Maya and I got home that night and Maya was immediately kissed me and fondled my erect cock from outside my pants.
She had spent most of the evening chatting with Ben, so I couldn't help but think that she was imagining doing this to Ben, rather than me.
The thought filled me with guilty pleasure and I almost came in excitement. The idea of Ben and maya reuniting in my house for the first time since the house warming party turned me on so much. I still remembered how I felt seeing Maya moan on Ben's lap as he twisted and tweaked Maya's hard nipples between his fingers. Watching them have sex on Maya's phone had been amazing but live in my house would be insane.
I imagined me hiding, leaving against the railing upstairs, watching Ben and Maya spooning on the white couches, naked. Ben's large body would completely envelop hers, and as his butt moved back and forth, clapping rhythmically against her tight round ass, his large thick shaft would be revealed, sticking deep into her vagina and maintaining their intimate connection.
I couldn't help but recall the intense scrunched up look on Maya's face as she came hard on Ben's cock, in the videos on her phone. In my mind I imagine Ben's face behind hers, cumming hard simultaneously and I felt a painful pang of jealousy in my stomach, wishing I'd been and able to make Maya cum so hard she shook, the way Ben could.
We had sex multiple times that night. I was excited but the almost encounter with Ben and I kept cumming early. Maya tried to hide her disappointment and let me rest for a few minutes before trying again. After a few times of me not lasting very long, Maya just made me eat her pussy, which was extremely wet.
The next morning I woke up and Maya wasn't in bed. I got up and walked downstairs. As I passed the bathroom, Maya haven't closed the door properly and I think I saw in the mirror maya hunched over, masturbating whilst holding her camera in the other hand. Video for Ben perhaps? I felt a little betrayed, but this was going to encourage Ben to be more bold with Maya. My fantasy of seeing them in person was slowly becoming more real.
Over the next few weeks, Maya's sex drive was elevated to the point I was constantly exhausted from trying to satisfy her. I couldn't help comparing our sex to her videos, and I knew I came up short so her sex drive was probably not coming from me.
Kate, having seen how I had opened up and been friendly with Ben at Sarah's party, felt emboldened to invite Ben to more group events. It seemed like every party or gathering we came to, Ben was there.
It was fine at first, but after a while my friends started to tease me about how close Ben and Maya looked. I couldn't blame them. Maya would turn up with me, but as soon as I went off on my own to get drinks or for any other reason, Ben would come right in and engage Maya deep in conversation, and they'd walk off together to find a quiet corner. Sometimes Ben wouldn't even wait for me to be gone, he'd just engage her right in front of me. When that happened, often I'd wait there awkwardly in silence, wondering if Maya would remember I was right next to her.
She never did, or when she did, she'd ask me to go for drinks and then walk away with him when I was gone.
I kept a close eye on them as I didn't want to miss anything going on between them, but I also didn't want everyone else to visibly see I was worried about Ben and Maya. I felt humiliated that Ben and Maya were so close that people were commenting on it. I wanted to see Ben and Maya have sex, only because I wanted to watch Maya in uncontrollable ecstasy. It would have been massively humiliating if anyone knew I'd let it happen or indeed encouraged it.
Whilst it was fun watching Ben and Maya flirt openly at parties, it was clear that nothing was going to happen during day parties.
I tried to move things along by having smaller get togethers with just Kate and Ben and Maya and I. Remembering what Kate had said to Maya in the bathroom about how good she thought Ben was together, I knew Kate would turn this 'double date' situation into a Ben and maya situation. Her favourite hobby anyway was talking up the sexual tension between Ben and maya anyway (only when I wasn't around), according to my friends. They thought she was just doing playful banter but I knew otherwise.
After a few more weeks, I had almost given up hope that I'd see them together again. Maya and Ben were massively flirty, but they weren't taking it any further. It would have been brave of them to have done anything when I was around or anywhere close by, so maybe my fantasy was too unrealistic.
I checked Maya's phone when she was in the shower, and the sex videos had stopped also. Were they continuing to have sex behind my back, but just not filming themselves any more? This idea hurt more than anything. If they were going to cheat on me, I at least wanted to watch. The idea of them enjoying themselves secretly without me knowing anything at all hurt a lot.