Sonson: The living room situation
I slide off my shoes off as soon as I get into the apartment. I feel completely wiped out. Once again, I attended another industry party, and this was one is for the books. I sang three songs and got an invite to perform at the upcoming white house dinner. I must say it's pretty huge, which is why amid the exhaustion, I'm on cloud nine.
"Aren't you coming to bed?" I hear Jazz ask me. He's bolting up the door and taking off his shoes.
"I'm getting my book from the living room then I'll be up," I say without turning. I hear him sigh disapprovingly. He knows getting that book means I'll be reading it to sleep once more, something which he has grown to hate these past few weeks. I walk away fast into the living room. I bend over and grab the book. As I come back up , I feel something behind me.
It's Jazz.
I never get used to how fast he moves.
I don't turn around. I stand as still as the water in a well at dawn. At six-two, my head goes up to his chest. I can feel his heart pounding like the tom tom drums of the East Indies.
Turn around and go to bed, I say to myself. It would be the right thing to do since we're not exactly....I'm not exactly talking to him. We have been all out of the loop for some time now. It has mostly been him trying to make conversation and me ignoring him.
Okay...I, 2, and go.
As if reading my thoughts, he puts his hands on my shoulders, softly first, then firmly. He runs all the way down to my elbows then back up, each move more sensuous than the last. I feel him plant a kiss on my neck and breathe warmly.
His hands move from my arms to my rib cage. The dress I have on is sheer silk which makes it easy for me to feel every bone on his fingers touch mine. His hands move to my breasts, and even through the dress and bra, the sensation is amazing. He goes right in for the tight squeeze, releasing slightly, then back to the tight squeeze that makes me feel like I'm in heaven.
"Oh," I say softly as I drop my head completely on his chest and swing back and forth. No matter how mad I get at him, I still feel the heat when he touches me. And, damn it this heat feels good, so good, I don't think any man has a right to feel this good. I start turning but he holds me in place. His breath caresses my neck like a sudden warm sunshine in the time of rain, except this sun keeps getting brighter. He kisses me continuously on my back and shoulders, with each allowing just enough time for me to feel it all the way to my bones. Thank God I chose this dress with such a low back.