What might surprise people to hear I allowed was the first and only male client I ever accepted. Now, of course, I did not let him touch me or make love to me since I was sure Eleanor would leave me in a rage if I did so. Besides, after fifteen years of making love to women, I had no inclinations to make love to a man. Or perhaps I did. Itโs rather hard to say now. Natural curiosity is one thing, losing oneโs lifelong partner for curiosityโs sake is quite another.
The doctor who sent me so many clients sent me a man once. I was loathed to explain that my practice was strictly for women, but it turned out the doctor was right after all. He was a young Chinese inventor who specialized in inventing machines for helping women who suffered from hysteria. At the time, orgasms were thought to reduce hysteria in women and I became his tester to ensure that his machines would reliably create orgasms. He assured me this was in the sake of science and even offered me the opportunity to wear a dress during the sessions. I wore what had become my standard uniform as a courtesan. The bodices of each dress were made in such a way that they could be pressed or folded down below my breasts to free them without removing the entire dress. The front of my skirts could be tied up on either side of my hips, displaying fully my feminine charms.
I would discretely go to his workshop where he paid me handsomely to allow his machines to bring me to orgasm; the most delightful were the machines that allowed you to lie in place while a phallus was thrust into you. Given my profession, I was often rather amused to lie there complacently, doing no work at all as I came. Many a lovely afternoon was spent lying on his leather benches and chairs, screaming in ecstasy as I drenched his wonderful machines. My favorite was a sort of thrusting saddle, in which you knelt with your knees on pads while it moved like a broncing horse beneath you sending the phallus deeper on each bronc type thrust. He made me my very own machine of this type, which I brought home and enjoyed many times. I even let a few of my favorite clients use the machine, although I was careful to suck and bite at their breasts during their usage, lest they think to replace me with a similar machine!