Thanks to Morgan for the comments, OmegaZone for his editing, and Namizujs for his support and beta reading. This is a long one, folks.
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I awoke first in the morning, found Beth had curled herself up to and onto my body, her legs entwined with mine. We had slept nude last night so I had every inch of Beth's gorgeous skin pressed firmly to my own. That was fine with me but it did make it difficult to go to the bathroom without waking her. I somehow managed it though. We both had seen a heavy burden of emotions over the last few days and I suspected that Beth had been losing sleep to make sure I was all right; in fact, I was sure of it. I showered quickly; I brushed my teeth and shaved while I was up. I came back into the bedroom to find her hand, once again questing for me in the empty bed.
It may seem odd to many that I took a silent joy in the fact that, even in her slumber, Beth sought the comfort and reassurance of my touch. Nevertheless, I did, still do for that matter. No other human being alive wanted the comfort of my touch; I never realized how much that lack hurt until now. What Lisa did and tried do to me could have very easily destroyed me. That occurrence would have destroyed Beth in turn as well, I think. Anger surged through me at that thought making me seethe with black hatred. I threw that emotion from me; hatred is barren and can bear no good fruit.
I continued my introspection and moved on. Through no fault of their own, in ways I cannot possibly yet fathom, Stephie and Lauren are going to pay for the rest of their lives for what their mother has done. I want to help mitigate the damage; but for now, they see me as part, if not all, of the problem. Lisa is going to go to prison for who knows how long and I get to have bouts of depression and nightmares, also for who knows how long.
"Thank you, Lisa, for the gift that keeps on giving." My bleak, humorless voice was a bare whisper in the silent room. I looked over and the clock read five fifty-three. I stood in the twilight of the early dawn and thought about things. I moved back onto the bed and again took Beths hand in mine. She sighed and slipped back into a peaceful slumber. I decided that I needed to talk to Beth and to call Josh today. I also needed to go to my place and get my laptop. Beth had another couple of surprises in store for her, and the thought of them made me smile.
I sat there for more than two hours making my plans. Today was going to be a busy day. I slid back down into the bed, snuggled as close as I dared, and gently took Beth back into my arms and decided to take a brief nap. I slept until I felt Beth stirring. I looked down and stroked her cheek. "Good morning to you my love." I whispered into her ear.
She turned her head, gave me a sleepy grin and said, "Mmmm... A girl could get used to this." Beth opened her eyes and I, once again, got lost in their limpid blue depths. "I just love waking up in your arms, Alex."
I grinned roguishly at her and said, "Don't get too used to it, I'll only be available to do this every morning for the next sixty or seventy odd years or so, then I'll HAVE to cut you off."
When I had finished speaking, she smiled up at me and hugged her body to me as tightly as she could as she said, "I can live with that."
I looked at the clock, it was ten after eight, and asked, "Would you like to have breakfast with me this morning and lunch with Josh. I have an offer to make him and I want to talk to you later about the next couple of months."
Beth gave me a worried glance, so I quickly added, "It's nothing bad. I want your opinion on a couple of ideas I've had and I want to hear your thoughts on a design I did a little while back. I also need to go to my apartment to get my laptop." I held up a hand to forestall her objections, "No work, I promise, I just need to check my email and show you the design. It's on the laptop. I can bring it with us and we can plan out and book our trip."
She half frowned at me and said, "OK, but at the first hint of work it gets doused with soda Bub! This is MY weekend with you and I'm not giving up any more of it than I have already had to." I smiled and hugged her as tightly as she had hugged me.
"I am so very, very happy to hear that!" I said with a contented smile on my face. "Go get cleaned up and then get ready to go to breakfast. I'll call Josh and set up lunch. We can meet him at the little cafΓ© on Third Avenue. You know the place, the one with the great strawberry parfaits that you like so much." I swear she purred like a kitten at the mention of the parfait. Beth nodded, "That would be good." as I used her cell phone to send a text message of our plans to Josh. He confirmed almost immediately.
She smiled and then frowned "BUT, I need to get into the gym today, too. It's just a few blocks from there. I've been SO off my schedule, too much lately, and I'm starting to feel it. I usually do my bench set on Sundays." She thought and said, "Damn that still won't work I don't have my gym kit with me."
I reached into the nightstand drawer, pulled out my wallet, and extracted a platinum card, "There are shops all over town and now I get to take my fiancΓ©e shopping and show her off to the world! So there! I don't see any problem stopping at the sports shop on the way to lunch."
Beth started to object, "Alex you don't have to buy me any..."
I cut off that line of thought right away! I scowled at her a little as I spoke, "I don't want to hear it, Beth. I do NOT EVER want to hear that. I have more money than even my psycho bitch ex could spend and I WANT to shower you with gifts, and presents, and love, and trips, and everything else that I can think of, just so that you know that you are special to me, and never ever doubt that there is no one I love more than YOU! I am not trying to BUY you; you are not ASKING me for anything! I do not think you are after my money, I know with an absolute, and unshakable, certainty that you love me FOR ME! No more arguments!" I smiled and said, "Besides that, anything I buy for you, and you put on, I get to take off and seeing THAT is well worth any expense." I started my tirade in a loud voice and finished in a teasing seductive whisper as I caressed her face.
She was quiet for a moment with her head bowed. She looked up at me with tears sparkling in her eyes as she spoke, "You said you love me!" Her voice was quiet but choked with emotion.