think of how long it was since I last visited. Things had been so unclear for the past seven years. I was trying to think when I was last happy and what did I really want? Was it redemption for myself or revenge against others for perceived or real wrongs against me? That was the problem and I didn't know the answer. I had finally come to that fork in the road.
Whom could I trust or even get help from? The Milne Family had treated me like their own son and I was very close to Tom and his oldest daughter Molly in particular, but I didn't want to dump this on them.
Paul and Denise could of course be trusted but again it was difficult to know what to say or even do. All I knew is that since the death and destruction in this town so long ago I had held onto my rage and it drove me. If I gave it up what would I have left?
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I made it back in time for breakfast. Paul and Denise were cuddling in the kitchen when I limped on in. My knee was giving me hell today.
"Here he is. Where did you disappear to?" Paul asked
"Hey Paul. I should have left a note. I went to the cemetery."
"Oh….ok good buddy."
"Here let me get you some breakfast." said Denise breaking up the conversation. I had to admit she was a master at doing that.
"What are you guys up to today?"
"Well Rob would you like to come and see how our investment is going?"
"Sure I'd love to see the store."
We all finished breakfast. Denise was going out to visit her Mum as she hadn't been well. That left Paul and I to head out together to the hardware store.
We decided to go in my car and as we drove through town a million thoughts were racing through my mind. The last time I ever stepped foot in the store was seven years ago, the night of the shooting. I was wondering how I would handle it, but as it turned out I shouldn't have worried.
It was unrecognisable. Seven years ago it was just a small hardware store selling basic supplies. Green's Hardware was now a mega store for want of a better description. Most all the money had gone into extensions and to update the store.
"My God…..Paul this is unbelievable. Dad would be stunned."
"I'll take that as a compliment Rob."
"Mate it is. I can't get over how big the store is now."
"Yeah we went with the concept of turning it into a one stop shop. We have a heap of business from all over the district. The local councils all use us as the main supplier for all their business interests. We have also landed some contracts with large building firms but of course our core business is still the local town folk and farmers.
We have gone from a simple hardware store to now selling goods including
fasteners
, hand
tools
, power tools,
keys
,
locks
,
hinges
,
chains
,
plumbing
supplies, electrical supplies, lumber, cleaning products, house wares,
tools
,
utensils
, paint, fishing supplies, animal supplies, farm supplies, plus lawn and garden products .
We also have specialty departments unique to the region as well such as flooring, roofing materials and fencing. We have a repair centre and our latest addition is a rental area. We now rent trailers, large power tools and anything else you can think of.
We are also considering looking into becoming a landscape supplier; the research is underway at the moment. We now employ 20 fulltime people."
"You've gone beyond anything I could have envisioned. I'd like to talk a few things over with you tonight."
"Sure buddy."
"Wow you have done so well."
"Well it was a fight."
"What do you mean?"
"Well Angus Beasley was on the council when we originally proposed the expansion plans years ago. He tried everything to stop it and he did.
Fortunately he lost in the next election and with a new council we got it through. You do know he made an offer to purchase the store prior to the expansion as well."
"No I didn't…What was his game?"
"I don't know but I think he wanted the Green name removed from Iron Plain."
I spent the next few hours wondering around the store in utter amazement. I was more than impressed. I ran into a few people I knew and it was a nice homecoming of sorts. It also left me in a quandary.
Should I move back here permanently? First I had to sort my life out, coming here gave me inspiration and I had an idea.
My knee was killing me so I made it into Paul's office and sat down. We were chatting and he was showing me the state of the art security and monitoring system when I saw them on the screen. It was my Mother and Jenny, they were in the 'party supply' section and were buying some lights obviously for the party that night.