THREE SISTERS Chapter 10
Guenna had the watch on the northeast, overlooking the river. It was bitterly cold, so I brought another fur, in case she needed it. Before I had gone halfway, I realized that
I
was the one who needed it.
Guenna was making footprint patterns in the soft snow. On watch like this, anything one could do to stay awake, to remain alert, was beneficial. Every so often, she would look down, to make sure that no one was trying to cross the ice - or the swamp.
She heard my approach. As the creator of the 'sneakers', Guenna was always suspecting that someone would try to surprise her while she was on watch. She caught sight of me, and grinned.
- "What are you doing out here?" she called.
- "I came to see if you were cold."
- "You did not. Were you sneaking up on me?" Then another thought occurred to her. "Is something wrong?"
- "No. Nothing's wrong." I said. "Can't a father check on his daughter when she's on watch?"
- "He could. But for you, that would be a first." She looked at me closely. "Are you sure that nothing's wrong?"
- "All is well." I assured her.
- "Then why are you here?" she asked. "I don't mean that I'm unhappy to see you, but ..."
She was so young. But Guenna was neither fragile, nor innocent - not in the sense of being naive, or over-protected. To my great regret - my private shame - I hadn't been able to protect her or her sisters from very much.
There was no point in beating about the bush with Guenna. She was far too clever for me.
- "Vingoldas came to see me."
- "Oh? What about?"
- "He asked for my permission to marry Tanguiste."
Guenna seemed mildly surprised. Then she looked down for a moment.
- "Did he?" she said. "And how did you answer him?"
- "I told him that it was her decision."
- "You didn't say that she was too young? Or that you had to discuss it with her first?"
- "No. I told all three of you that you could marry whoever you wanted. Or not." I said, thinking of Yevna. "Does Tan love him, do you think?"
She stopped playing coy. Her smile was genuine.
- "Yes. Of course she does."
- "That's good. I just ... I hadn't really noticed."
Guenna laughed aloud.
- "There are quite a few things you don't notice, Papa."
- "In my defence, I was unconscious and feverish for several days. And there
have
been other matters to occupy my attention."
- "I know. I was just teasing." she said. "But why did you come out in the cold to tell me?"
- "I was ... wondering if you knew." No - that was an evasion. I told Guenna the truth. "I was worried about how
you
might take it."
My daughter looked me in the eye for a moment. Then she smiled.
- "You were worried about me?"
- "Well ..."
- "That's very sweet of you. Is it because you were counting the eligible men on the Hill, and you couldn't think of anyone for me?" She laughed again. "That's alright. I can't either."
"Don't worry, Papa. I'm nowhere near ready to marry. We have plenty of other things to worry about, as you say."
"But I appreciate the thought." Guenna came closer, and wrapped her arms around me - a little awkwardly, with all the fur we were both wearing, and with Guenna's bow and quiver in the way.
- "I love you, girl." I managed to say.
- "I know. We all know. It's still nice to hear, though."
- "You're not upset?"
- "Not at all. I'm so pleased for Tan. I'm just surprised - I wasn't expecting it so soon."
- "Ah. Guen Nadesti and I may have had something to do with the timing. We agreed that Vingoldas should take over as leader on the Hill."
- "You did? But why?" It was a pleasure to watch Guenna's face as her mind worked. "Is it because Mother Nadesti was ill? But you - ah! I see. You can still have influence, without offending anyone. Vingoldas is acceptable to just about everyone."
- "As long as he's acceptable to Tan." I said.
She blushed. "Yes."
- "Then I'm happy."
***
I ran into Yevna later that day. The wind had dropped, and it was not so chillingly cold. She and Nameless were helping Dengelle and Eliv to practice with their bows. I watched them for a while, until Yevna came over to me.
- "Is everything ... alright?"
- "Yes." I said. Then I took her in my arms, and held her close. Yevna was surprised, at first. She held her bow in one hand, but she wrapped the other arm around my neck.
"I should've hugged you much more often. I love you, Yevna."
Yevna rested her head on my shoulder.
- "
I know, Papa
." she said, softly.
- "I'm very happy that you're with Inisian. And now your sister is going to marry Vingoldas."
- "Oh?" said Yevna. "Which one?"
***
I'll admit that I dithered and delayed for a while. I decided to talk to my wife, first, because I suspected that she would never forgive me if I didn't. Sulcen listened attentively, and then gave me simple, succinct advice.
- "Talk to her."
Tanguiste was still visiting Mother Nadesti daily, making sure that the old woman was eating well, and not suffering a relapse, as Moruith had. I dropped in for a visit, as well, and watched my daughter work her magic.
Everyone on the Hill loved her. There was no doubt about that.
Tanguiste was pretty, like her mother ... no, the correct word was beautiful. My daughter was a princess from the sagas, with the most loving, most appealing personality.
I wasn't blind to Guenna's qualities - I loved my youngest without reservation. But if I pretended to be an impartial observer, I could readily understand how Vingoldas could choose Tanguiste over Guenna.
- "Walk me home?" I asked her.
- "You're so transparent." she said, with a laugh.
- "What's that supposed to mean?" I said, trying to look aggrieved.
- "You want to tell me something. Honestly, Papa, if I had any secrets, you'd be the
last
person I confided in."
- "Tan - I wanted to talk to you." I said.
Her smile vanished. "Oh - it's something serious?"
I managed to keep my mouth shut until we got home. Guenna wasn't there. Nor was Nameless. But Sulcen was - she didn't trust me not to make a mess of this.
- "What is it? Is something wrong?" asked my daughter.
- "No, sweetheart." I said. "We just wanted to let you know ... there have been a few ... changes." There was no way to know how much Guen Nadesti had confided in her.