My clit was throbbing. I wanted to rub it. But mostly I wanted to be alone.
"Please go." I said in a low voice as I opened the kitchen door.
Steve and Mandy pulled apart as we walked into the hallway. They both looked flushed. I hoped I didn't.
"Hello Steve." Ron said reaching for his coat. "How is your mother?"
"Oh. Hello Ron." Steve replied. "She's fine thanks. I just left her."
So that was how he got here so quickly.
"I was just asking if there was any news about Paul and Roland." Roland explained.
"I'm flying to America tomorrow." I told him. "I'll be staying in London tonight."
He frowned. Steve's face looked bright. I suppose he was somebody Paul could envy. He was still single. He had a good well-paid job, his own flat and lots of success with the girls. I wondered if Paul ever felt he was missing out living with me. Having just the one woman in his life. Well, I was going to be a good woman for him.
"Ron was just leaving. He has guests." I continued. "He mustn't be late. Good-by Ron. We'll see you when we get back."
Ron hesitated at the door as Steve helped Mandy into her coat.
"Right." Ron said. "I'll see you when you get back. Good-bye."
Steve and Mandy followed him through the door saying their good-byes, Steve carrying Mandy's bag.
I heard them drive away.
I was alone. At last. I leaned back against the wall and felt my fanny lips through my jeans. It felt nice but I knew what would feel better.
I looked about myself for somewhere to sit. The hall chair wasn't really suitable so I walked into the kitchen my hand still on my fanny. I looked at the large old oak table. You could seat ten around it in comfort. You could also be fucked lying on your back on top of it or bending over it. Paul had had me in both positions on it more than once.
I wanted something inside me. I looked around for something to use. I opened the cupboards and drawers but I could see nothing suitable. Then my eyes alighted on the paper towel stand. I removed the roll of kitchen towel and picked it up. It was made of wood with a round base. A good two fingers wide and twelve inches long. I wouldn't be using all of it. The pole screwed into the base. I unscrewed it and went to the table. I kicked off my shoes and removed my jeans and knickers before lying down on the tabletop. The wood was cold for a second against my bare buttocks and I shivered slightly.
I bent my knees and rubbed at my fanny lips with the fingers of one hand. Then I pulled them apart and held the rounded end of the pole to my opening. I pushed twice, felt myself open and it was inside. I was feeling really wanton. Lying there with a wooden pole up my hole. I pulled it nearly completely out then pushed it slowly back inside. I wasn't wet enough to take it easily so I worked it slowly in and out feeling my lubricant increasing, feeling the pole move more freely with every second.
I lifted my hips from the table and squeezed the pole hard. It felt really nice now. It was sliding in and out easily. It wasn't big enough to really stretch me but wide enough that I could feel it. I thought how it would feel inside my other hole. It was slippery. It was smooth.
I pulled it out of my fanny and turned onto my side. I lifted my top leg as I did when Paul was going to take me in an early morning fuck and placed the tip of the pole against my anus. I pushed. My sphincter tightened automatically to prevent its entry. Perhaps it wasn't wet enough?
I moved it back to my fanny and pushed it back inside me. My clit was starting to throb again so I turned onto my back with pole still inside me and started to rub my clit. The pole was slipping out so I reached down with my other hand to hold it in place. I lifted my hips as I pushed it back inside keeping the contact with my clit as I did so.
It felt really nice. I very seldom put anything inside myself. If it were going to feel like this then I would be doing it more often in the future.
I pulled the pole nearly out and pushed it back inside. Then again. Oh yes. I could feel the pressure building inside and moved my finger faster. I moved the pole faster. It was building. More. Even more. I was there.
I relaxed back onto the table letting the ripples of pleasure run through my body. I closed my eyes. I was going to see Paul. I really did miss him. He wasn't going off on his own again if I could help it.
The pole was still inside my hole so I pulled it slowly from me. I looked down at it. It was coated here and there with a frothy white foam. I lifted the pole to my nose and sniffed. It could be my own juices worked into a lather or even some of Ron's come. I could smell myself and something else. Did I want to taste it?
No. I decided. I'd had enough of Ron's come.
I looked down over the swellings beneath my jumper over my pubic mound with its covering of black hairs and through the 'v' created by my thighs and into a face staring at me through the kitchen window.