This is starting to feel like a "real novel" and I'm having fun building the world. I'm beginning to realize that I'll need to heavily rewrite the first few chapters to fit into what it's become. I hope you enjoy what it's turning into.
As always, comments are welcome.
Now, on to the story.
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THEN
EVA
Life quickly became routine for Eva at the convent. Madam Chanel met with her periodically for basic lessons on pleasure while Eva took class after class on everything from history to court etiquette. Most of it she knew, but some of the history was interesting enough, from the early days of the Fealty Wars to the formation of the Davaraugh, the ruling council of the Union. They didn't discuss the present war even though she was interested in it. Even when asked, the instructors would defer, saying that that part of history was still being written.
She thought about friends from school that had been shipped off to the war that the Union had been fighting for what seemed like her entire life and had never come home, especially Michael. She would push thoughts of him out of her head when someone would mention the war and focus on the lesson at hand. She vowed she was going to be a good girl despite her curiosity. When talk of the war came up in the lounge, she would find somewhere else to be. She noticed that she wasn't the only one and was grateful for that.
One cold and damp late autumn night a group of girls gathered in the lounge discussing politics and the war in particular. Without much fanfare she hesitated as she walked by them before continuing towards her room, though she couldn't help glancing back at them. All four glared at her. One, a very tall girl with dark brown hair and eyes, was all daggers.
"Too good for us, new girl?
Eva stopped, turning to face the girl, her own eyes all fire. She tried to remember any of the girls' names but could not and that infuriated her even more as they sneered at her. The brown haired girl watched her, sitting back and crossing her arms under her ample chest and quirked her mouth. Eva was about to say something she she felt an arm hook her own, pulling her away.
"Come on, Eva," Jillian said with a smile. "I need some help with that reading we had in Arts and Literature today. You know how pre-Fealty poetry confuses me."
Eva sputtered a response and let the other girl pull her along. She thought she heard the ringleader mutter something about a princess and a bumpkin.
"You don't wanna start with those witches," Jillian said. ""Specially not Amelia."
"Which one was she?"
"The tall one," Jillian said, her rustic accent poking through the faster she spoke. "She got to be seven feet tall in heels. Thought I heard one of the Madam's say she's got some of the Mountain Folk blood in her."
"Mountain folk?" Eva said.
"Y'know, ogres," Jillian said, making a face as she said it. "I think your folk call 'em trolls."
"You should watch how you say things," Eva said.
"I am perfectly capable of speaking properly when necessary," Jillian said, her accent completely gone. Eva couldn't stop the giggle. Within a moment, Jillian's accent was back, "Can't help it, they just get me so hot in the seat, thinkin' they hot stuff 'cause they from the Capital."
"They don't seem very nice," Eva said, looking back down the hall. "They shouldn't be talking about the war. We were told it was not proper conversation."
Jillian rolled her eyes but said nothing.
"Honey, the war's touched everybody," Jillian finally said as they turned a corner towards their rooms. She sounded soft and vulnerable as she spoke. "Honestly though, I can't blame them for talkin' about it sometime. If we can't talk about it freely here, then are we really free at all."
"We serve the whim of our lords," Eva said. A long moment of silence passed between them as Eva's mind wandered. She was surprised to notice the other girl staring at her.
"What was his name?" Jillian asked.
"Michael," Eva said. It felt good to say his name out loud Jillian smiled broadly and nodded but neither girl said anything.
"First love or first fuck?"
"Jillian!"
"It's obviously one or the other...or was it both?"
"We are told to let go of our pasts," Eva recited. "We serve the whim of our lords."
"You can just shut it off like that?" Jillian asked. "I wish I could but if you saw the way Wes fucked me...oooh, boy, that'd make even the ogress back their blush." Suddenly, she frowned. "He died. Never even told his parents nothin', just that he died serving the Union."
"First love or first fuck?" Eva asked.
"It doesn't matter," Jillian said, smiling. "We have been told to let go of our pasts."
They both laughed and walked arm in arm. Jillian pulled her close before looking up and down the hall. When she seemed satisfied she whispered to Eva, "I've got a bottle of sherry back in my room. Let's warm our bellies and think fond thoughts of Michael and Wes."
Eva nodded. The next morning was a day with Madam Chanel and Thad, so Eva didn't think it would be frowned upon, so she let Jillian lead her down the hall to her room.
Jillian's room was no different in size and shape than Eva's room, but where Eva kept her room sparse with few mementos of home, Jillian's was completely decorated with the rustic flare of her home province. Pictures of horses and hills covered the walls, sharing space with several broad brimmed hats. A saddle etched with a symbol that Eva didn't recognize took up one corner of the room and in another leaned an acoustic guitar. Eva smiled.
