The next few weeks were hell for me. The thud of Bens wet body slamming into Maya's wet ass and Maya moaning in pleasure whilst orgasming all over my shower reverberated endlessly in my brain.
The thought of them enjoying each other's body in my house in a room where I had never had the opportunity was filling me with jealousy. All I could see was Ben and Maya's wet bodies thumping into each other.
It turned me on, and I wanted to make it happen again so that I could watch, but I was also filled with a sick feeling because it was Ben filling Maya and not me. I might be getting turned on by this, but it was Ben who was cumming inside Maya. Maya was creaming all over Bens cock, not mine. Somehow my enjoyment of watching them just felt a little hollow.
Meanwhile, Maya was extra affectionate. We didn't have a lot of sex, but she was always cuddling me, and trying to join in on my hobbies. She was definitely overcompensating for the fact she was getting filled elsewhere.
Things were ok until a finance class we had was shaken up. Maya and I attended a finance class every week, and Ben's class was at the same time but with a different tutor.
Halfway through the semester, Ben's tutor was let go, and rather than find a substitute, his class was incorporated into mine and a few others happening at the same time.
The sight of ben was triggering my intense jealousy, and i had been avoiding him, but it was impossible now. We had 5 hours of class together every week at least.
The first class we had together, Maya sat with me. Ben saw us and came and sat down right next to Maya.
Maya and Ben immediately got engrossed in some banter, with Ben teasing Maya about how much boob her low cut top was showing, while Maya poked fun at Ben's tight gym shorts clearly too much of his shaft. Neither of them acknowledged my presence until the Tutor came in and started the class. Maya went out for a toilet break and Ben slid over next to me.
'What's up dude. It's been a while. Thanks for inviting me on the ski trip. I had a blast'
I'm sure you did. I think I watched you blast a few times, I retorted in my mind, but decided to say instead 'Yeah. It was great. We all had fun. Especially Maya'
Ben paused and looked at me weird, as if he was trying to guess what I knew, but then continued 'Yeah. She's a great girl. I get along with her really well'
'You and my girlfriend?'
'Yeah bro. She's a sweet girl. I see what you see in her. Hold on to her'
I almost laughed. It feels like he had seen more of her than I had, for one. Also, if I had a reason to hold on to her, he was the cause of all the issues.
For maya though, I decided to play nice and just leave it alone. We had a few months of class still, and I didn't want Maya to be stuck in between us.
Before I could respond Maya came back. 'Hey by the way, we have a study group. It's usually Tuesday nights but it's getting to exam time so its 4 times a week for the next few weeks. You should join us Ben.'
That was the first I'd heard Maya talk about the study group for a while. We had gone the first few weeks, and then decided it wasn't that valuable so I had stopped going, and Maya only went intermittently but wasn't all that into it.
'Ben is probably part of his own study group and we don't even go that often' I protested. Finance classes was one thing, but seeing Ben every Tuesday night also was too much.
'Oh that's a good idea. I'm part of this class now so it would be better to be with people who are all on the same page' Ben agreed with Maya.
'And we need more study partners. The group could benefit from someone with your brains Ben. we need to go more and actually make an effort!' Maya chimed in.
I looked reluctant, and Maya said 'it's ok Andy. I know it's probably not your thing. You don't need to come. I said we, but you don't need to. I just really need to study more for this class because I'm just not getting it. You can do your thing'. Somehow that felt worse. Was she trying to comfort me or convince me to stay at home so she could have more time alone with Ben?
I floundered for a while, thinking of a reason to protest but Maya and Ben didn't know what I knew, and I didn't have any apparent reason to hate Ben so I just had to let it happen. 'Fine. I guess it's probably a good thing. I'll come when I can'
Ben smiled and out of the corner of my eye I could see his shaft get hard and start to poke out underneath his shirt gym shorts. 'Don't worry Andy. I'll take good care of Maya when you're not there.' Im sure he would.
I couldn't help it, but I felt myself get hard also. Involuntarily, my imagination was racing. Maya had spent all night on Ben's dick when she was supposed to be at the winter ball. This was an obvious opportunity for her to do the same again.