Part 1: Waking Wet
I wake with the sheets clinging to my thighs, damp and tangled. Between my legs, a heat lingers--slick, swollen, unmistakable. It's the body remembering something it shouldn't be able to, Something that hasn't happened.. yet.
I lie still. Eyes closed. As if stillness might rewind time, press me back into the dream before it dissolves. But it's already inside me--tight in my hips, low in my belly, sharp in my already aching nipples, humming at the base of my spine and burning deep in my pussy.
It was them again.
The two men from the little store down the street. I've only been in three times over the past month, and twice it was some woman behind the counter--chatty, indifferent. But once, he was there. The first one. Slender. Still. He barely acknowledged me. If anything, he seemed completely unfazed that I was there. Detached. Cool. Like he didn't need to look to know I was watching him.
I've never seen them both together. Not since that night.
But in my dreams, they seem to never leave.
The dreams begin in parts--flashes. One of them tearing my dress open, buttons scattering to the floor, the other parting my lips with his fingers and pushing his cock into my mouth. My back arched over the counter. My cheeks spread wide as the first cock slams into me, hard and deep, making me cry out around the cock that's still there. I choke. Swallow. Open wider. Their hands everywhere--Parting, gripping, slapping. A hand on my throat, just enough to dizzy me. One lifts my leg. The other slides behind.
Then they drag me to the floor--him beneath me, pulling me down onto him, pushing back inside. My pussy stretches around him again, greedy and soaked. And then I feel it--the second one kneeling behind me, positioning, taking aim.
One thick and relentless in my pussy, the other pressing into my ass, slow, stretching me until my whole body pulses around them. My hands claw at the floor, hips rocking, no longer mine. They move in rhythm--one thrusting forward, the other withdrawing, then again, and again. The kind of precision only fantasy can choreograph.
Their voices low, almost inaudible. Breath and grunt and growl. I moan without restraint, wild and split open.
And just before it ends--they pull out. I'm on my knees.
They come on me. All over me. Just like they did, that night.
Hot cum painting my skin--my breasts, my stomach, my mouth open, my cheeks flushed. It covers me. Soaks me. I look up at them, still panting, and they watch me like a thing they own. Then they make lick them clean knowing where they've been, it makes me feel dirty, slutty, it turns me on.
This isn't just a dream. It doesn't drift or fade like the others. It lives in my body. Not a fantasy, but a felt experience--burned into me by want.
I turn beneath the covers, ass up and face down into a pillow. The wetness spreads across my inner thighs, warm and raw. My breath shudders. My hands move before I can think--sliding down, first to my clit, slick and swollen, then further. I tease both openings, slowly circling, opening myself.
I let two fingers slip in.
My pussy clenches, greedy. My other hand traces the back, toward my ass, pressing gently.
My thighs tremble. I start to fuck myself. Deep strokes. Long. Purposeful. No playing now.
My breath grows faster, hips lifting to meet the rhythm. The dream still burns behind my eyes. I see them. I feel them. I let my mouth fall open and imagine them watching as I make myself come.
And then I do.
My whole body curls, locks, floods. A sob escapes. My back arches and I bite down.
Part 2: Desire danced away
The city thrums. Pavement slick with light. Friday night. My skin wants contact. My mind wants noise. My body--it doesn't want affection. It wants to be taken. Used. Marked. Anything to pull me out of the loop I've been circling all month.
The days since that morning--the last dream--have been slow and swollen with want. I've tried to distract myself--working late, walking aimlessly, reading books I never finish. But my fingers keep finding their way between my legs. On the couch. In the shower. Under the desk at work. A dull ache lives there now, and no orgasm can empty it.
And every time I close my eyes, they're there again. The two of them. Not speaking. Just watching. Just taking. My body jerks awake, wet and clenching around nothing. I need someone real. Someone I can taste. Someone who sees me.
My friends talk me into going out tonight--a dark club, crowded, vibrating with bass and I realize, perfect for finding someone to take me. I've dressed like an answer--short black skirt, sheer top with no bra, a red thong I want someone to see. Each breeze is a touch. Every step is a dare.
I want to be noticed.
Not admired. Not complimented. Seen. Watched. Consumed.
We order cocktail after cocktail after cocktail. Something bitter, something sweet, something too strong. We laugh about nothing--about exes, awkward texts. We talk about sex, about wanting more. They joke. I don't. I pretend to listen. But I'm already in motion.
The music pulls me to the floor.
I move slowly at first, hips rolling with the beat, arms raised. My eyes close. My body loosens. The rhythm doesn't matter--it's not about music. It's about release.
Someone steps up behind me. A man. His breath touches my neck before his fingers do. I wait. He hesitates. Then places his hands on my hips, loose, almost as if he didn't even touch me.
I press back.
He responds, but softly. Not bold. Not dangerous. He follows more than he leads.
I guide his hands higher, over my ribs, up to my breasts. He cups them as if they might break. His caution frustrates me.
We talk briefly. Names. Drinks. Where are you from?
He buys another round. His eyes are warm. Safe. He smiles like a nice guy. A man who asks first, who doesn't push. And that's the problem.
Still--it's closing time and he's all I've got. I let him take me home.
We barely speak on the way. I try to feel something--anticipation, hunger, danger. But nothing.
He watches as I pull up my skirt, panties down, like he's witnessing something sacred. There's reverence in his stare. But I don't want to be worshipped. I want to be devoured.
I start by kneeling, taking him out and putting him in my mouth. Sucking wild in order to wake him up, out of this boring nice guy. Take him deep--too deep--and choke myself. Maybe then he'll realize I want him to take control. But nothing.
I climb onto him. Move slowly, then faster. Try different angles. Try to summon something raw in him. Again--nothing.
His hands are soft. His thrusts, shallow. His moans are apologetic.
After a while I'm starting to get bored. I pull out my ace--reverse cowgirl--to end it. He likes it, I can tell, I can feel him staring at my ass. His hand starts to wander over my butt, light spanking, I even feel his thumb starting to explore my backdoor. Just as I start to feel it--it ends. It becomes too much for him. He's coming.
Deep--and a lot.
I don't.
I climb off him, feeling unsatisfied. Not close to where I wanted to be tonight.
I put on my panties, pull the skirt down, give him a sweet kiss and leave, giving him no time to object.
Outside, the air is cold. It cuts straight through me.
It's late. The city sleeps and I'm walking. The streetlights hum like insects. My shoes click on the wet pavement.
I feel his cum starting to slip out of me.
Warm. Leaking.
No one is around.
I step into the shadows. Pull the panties aside. Squat.
Let the rest of him leak out of me right there on the street.
It drips between my thighs. Onto the concrete. Like the nothing it was.
Part 3: The Quiet Fuck
Home.
The silence here is different. It doesn't settle--it wraps. Slips between my thoughts. It presses close.
I pour a glass of wine. Then another. They go down easy at this point.
The apartment feels heavier than usual. Not empty, just full of things that don't move. I don't turn on all the lights. Just one, low, in the corner. It's enough to cast shadows. I prefer the suggestion of form over clarity right now.
I walk slowly to the mirror. I'm still dressed. The skirt clings. My top is translucent in the low light. My mascara has smudged under one eye. Lipstick faded, mouth slightly parted. Hair tousled, like someone's fingers passed through it but forgot to finish.