THREE SISTERS Chapter 6
"
You have to marry my daughter
."
I heard her plainly. Loud, and clear. I couldn't say 'What?', or 'Pardon?'. Asking her if she was serious might not be particularly helpful, either.
Then I had a moment of inspiration. I hadn't had too many of those, in my life. But I seized on this idea, as a drowning man clutches at anything close to hand.
- "I ... I have to discuss it - with my daughters."
The old woman raised an eyebrow.
"She - Sulcen - would be step-mother to my girls. In a way." I realized at that moment that it would be better if I stopped talking. Shut up, Veran.
- "I understand." said the Mother of Nadestis. "You can have until the day after tomorrow."
***
I didn't know how to explain it to Inisian and Moruith. So I told them nothing.
Hedyn was curious, and probably deserved to know something. But I couldn't think of what to tell him, either.
- "Just give me a day, will you?" I asked him.
- "Of course."
I took my three daughters to the woodpile, and burned off some of my aggression splitting logs. Yevna had the patience of a forester. Tanguiste was dying to ask, but had the good sense to wait. Guenna was going mad, wanting to start questioning me, but I held up three fingers - and she sat down, to consider her options.
- "We can stay here." I told them. "There's only one condition." And I related my entire conversation with the Mother of the Nadestis.
- "What?" shouted Yevna, as she leapt to her feet.
- "That's completely unfair!" said Guenna.
- "Wait!" said Tanguiste. "Wait!" She had to slap her older sister on the arm to get her attention. "Wait, Yevna!" I was struck - again - by how much she resembled her mother.
"Wait!" she said, once more. "Let Father speak."
My three girls all looked to me.
- "What?"
- "What do
you
want to do?" asked Tanguiste.
- "I could think about it in private, Tan." I said. "Alone. But I decided to ask you three how you would feel about it. Your opinions - and your feelings on the matter - are important to me. So ... please - tell me what you think."
I turned to look at Yevna.
My eldest daughter was a creature of the woods, of the forest trails. She was a hunter, a forester.
- "She won't be my mother, Papa." she said. "But I have to respect her, for killing the man who mistreated her."
"If you want to marry her - or if you think you should, just so we have a place to stay - I have no objection."
I could never say 'No' to Yevna. Every time she spoke to me, every time I saw the gap where her two front teeth should have been ... I remembered what she had done, to free me, to save all of us.
Tanguiste was more complicated. She insisted on staring deep into my eye, as if she was trying to read my mind.
- "Papa." she said. "What do
you
want?"
- "What do you mean, Tan?" I asked, in return. It was especially disconcerting, because the experience of looking into her eyes reminded me all too painfully of her mother.
- "Would this make you happy, Father?" she asked. "Or is this just something you would do in order to keep us safe?"
-"You don't like the idea, pet?" I said.
- "It's up to you, of course." she said, with Meonwe's eyes.
That was too much for me to take.
- "Guenna?" I asked.
- "Are you completely in agreement with the idea of marrying this woman?' asked my youngest.
She was clever. Her use of the word
completely
left me hamstrung.
- "What's your second question?" I asked.
- "You didn't answer the first."
- "Correct. Next one."
- "Would this solution be best for us?" she said.
- "That's debatable. Possibly." I said. "Last question."
Guenna looked me in the eye. She didn't resemble Meonwe at all. If anything, she was beginning to look like me.
- "What do
you
want, Papa?"
- "That's the same question your sister asked."
And I still didn't have an answer.
***
What
did
I want? It was a reasonable question.
Ever since that fateful night, I had only wanted to keep my daughters safe. Once their safety was assured, I hoped that they could lead happy, relatively normal lives. In a strange way, the coming of Kestutis and his band might have been a blessing.
Not for Svijo and his sister, obviously. But if nothing had changed, my girls might have continued to grow up in an isolated cabin, with only Inisian and Moruith for company. There were other families nearby, but it was not a community. The forest folk were far too wary of each other.
