You see, this is the typical story of the downfall of a celebrated Person. A person I knew since she was a baby. She has been always very special to me and I have considered myself her biggest fan. If I had been an aristocrat like she is, maybe I would have asked for her hand. But I know she never would have considered a common servant a possible husband. Not that she ever have treated me bad or unfair - quite the opposite. She has always been as loyal to me, as I was to her - maybe even more, since I wasn't as loyal to her, as she thought i was. She was very generous and always helped me to solve my problems or when my parents became old and frail. She even paid for their medicine, the nursing home, and their funeral. When she was a kid, I played with her - she was a tomboy- running and jumping around, climbing on trees and over walls and fences. Every time I was with her, I was out of breath.
Despite the age difference of 10 years, we were like best friends. When ever she was worried, she came to me to talk. And when ever I needed something from her father, I could count on her to persuade him. He loved his only child so much he would do anything for her, and well, I kind of used that to my benefit. Things got a bit more difficult when she entered puberty. But that's something I'm not allowed to tell here. What I can tell you is, that when she turned 18 I was totally in love with her. At least I think I was - sometimes I have doubts about it, and I find it more plausible that I just had a very strong obsession with her - I don't know. Back than, it felt like love, that's for sure. But even if we were best friends and knew each other so well - she was out of my reach. I knew my father wouldn't approve and her father would agree with him. And also she wouldn't approve because she considered me (just) her friend, but somehow never thought of me as a men. That was a very big blow to my self-esteem. It frustrated me, and even made me angry with her. Than I felt bad, because it wasn't really her fault and at the same time I felt guilty. Not only for being angry at her, but for being so ungrateful. I had a good friendship with such a great and special person and I didn't see that. I didn't see all the support she was giving me and my parents, all the benefits I had just because I was her friend. For her I was much more than just a butler - I was like a partner. She trusted me and relied on me, like on nobody else. She even trusted me more, this stuck up twit Von Croy that was kind of a boyfriend for some time. But all this I didn't see. I only saw the rejection, the things I didn't get. And that's why I made mistakes, I guess.
Well now I'm here to share some of the stories I have experienced in my time as Lanas servant with you. But I warn you. Those stories aren't for delicate spirits. They wont be very subtle nor very romantic. You might find them nasty, brutal or (physically) exaggerated. If you aren't prepared to see you favourite heroine degraded and humiliated you better move on. On the other Hand some of the stories will be quite harmless in a physical way and to sense the erotic you will have to have the same psychological quirk (or fetish) like I do.
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You are always requested to participate, to 'remind' me of episodes I may have forgotten over the years. Feel free to ask about details, or if certain things happened. Inspire me and I will do the best I can, to tell you the true story of young Lady Craft and her sexual encounters with men, monsters, and me.