Roger stirred, he risked opening his eyes, when he did he beheld the most wonderful sight. Georgina was looking at him with a smile on her face.
"Did you enjoy your birthday?"
He pulled her to him and moaned, he seemed to hurt all over.
"You are so special, who would ever do that for their fiancee?"
His eyes fully opened, "Fuck you even helped me get it in Lola's arse."
He had an image from childhood, his mother's lacquered nails guiding a stallion's cock towards its target. He laughed, not because of the act, which was quite normal on the rural scene but the incongruity of the nail varnish. He told Georgina the story.
She snuggled, "Do you still respect Lola after taking her cherry?"
"Yes, I do. I was being prudish before."
She was quiet, waiting. Roger said nothing.
Out of character, she spoke first.
"Can we enjoy the incredible feeling of connectedness with your cock deep inside me?"
He wished he had never uttered those words. It was a long time before he answered.
"You are not Lola," he said.
Even after thinking about what he was going to say, he hated the words as soon as they left his mouth. He knew he was in trouble by the speed Georgina was out of his arms and in his face.
"...and she's just a slut?" she said ominously.
"No," he said defensively, "Lola has an inner beauty and a resilient soul. There is nothing she does which could demean her, in my eyes."
He spoke the truth but was pleased, he felt he was off the hook, Georgina's words shook him.
"So it's me then?"
It was her, she really was Artemis, a goddess. He could only worship her. The act seemed too base for Roger to consider. Again he didn't think long enough.
"You are a virgin."
"Not by the end of the day," she said quietly.
She gathered her clothes and walked naked out of his room.
"Georgina, wait."
She did not respond.
By the time Roger dressed, the whole house was against him. He knew she was in the drawing room because Crash was standing in the door, with his arms crossed.
"Excuse me please Crash?" Roger said, hoping he'd move.
"She doesn't want to talk to you."
Crash stood implacable, resolute. Crash was Roger's man, how come he was obeying Georgina. A small smile played with Crash's eyes, as if he had read Roger's thoughts.
"They haven't had tea yet," he whispered.
"Thanks Crash."
Roger turned and headed for the kitchen. The kettle was hot Georgina had obviously interrupted the important, first cup of the day, ritual. He put six cups an a tray, and when the kettle boiled filled the monster tea pot. He found some biscuits, which with rationing was a rare commodity, loaded the sugar filled the milk jug and walked back to the drawing room, with his laden tray.
Crash smiled, he took one of the cups added sugar and milk and poured himself a full serve. He looked at the biscuits, Roger nodded.
"Best of luck with that, I've only been on her bad side once. I don't intend to visit again."
He walked away.
"Morning tea, door please!" Roger shouted.
Reggie opened the door.
"She's not here, she out rooting some football team."
She couldn't help the grin, thinking about last night, she winked. There was no doubt where everyone's loyalties lay but Roger was not excluded, he took heart.
He placed the tray on the center table.
"Shall I be Mum," he asked.
"No you'll probably fuck it up!"
There was no forgiveness in Brielle, she looked fiercer than Georgina.
He bent his knee and reached for Georgina's hand, Lola did not relinquish it.
"If you are planning on fucking a football team, I'll come and inspect their cocks for VD before I let them near you."
"I thought you didn't like playing with cocks?"
Roger had refused when the policemen were cuffed to the lamppost.
"There is NOTHING I wouldn't do to keep you safe. And when you've fucked the first eleven, you will still be my fiancee and will still be my wife."
A tear formed in the corner of her eye.
"Can we talk privately?" he asked.
The softness in her face disappeared.
"These girls are good enough to fuck, but not good enough to keep your secrets?"
He would really need to think harder, before he opened his mouth.
"Like you, I'd trust them with my soul. That was an attempt to protect my frail ego which I'm sure will be shredded, before you find your way back into my arms."
"Ahh..." Reggie said.
Even with all the abuse, she still managed to be a romantic.
He snatched her hand from Lola, "Georgina, I will fuck you anyway you want."
"Fucking idiot," Brielle said, "she's a woman look deeper."
He turned to look at Brielle.
"...and shut your mouth," she added.
He avoided all the eyes, he stared into Georgina's lap. One female was more than he could handle but four. He didn't know what was troubling Georgina but he would be honest with her as he had vowed to himself.
"Georgina, you are are goddess, beyond reproach. How can I defile the prototype of femininity."
"Goddess, I'm a slut!"
It was a harsh, unforgiving declaration. She held up her hand defeating his negation.
"The worst whore on Strumpet Street just enjoys sex, she shares it or sells it but I am morally corrupt."
He found the wisdom to be quiet, he rubbed the tears from her cheeks with his thumb, then stood and kissed them. He returned to his knees. He tried to pour all his feeling through his contact with her hand.
The quiet was unnatural.
"You put me on a pedestal, I am a fake."
He kissed her hand, again being still.
"Sluts are equal partners in an act, yet they take all the blame and the moral outrage. I am blameless in your eyes yet I have no morals. I AM A MURDERER."
The girls pushed him out of the way, not vindictively but they saw her pain.
From the tangle of supportive arms Georgina said, "Not a murderer who reacts passionately or even one seeking revenge for injustice. I am a cold hearted assassin. I have killed and tortured because someone told me to. If I am a goddess its Keres the goddess of violent death."