Nicole had just started going through this process, but already she was troubled. Mainly because of the memory—or the hazy impression that passed for a memory—that swept her like an odorous breeze as Mr. Nickerson asked her the question again.
"Nicole, has a man ever touched your pussy?" He sized her up with unreadable eyes. "Obviously, I don't mean your dad bathing you when you were a baby. I mean sexually."
The first time he'd asked, Nicole had browsed the library of her childhood and recalled something heavy and callous on her sex, like an oven mitt, a sense that she knew her uncle's sandpaper palm, coarse from years of labor, too well. He'd always had a penchant for playing games, and some of them, like The Pit and the Pendulum, had seemed strange to her.
"I think," she began, meaning to say I think so. But she stopped. "I'm not sure."
Mr. Nickerson wrote something and twirled his pen. "You hesitated. Did you recall something you're not sure what to do with?"
Nicole balked. They'd said she needed to be honest. "Yeah, I suppose. Maybe it's just my imagination. I think something happened with one of my older relatives when I was very young. I mean, too young."
"I see." Mr. Nickerson scanned her paperwork. "Your results verify you're as virginal as you claim. Vaginally and anally." She blushed. "So if something did happen, it didn't get as far as that."
Avoiding his stare, Nicole looked around the conference room. The long table. The flat-screen mounted on the far wall.
The air-conditioning hummed.
"That's a relief. It's new to me, I'd not recalled before you'd asked."
"A lot of people have what they think are memories like that. Usually they're not real. And if they are, so what? The past is dead and gone, and if it had been too bad, don't you think you'd recall more vividly? I wouldn't worry about it."
"But if I was . . ." She struggled for the word. They told her to be honest. "If I was molested, maybe that's why I'm here."
"It says on your application you're here to pay for college."
"Well yeah. That's true. But maybe there's more than one reason."
"You can get turned on by a lot of strange things. I used to get hot in a moving car when I stuck my hand out the window. Something about the wind on my fingers. Maybe these games you played with your uncle just turned you on for some reason, even when they were perfectly innocent. Maybe they turned you on because they were perfectly innocent."
Mr. Nickerson tipped his pen on her paperwork. He leaned back, empty-handed. "The thing is, Nicole, and I don't mean to fess us up, but . . ." He chuckled. "Virgin talent. Certified virgin talent. We've never seen anything like that here. Green volunteers, sure, they cycle in and out all day long. But a first-timer on the paid side? I mean," he mimed checks on her paperwork with his pen. "That'll grease the rails. Trust me."
"Well, I hope I make it. And to be clear, when you say 'paid employee' . . ."
"One dollar." Mr. Nickerson said this with great firmness and confidence. It was the best part of the pitch. "As long as you follow the few simple rules we insist on, you will receive one dollar every. Second. That you are in the East Wing."
"A dollar a second. That's thirty-six hundred an hour."
Mr. Nickerson nodded. "Assuming a forty-hour work week—which, to be fair, is a big assumption—it's seven point two million per year. Million." Mr. Nickerson sussurated, bringing the bad news. "The pro-ration is important. You'll be fitted with an RFID chip around your ankle."