"Do you play?"
"Yes, very well as a matter of fact," Jillian said. "Madam Victoria Rae feels that it will work in my favor come selection day."
"Do you think they'll send you back to one of your provincial lords?"
"Naw," she said. "Lord Beelin don't believe much in the Proxy tradition. Think he has two or three for his boys or when other lords come to visit. I'm actually hoping for the Pokes or out on the Steppes."
"You can ride too?"
"You can ask anyone Madam Victoria Rae throws at me."
The two girls laughed as Eva took a seat as Jillian moved to her closet to pull out the sherry. She showed it to Eva and smiled.
"Got this from a girl at the convent house," she said as she poured a glass for Eva. "She didn't get selected and wound up there. Her name was Tila. A pretty little thing from the Northern Isles."
"My mother is from the Northern Isles," Eva said.
"You haven't even had a drink and you're already blabbing," Jillian said, smirking as she took a swig of sherry. 'I can't wait to see what you start confessing after a few."
They sat in silence as they drank. Jillian filled her glass a second time. Eva didn't feel much like talking about Michael and it seemed that Jillian didn't really feeling like talking about Wes. They drank in silence, both watching the rain on the window. It was Eva who broke the silence. Three glasses of sherry made her head swim and warmed her belly, but it wasn't enough.
"I hate the cold," she said suddenly. "My room is so cold. This building it so cold. Everything about this place is cold. I miss the sun and the warmth of home. And I know it's going to get worse. I can't get comfortable here and they won't give me enough blankets to make the cold go away."
She wrapped her arms around herself and sighed, looking over at Jillian.
"You can stay here tonight," she said. "We can keep each other warm."
Jillian stood and undid her jumper. It fell to the floor, leaving her only in a shirt. She moved to her closet and pulled out a nightie, pulling off the shirt and her underclothes, she pulled the nightgown on and laid down in bed. Eva stayed in the chair.
"I've never...never lain with a woman," Eva said.
"It's alright," Jillian said, lifting the blanket for Eva to join her. Eva removed her jumped and took off her bra, leaving only her shirt on as she crawled into bed. She nuzzled up to Jillian's warm body. Jillian pulled her close and tight.
"This is nice." Eva said as Jillian nuzzled her neck, her hand resting on Eva's hip. A warm feeling spread inside of her as Jillian slipped her hand up her side under her shirt and gently kissed her neck. Eva arched her back as Jillian sucked on her ear.
"Can I touch you?" Jillian asked. Eva gasped as Jillian's hand touched her tit.
"Please," Eva said as she turned to face Jillian. They kissed, tongues darting as Jillian's hands reached down between Eva's legs. She gasped as Jillian deftly fingered her, gently rubbing her clit as they kissed. Eva pulled Jillian closer, her own hands tugging at Jillian's nightie, pulling it over the other girl's head.
Jillian kissed her neck, unbuttoning Eva's shirt and pulling it off. She kissed down, sucking on her nipples as she continued fingering her. Eva gasped and moaned as Jillian increased her pace with her fingers. She kissed down Eva's tummy, pushing apart her legs as she moved down.
"What...what..."
Before she could say anything else, Jillian was kissing her inner thighs and moving closer to her pussy. Jillian gently opened Eva's pussy and started flicking her tongue. Eva arched her back, putting her fingers into Jillian's hair. Eva felt like she was going to explode as the other girl's tongue moved around in circles inside her. Eva started to pant as the feeling inside her came to a crescendo. She pushed her crotch into Jillian's face, grinding against the other girl's face. Eva squealed as she came, tightening her thighs against the side of Jillian's head. She sighed and shivered as Jillian slid up next to her, pulling a blanket over them. They kissed and Eva could taste her on Jillian's lips. Her own hands found Jillian's pussy and she started playing with her. Jillian smiled, her eyes rolling back into her head as Eva found the spot. Jillian's breath quickened. She squirmed under Eva's touch.
"Oh, God, yes, yes, yes," she moaned, louder each time, her body tightening as Eva's fingers deftly touched her. "God, yes, I'm going to cum..."
"Not yet," Eva said, stopping her fingering, Jillian panted, looking back at Eva. They ground their pussies against one another. Jillian's mouth desperate as they kissed.
"Please, let me cum, I need to cum," she pleaded. Eva ran her finger, covered with the girl's juices over her lips, Jillian licked at her fingers. "Please, Eva, don't tease me. Let me cum."
"I want you to cum," Eva said, kissing Jillian's neck. She gasped as Eva's fingers teased at the other girl's pussy. "Just not yet."