Here, on Prospal, the girls would be safe, and surrounded by other people like us. They could make friendships, laugh and learn, meet young men and perhaps fall in love and marry.
If the price for their future was a wedding - even if it
was
between me and a woman I had never spoken to - did I have the right to refuse?
I had to admit to myself that I
was
lonely. I had gone six years without a woman. Now Guen Nadesti had opened up the possibility that I might have a wife, a companion. She couldn't replace Meonwe, of course, but she might at least partially fill an enormous void in my life.
But why would Sulcen want me? Was she being forced into another marriage against her will? I was no Duenerth - but I
had
killed two of her brothers.
Maybe all the poor woman wanted was peace and quiet - to be left alone. I tried to put myself in her place, but I just couldn't. There was no way I could even imagine what she had been through. It was hard to believe that she would be very keen on the idea of a husband - or of the marriage bed.
A marriage of convenience, then. A wedding, an alliance between our families, and a superficially friendly relationship ...? I would continue, then, to be without female companionship.
It was possible. The thing
could
work. I imagined holding Sulcen's hand, just long enough for us to be wed.
That's when I realized that I couldn't go through with it - unless she was willing. If I saw disgust, or revulsion, in her eyes ... I couldn't bear that.
I would have to see her, then - before we agreed to anything.
Halfway to Mother Nadesti's house, I stopped dead in my tracks. What was I thinking? The least I could do was take a bath. I turned on my heel, and headed for the river.
The trees were thickly clustered, so that I could barely see the river, until I was almost at its edge. Low-lying branches provided convenient handholds - a good thing, because the slope was steep, rocky, and difficult to climb, up
or
down.
The water was cold, high summer or not. I gave my clothing a wash, first, and then prepared to submerge myself completely.
It was pure luck that I hesitated for a moment. I've no idea what distracted me, or caused me to pause. But that was when I saw the boat.
There was a slight bend in the river, and I was in the shallows, in front of a dead tree that had fallen into the water. Slowly, I pulled back behind it.
There were five men in the boat - two rowing, three scanning the riverbank. Four of them wore helmets. One carried a bow.
I carefully worked my way back, using the fallen tree for cover.
Luck favoured me again. I had climbed some way up the slope, taking advantage of every bit of cover, moving as slowly and stealthily as I could. Then I saw the boat turn about, and make for shore - near the exact spot where I had been swimming.
It was understandable. There were no easy places to beach a boat - the riverbank was too rocky, too steep. Even there, the men would have to jump out of the boat, find their footing in the shallows, and then tie their craft to the fallen tree. It was far from ideal.
I ran.
Naked as the day I was born, I burst from the tree line, and sprinted for the houses, clutching my sodden clothes in my hand.
Fortunately, the first person I saw was big Hedyn. It took me only a moment to tell him what I wanted. Had it been anyone else, they might have stopped to question me - or refused to do my bidding. But Hedyn trusted me.
- "Send my daughters to me! Then find your fighters, and bring them here! Hurry, Hedyn - no time to waste."
I put on my dripping wet clothing.
Inisian was first to arrive.
- "Do you know where my girls are?" I shouted, before he had even reached me. "Find them! Tell Yevna to get her bow. And Tanguiste to bring my sword. And get
your
bow! Hurry! "
Tanguiste came running, with Guenna at her heels. She handed me my sword, without a word. Little Guenna had brought a knife for me, too. She was brimming over with questions, but followed her older sister's lead, and remained silent.
Very often, you discover a new facet of a person's character in a crisis. Some grow voluble, while others panic. I had already seen my girls in action, so to speak, on the night of their mother's and brother's death.
But now I was happily reminded of their calm, their composure under pressure. They held their peace, and waited by my side - ready to act, without getting in the way or distracting me with questions.
Inisian returned, with Hedyn and Vingoldas.
- "Weyl's gone for Seva." said Vingoldas. "What did you see?"
- "Five men just landed." I described everything I had seen.
- "Bacho's people, you think?"
- "Do you know of anyone else who would use a boat?"
- "We can handle them." said Inisian. "We'll send them running back to their boat."